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she rolls over onto her front and smiles…
"Monica its fine, don't look so upset, its fine I remember everything shall I tell you?" I reluctantly nod….
"please Dana I need to know, is it bad?" Dana shakes her head,
"Monica stop….. right I came over and we drank, you more than me, like 2 bottles of wine to my 4 beers, you put on this nice music and sat down next to me… you took my hand and said you loved me and wanted me…" she pauses for breath and I'm dreading the next bit…. She outs her hand on mine and links her fingers through mine the continues
"I said I felt the same, then you lent into kiss me, I pushed you away cos you were drunk" she takes a deep breath time,
"you melted big curled up in a ball crying… I comforted you and told you why I'd done that, you calmed down saying we'd try again later when you had sobered up and you then decided it was bedtime… you dragged me to the bedroom stripped to your boxers, got into bed and crashed" I'm feeling awful now, how could I of done that, no one has ever seen me melt down and cos Dana rejected my kiss I melted… what is wrong with me….
"I'm sorry Dana that must have been awful for you to see… why are you still here?" I suddenly realised how it came out and jumped in
"Not that I don't want you here, I do but I was awful last night. I'd understand if you run away now and never came back" I feel awful…. Dana moves her hand from mine, that's it she's leaving now she knows I'm ok…. But she doesn't her moves her hand to my face…
"Monica why do you think I'm still here?" I'm confused by this question so I repeat it for clarity
"why do I think your still here?"
"yes why you tell me" I'm still confused… her hands on my face lightly stroking my cheek…
"umm cos you want to be sure I'm ok" Dana shakes her head… and smiles
"no, shall I tell you why?" I nod… the biggest smile I've ever seen is on her face…
"cos I want that kiss from you and I knew you'd wake sober so I could get it" she smiles and my heart melt….
"really?" I ask
"really really" I lay shocked for a minute processing what she said… I can feel her moving,,,, she rolls over and puts her right leg is over mine, she moves in plants a delicate kiss on my cheek…. This abruptly wakes me from my thinking….
"Come here" I say and she moves up.. I put my hand on her neck and draw her into me for a kiss… as our lips lock my whole body melts… I'm finally kissing Dana the only women I have ever loved… and she's kissing me back…. She pulls back and I smile…..
"thank you" I say…..
"your welcome, are you less worried now?" I nod
"yes I am thank you for not letting me take it too far when I was drunk.. id of regretted it forever" Dana looks upset by this I realise how it may of come out so I quickly explain