Sherlock watched the rain roll down the windows as he slowly removed the nicotine patches from his arm. He loved to watch the rain as a kid, it used relax him so much. He remembered his childhood as a time when he could be relaxed without being stoned. During his later teen years he had 2 people that helped him stay relax and to fight a erg that lay deep beneath his surface. They were his girlfriend, Irene Adler, and his daughter, Daniella Adler-Holmes. They were his world, everything he wanted. But in the end the broken boy inside him pushed the away. Irene couldn't handle the person Sherlock was becoming. His sociopathic qualities began to take over when he was 18, he became the detective he I over that time. Irene left and took Daniella with her, she didn't believe that Sherlock could be trusted with their child and the court used the fact he was a sociopath to make it so she got full custody of Daniella, also Irene convinced to court to make it so Sherlock could only see his daughter if Irene was there. After that Irene moved away from London. Sherlock hadn't seen her or Daniella in 10 years, Daniella would be almost 11 now. He'd closed his heart off and became cold after that he'd lost his world,he'd lost everything he wanted. But most importantly he lost his fight. He gave into the erg and relaxing went from watching the rain to being stoned. And the day his little girl was taken from him the broken boy inside him grew and became darker and stronger taking part of him with it.