EDIT: I've edited this chapter a bit, but not a whole lot. I made it flow better some, which is something I really needed to work on. Next I have to learn not to do all the run-on sentences XDDD
So, here is the next chapter! I'm sorry if your inbox is alerted more than once, because usually right after I post a chapter, I find something wrong with it.. And I go back and change things again, and again, and again... So don't mind that :3
Sorry for the suddenness of all that is Sakura in the chapter, I really wanted to get things moving. (I know, I hate SakuNaru, too. But it must be done.)
Warnings for this chapter: SasuNaru, SakuNaru, inner mind rants, a make-out session or two...
PLEASE HEED THIS NOTE: I am not gay, or male. I have never had an intimate relashionship with someone, hell, I've only ever kissed someone, and I'm going off what I've read on other fanfics. So sorry if some of this seems inaccurate... I'm not a master, and this is my first rated M story, and will be my first lemon in later chapters. (Wheee! Lemons!)
On that note, read on!
Naruto rushed into his homeroom, a whole half an hour late this time. He had slept through 3 fucking alarms. THREE! Sometimes he wondered if he would wake up if a bomb exploded right next to him.
He walked into class, and groaned outwardly as he saw Kakashi sitting at his desk, reading. Apparently the Gods weren't with him today. As he neared the man's desk, he could clearly read the cover. Ichi Ichi Paradise.
Oh God, Naruto thought to himself, isn't that the porn book Sai tried to get me to read? Great, now I know Kakashi is a pervert.
As Naruto reached his desk, Kakashi looked up, before nodding to the boy to sit down, and went back to reading. He looked around the room, first spotting Sakura. Alarms went off in his head as she had a box of tissues in her hand, and she was crying quite loudly.
Oh Hell, things with her and Ino finally exploded.
He quickly looked around for another seat, groaning as he noticed the only seat left was in the back, by a certain raven he had been avoiding. It had been almost a whole week since the incident, and Naruto still didn't even want to be near him. But he quickly looked back between the seat next to the blubbering Sakura and the one next to the Uchiha.
On the good side, Sasuke would stay away from me if I was with Sakura.
On the bad side, I would have to deal with Sakura and calm her down. Not ideal.
Or the other seat...
On the bright side, Sakura couldn't come running to me in the middle of class. I would get a whole hour off before I have to deal with the water works. She might calm down by then.
On the bad side, Uchiha might try to talk to me.
But he hasn't even tried to talk to you ever since it happened.
But sitting there might give him the chance!
Shut up!
I think you want to sit there. Just to see what would happen.
No! I just want to stay away from Sakura at the moment!
Right. Keep telling yourself that.
Who the hell are you, anyway?
You, dumbass.
Hell. I'm arguing with myself. And I just insulted myself.
Naruto shook his head, before going sit in the back by the raven. Sasuke looked up and raised his eyebrows, but didn't say anything. Naruto just scowled and faced the front. Figuring that it was just a free period, since Kakashi hadn't given him any instructions, he pulled out a manga book from his bag and opened it up. He loved this particular book, it was about a ninja.
After a few pages, he let his mind wander, wondering what it would be like to be a ninja. Learning all types of cool moves, jumping tree to tree, walking on water, that would all be so cool. He could almost pic-
Naruto jumped as he felt a foot touch his leg. He looked under his desk only to see that it was the Uchiha's foot, being as he was sitting in his desk sideways, casually stretching his legs out. He looked up to the raven's face only to see him completely ignoring him, reading a book. Naruto turned back to the front, frowning.
Stop it Naruto, you're being paranoid.
A few minutes later, he jumped yet again as the raven's foot touched his leg. This time he turned to the raven.
"Knock it off!" the blonde hissed. The raven looked up with a bored expression and raised his perfectly sculpted eyebrows. Naruto practically growled and turn back to what he was doing.
The rest of the class passed without another touch from Sasuke, and when the bell rang, students sluggishly got out of their seats.
Naruto leaned over to put his book back in his bag, when he felt a soft hand brush the back of his neck. He jumped, and before he could turn around, he felt a breath way to close to his ear for comfort.
"My, my, Uzumaki, jumpy today, are we? You know, you're cute when you daydream... Were you thinking about me?" Naruto shivered, not used to the close proximity. Before he could make a snappy comeback about how if he were thinking of Sasuke, it certainly wouldn't be a dream, Sasuke bent back up and briskly walk away, not even glancing back.
Naruto just shivered again, wondering what was making the raven act like that. The blonde knew he was just toying with him, and he wasn't really flirting... Right?
Sasuke wasn't even gay… Right?
He didn't have much time to contemplate it, before Sakura ran and tackle him, crying into his shirt.
"I-Ino an-and I g-got in a f-fight," Sakura cried into his shirt. Naruto sighed and put his arms around his best friend, whispering comforting words, just wishing that he could go to his next class.
In the end, after coaxing Sakura to go to her next class, his next class was canceled, being as Orochimaru had left for the day and wasn't bothered to hire a sub. Instead, he put a sign on the door telling them to go to the library and study or something for their next test. Naruto let out a whoop, which got a chuckle from his friend Kiba. They both headed to the library, taking Orochimaru's advice. Well, Kiba was taking his advice, and Naruto just needed to find somewhere he could hide from Sakura in case she came running again. It wasn't that he didn't care for or want to help his friend, but she was upset about something Sasuke did, and right then Naruto didn't even want to think of Sasuke.
"Oi, Naruto," Kiba called. Naruto was currently playing with the book ends, making the librarian scowl as he made a shelf of books slide sideways, no longer having the book stand to hold them up. He looked over.
"Could you go get me another book?" Kiba asked.
Naruto whined, "But whhhhhhy? Why can't you do it yourself?"
"Because you're not doing anything and I'm trying to study! Now go look for this book!" Kiba yelled, throwing a slip of paper at him, which had the book's decimal number on it. This caused the librarian to scowl and shush him at his loud voice.
Naruto grumbled before setting off to find his friend's book. He walked farther and farther into the shelves of books, cursing Kiba for picking something at the very back of the library. He scanned his eyes along the numbers, finally finding one with the number that matched what the paper said. Unfortunately, the book was on a shelf just high enough he could brush his fingers on it. He scowled and stretched, standing on his tip toes. His fingers brushed the book, but he was still unable to get it off. The blonde let out a quiet string of curses, about to resort to jumping, when he suddenly felt a warm body press against his back, reaching up, and grabbing the book Naruto had been reaching for. The blonde turned to say thanks, when his eyes met onyx ones, his eyes widened more. The Uchiha smirked, and Naruto suddenly noticed how close they were standing, his body still pressed against the raven's, his face only inches away from Sasuke's.
Sasuke leaned forward, and for a moment Naruto stopped breathing, feeling the other boy's lips touch his jaw, right below his ear. The Uchiha kissed it softly, moving slowly down his neck, to his collar bone, and all the way back up. Naruto froze, completely caught off guard and shocked. When Naruto started breathing again, his breath was ragged, and the raven reached up and took his chin in one hand, turning the blonde's head sideways to allow himself better access to his neck.
Naruto's heart thumped loudly as the raven continued his ministrations, his eyes slowly sliding shut. For the moment not a thought crossed his mind, and he stood stock still, not moving a muscle. His own soft moan snapped him out of what seemed to be a trance, quickly pushing the raven off of him.
"What the fuck is your problem?" Naruto exclaimed, his voice horse. The Uchiha simply smirked, before taking the book he had grabbed off the shelf and pushing it into Naruto's chest, the blonde's hands reached up to grab it instinctively.
The raven shoved his hands in his pockets, turned, and walked away, leaving a very confused blonde boy behind him.
Naruto was silently freaking out as he walked back up to the table his friend sat at, dropping the book on the table with a loud clunk and slowly sitting down in the chair next to him. Kiba started at him, confused at the boy's change in behavior, Naruto have been happily hopping around before he went to get his book, now staring into space, distracted.
Naruto couldn't process what was happening to him. First, the Uchiha had been nasty to him, and then whispered some very suggestive things in his ear, and then went to not talking to him for a week, and now this. The Uchiha had just practically groped him, and he didn't even bother to stop him. But the hot-and-cold rapist of a raven wasn't what puzzled the blonde the most.
It was the fact that he liked what the raven had just done.
Naruto wasn't gay, or at least he thought he wasn't. He supposed he could like a man, if of course it was the right man. But out of anybody, Sasuke Uchiha was not by any means somebody Naruto would like. Sure, he was attractive, but he was also a complete asshole and a player. He knew for a fact that Sasuke wasn't his type, if he even had a 'type'. He hadn't really gone out with anyone, male or female.
That must be it. I must just be sexually frustrated. I don't like Sasuke; I just like it when he touches me.
Naruto winced. That didn't sound right at all. After mulling it over, he finally decided that it was the fact that he liked having someone who would touch him like that, romantically. It wasn't Sasuke at all. It was just the idea of a person who wants me... Damn, he chuckled to himself, I am a fucking lonely bastard, aren't I?
Sasuke watched the blonde from across the library, smiling at his work. He bet that right about now, Naruto was trying to figure out what he was feeling. He had been with quite a few girls, and he figured that guys worked about the same. He also knew that, although Naruto might have let him do that, he most likely wasn't even close to being in love with Sasuke.
But Sasuke was determined to change that.
Sakura walked up to Naruto, who was currently lying stretched out on the grass, his eyes closed, and a peaceful smile on his face. It was one of those rare days that it wasn't raining, and the high schoolers were spending their lunch break outside, enjoying it while it lasted. Sakura looked at her friend, once again catching herself taking the image of the blonde's body in. His long legs were covered by a pair of black, form-fitting jeans with his signature holes in the knees, and you could see his slight- muscled build under his thin white V-neck shirt. The blonde's hands were stretched above his head, showing a nice strip of slightly tanned skin at his flat stomach. His jeans rode a little low on his hips, slightly showing the top of the boy's orange boxers. Sakura blushed, catching herself before her eyes wandered more, plopping down next to him, and alerting him of her presence.
The blonde opened one eye and smiled a lazy smile that made Sakura's breath catch.
"Hey, girly, you look happy. Make up with Ino?" He asked, as she nodded and smiled.
"Good, because I couldn't stand you being all mope-y like that," he said, and her breath caught again, as she laughed.
"Gee, love you too," she said, jokingly punching his leg. He nudged her back with his leg and closed his eyes again. She laid down next to him, copying his position.
"You know, Naruto, I'm really glad you're my friend. I don't know what I would do without you."
"I know, I'm just that amazing."
She laughed.
It was quiet for some time, and Sakura was worried the blonde had fallen asleep.
"Naruto?"
"Hmm?"
"Do you like me?" He sat up. She cursed herself. That was not what she meant to say, but it slipped out and she decided to take it as a blessing and get her feelings off her chest. She knew she would never be able to confess her feelings if she didn't do it now. She knew she wouldn't have the courage to.
"What do you mean? Of course I like you. You're my best friend."
"That's not what I meant," she said, sitting up as well.
"Oh... Uhh..." He didn't seem to know what to say.
"It's okay, Naruto, you don't have to say anything. I understand." She said, her eyes falling to her lap.
He frowned.
"Understand what? Sakura, I didn't even answer you."
"It's all right, I know I'm not... Not your type. Sorry I brought it up," she said, tears threatening to fall. She cursed herself inwardly and quickly whipped her sleeve over her eyes. She was surprised when she felt a soft hand tilt her head up gently. Naruto was staring at her with concerned eyes.
"Why are you crying? Of course I like you," he said, as her eyes widened.
"Really?" She asked in a small voice.
"Of course, Sakura, why wouldn't I like you?"
"Oh Naruto!" She exclaimed, wrapping her arms around him into a big bear hug. She didn't see the frown that adorn the blonde boy's face.
Naruto wasn't sure what to think. He tried to convince himself that he did in fact like Sakura, but the only reason he said he liked her was because he didn't want to see her sad again. He knew that he liked her before, and he didn't know where his crush on her had gone. He guessed he thought she would never return her feelings, so he just let his go. He cursed whatever fucking gods were watching him now, playing the irony into place. As he leaned down and kissed Sakura, he couldn't help but thinking that it just didn't feel right. In fact, her lip gloss was too sticky and it kind of felt gross.
What the hell, dude? I used to like her.
Maybe it's because you're gay.
I'm not gay!
Maybe it's because you only see Sakura as a friend now.
I don't! She's pretty, and smart, and... why wouldn't I like her?
Because someone else has your attention.
No, I've only ever had a crush on Sakura... Besides that weather lady on channel five. But that's beside the point.
I think you know what I'm talking about.
I swear I don't!
I am you, dumbass, I'm only saying what you're thinking.
No, you are some robot chip implanted in my brain to start making me question my sexuality.
Naruto could swear that he heard the voice inside his head sigh. He frowned slightly, and Sakura pulled back.
"Naruto, is something wrong?" She asked, worried that he was re-thinking the decision he made moments before.
"Of course not. Why?" He asked, putting a goofy, lop-sided smile on his face. He supposed that this was going to happen sooner or later, that Sakura was going to admit her feelings. Naruto never imagined when he was younger that he wouldn't feel anything for the pink haired girl when it actually happened. He had just assumed that he would be 100% sure that he would like her back. After all, he had a crush on her from the age of nine. He seriously tried to recall when he stopped liking her. Maybe it was at the beginning of the year when she started dating Sasuke? No, it was before that.
Sasuke. That reminded of him about his thoughts after what happened in the library. He had blamed the fact that he liked what Sasuke did on the fact that nobody had touched him like that before. But there was something that happened in that library that wasn't happening now. Naruto couldn't figure out for the life of him what was so different, besides the fact that when Sasuke touched him, he felt a rush of adrenaline, like he knew he wasn't supposed to like it, but he did anyway. A sort of spark. With Sakura, he knew that it was all right to like her, but he didn't feel the rush or attraction. God, what the hell was wrong with him? How could he not be attracted to the pink haired girl, when he had for half his life? How could he feel a stirring feeling in his lower half when thinking of Sasuke, placing his soft lips on his jaw?
God fucking damn it, why was he attracted to a guy?
How could his feelings have changed so fucking fast? What was he, a girl?
"You seem unhappy," Sakura said, bringing him out of his thoughts. He plastered on a fake smile.
"I'm just deciding what we could do first, I want to take you out on a date, seeing as I can like you publicly now," Naruto said, and his heart sunk when she believed him. What happened to the Sakura who knew right away when he was lying? Had they really drifted apart? He thought they were getting closer, as he helped Sakura with her problems and they overcame each other's fears.
Sakura held his hand as they walked back inside, taking a trip to their lockers (that were right next to each other, curtsey of Tsunade) and then parted their separate ways, to go to class. Sakura going with a grin plastered on her face, a troubled look on her blonde boyfriend's.
Naruto bit his lip, trying once again to convince himself he was in love with his new girlfriend. He tried to list some of her good qualities in his head.
Well, she's pretty, and smart, and popular, and... and...
His thought was cut short when he was pushed up against a locker, a warm body covering his own. Before he could scream, a hand was placed over his mouth and he heard a, "be quiet, dobe!" from the person in from of him. Almost subconsciously, he relaxed, hating himself momentarily for it, knowing that the Uchiha was no better than the gang of guys that have a hobby of beating the pulp out of him.
He nodded, and the hand was removed from his mouth.
He noticed absently that they were in the shadow of a stair case, and from the outside they weren't visible. Naruto knew that this probably meant that the raven could rape him at any time and nobody would know, but he could help but feel the rush of being so close to the other boy.
Damn him and his bodies' reactions. Naruto admitted to himself that he was attracted to the Uchiha no matter what he told himself, physically at least.
Just then, said Uchiha leaned close to his ear.
"So, are you exclusive with Sakura now, or are you still free game?" The raven whispered, smirking as the blonde shuttered. Sasuke had seen the two kiss, and he thought he had to make a move right away. Naruto didn't answer for a moment, and Sasuke took that as a go ahead.
He ran his lips down the boy's jaw, smiling to himself when the blonde turned his head slightly to give him better access, almost subconsciously. He nibbled a bit on his neck, chuckling when the other boy moaned. He suddenly bit down, hard, making the blonde cry out, half in pain, half pleasure. He did this once more, enjoying the noise he got out of the boy. He looked proudly at his work in the dim light, noting that the boy was going to have some major hickeys later. That was going to be a joy to see the blonde try to hide, especially with him wearing a V-neck shirt today. Sasuke thanked whatever god was watching him that the boy was, because it just made everything easier. (For him, anyway.) He moved to do the same on the other side, when suddenly he had the tables turned on him, finding himself flipped, and pushed against the wall himself. He smiled widely, noting that the blonde wasn't shoving him off, but taking control. He felt the boy's hands on his hips, pulling them closer, each feeling the others growing hardness in their pants. Naruto greedily attacked his neck, running his tongue over his jugular, which made the Uchiha shiver himself. He smirked inwardly at the fact that he had gotten the boy's attention, and he wasn't resisting Sasuke's advances. It had only taken a couple of suggestive comments and a bit of teasing in the library. Naruto's brain had taken on auto-pilot, and he didn't think about his actions.
Sasuke knew that he was only doing this to confuse Uzumaki, but he couldn't help himself from enjoying it, either. The blonde was after all, very attractive. He could allow himself a bit of fun. The raven laced his hands through the blonde's hair, pulling his head up, and for the first time, bringing the boy's lips to his own. Naruto groaned as he tasted the raven, and bit the other boy's bottom lip softly, asking for access. Sasuke opened his mouth willingly, and felt the blonde's tongue enter his mouth. He cursed himself mentally as he felt his own knees shake, and Naruto smirked on his mouth, knowing exactly what he was doing to the dark boy. He could, after all, feel the friction in his pants as the other boy grinded into him. The blonde hooked his fingers under the boy's shirt, hands wandering over his flat stomach and sides, exploring greedily. A moan came from one of them, and neither was sure which one, but they both froze as they heard the clacking of several pairs of shoes, most likely three girls skipping class.
The bad part was, it seemed that one of them had heard them.
Both boys stood very still, not even daring to move apart. One of the girls, (which they all seemed to be, due to their voices) informed her friends that she had heard something. They all stopped, standing right in front of the stair case that the raven and the blonde were hiding under.
"I don't hear anything, Hinata. You must be losing it," a voice said, and Naruto cursed himself as he recognized Sakura's voice.
"Yeah, you must be," another voice agreed, and Naruto felt like killing himself as he recognized Ino's voice as well. Naruto looked at Sasuke in the dim light, silently asking him what to do. The raven smirked, and did the unexpected. He placed his mouth over Naruto's neck, and started sucking lightly, the blonde glared, realizing exactly what the raven was trying to do. He didn't dare push him away, because if he did, the other boy would most likely make a scene. So he just closed his mouth, refusing to make any sound that would alert the girls of their presence.
And Naruto swore that the gods were trying to kill him, because the three girls took seat at the bottom of the stairs.
Sasuke didn't stop however, and Naruto put all he had into the Death Glare he shot the Uchiha. Sasuke ignored it, and looked up with big, innocent eyes, as if to say 'what? Something wrong?'
"So, Sakura, I heard you are dating Naruto-kun now," Ino said in a gossipy voice.
Naruto felt the Uchiha smirk on his neck. The boy bit down harder, and the blonde had to bite his lip to stop himself from making a noise.
"Uh-huh, he is soooo into me. I asked if he liked me, and he practically choked," Sakura said happily.
Sasuke slipped a leg in between Naruto's, and stared grinding into him, making the boy let out a small squeal, but he thanked God that the girls didn't hear him.
"So, Ino, are you still going out with Sasuke?" Hinata asked with a shy voice.
"Totally!" The girl exclaimed, "We're totally in love! He spends so much time with me, and he's sooooo hot!"
Naruto almost laughed, but then Sasuke pushed into him extra hard, as if to say 'you won't laugh. You wouldn't dare.'
And he was right; it stopped Naruto from laughing all right.
"Are you sure that he's not... you know, cheating on you?" Sakura asked, and this time Naruto did let out a small, breathy chuckle. Before he knew what was happening, they had been turned around, this time his back against the wall. Naruto wondered how the raven did it without making a sound, but didn't have time to ponder it as Sasuke slowly slid them to the floor, ending up on top of Naruto, straddling him, Naruto's back up against the wall.
"I know he isn't, Sakura, because I check his phone messages all the time."
Naruto's laugh was cut off before it even started, with the raven putting his mouth over his, muffling any sound he made.
Just then, another pair of shoe came running down the corridor. Naruto recognized it as Sai out of the corner of his eye, even though he couldn't turn his head.
"Girls, girls! Anko is coming! You better get out of here!" Sai whispered-yelled, waving his hands in the air. All three girls squealed, and started running off with Sai tagging behind. Sasuke unattached himself from Naruto's mouth, but not before giving his bottom lip one last nibble.
"Fucking teme! Are you some kind of sick exhibitionist or what? Did you get a rush out of that or something?" Naruto exclaimed, pushing him off of him. Sasuke smirked.
"Actually, yes, I sort of did. And by the looks of it, you did too, dobe," Sasuke said, motioning to the boy's pants. Naruto sat up, scowling and closing his legs, cursing his tight jeans.
"Fuck, dude, if they had found us... I would have killed you," Naruto said, face flushed.
"Nah," Sasuke said, leaning closer, giving the blonde a long, lingering kiss. "Who else would you have fun with, then?" He asked, pushing apart the blonde's legs, climbing in between them.
Naruto leaned back, cursing himself as his back hit the wall, and Sasuke followed him, putting his lips to the boy's ear.
"Hey, Uzumaki," Sasuke whispered, "Mind showing me if you're really a natural blonde?" The raven's hand lingered a bit over the blonde's belt buckle, teasing.
Naruto's eyes widened, but then Sasuke pulled off of him, and before he knew it, the raven was walking down the corridor, leaving the blonde still leaning on the wall, with bright red cheeks.
Oh yes, Naruto Uzumaki DID have a thing for Sasuke Uchiha, whether he liked it or not.
I just wanted to let everyone know exactly where the idea for this story came from, so if you want to know, read this. If not, just skip it.
I got the inspiration for this by two Naruto CMVs on youtube, smashed together.
The first was of the song 'Damned If I Do Ya' The link to the video is here:
www. youtube. com/ watch?v=ZUbWTlnX18A (remove the spaces)
The second was the song 'Competion' The link is here:
www . youtube. com /watch ?v=VoVMJjXXhOw&feature=related (Again, remove the spaces)
Both of these will also be linked on my profile.
I don't own either video, or the ideas, and both of them are really brilliant, and the cosplayers are amazing. So in a way, this plot is sort of not mine, but I took the two and mashed them together, so it really isn't plagiarism or anything. At least, I don't think...
So yeah, these are like, my muses. Go check them out!
I always pictured Sasuke and Naruto to look exactly like they do from the first video, so imagine them while reading this ^^
Anyway, please review, I'm so close to 40,000 words and if I get more reviews it will most likely motivate me again XDD I think I'm only like 6,000 words away, which is another chapter, so I'm really excited to do it once I get the first six chapters edited xD
Damn , I really need a beta. Suggest one please! Even if you could do it, that would be awesome!
