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Castiel came over to Dean and sat down next to him. He rested his hand on Deans knee, "Dean is everything okay? You look really sad." Castiel said with a hint of worry in his tone.

Dean turned his head towards him "Y-yeah I'm fine hun." He forced himself to do a little smile and softly kissed Castiels cheek.

Castiel loved Dean more than anything, he would do anything for him just to smile and mean it. Castiel wrapped his arms around Dean and held him tightly. "Dean?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you, you know that right?" Castiel asked softly almost in a whisper.

"I know Cas, I love you to. And I always will." Dean kisses his cheek softly. "I'm sorry but there is something I really have to do right now." Dean gets up and walks out of the house. He walks to the nearest bar and orders a drink. It may only be 10am but Dean was hurting, he needed a drink.


Sam was upset at Gabriel for saying that so he grabbed his wallet and stormed out the house.

"DON'T STAY OUT TO LATE!" Gabriel yelled as Sam slammed the door.

Sam grunted as he walked to the nearest bar. He knew it was early and he didn't want to end up like Dean who drinks his pain away but Sam really needed a drink. He walked for many an hour before he reached the first bar. "Damn, we live far from a bar." He mumbled to himself walking in. He sat down at one end of the bar, but the bartender was busy at the other end. "YO BARTENDER LET ME GET A BEER!" He screamed to the guy.


Dean had left the bar to go sit at a table, he really just wanted to be a lone. He heard someone yelling at the bartender. "Wow, people really need to drink early in the morning" he said to himself letting out a slight chuckle. He looked over and saw him, he was sitting right there with his brown floppy hair. It was Sammy. Dean started to choke. "Oh my god, it's really him. It's really Sammy." Dean thought to himself with a big smile on his face. He hasn't been this happy since he left.

"Hey Sammy!" Dean screamed out. To his surprise he wasn't expecting that to come out so he covered his mouth quickly then turned his head around hoping Sam wouldn't see him.

"What?" Sam said in an angry tone.

Dean peered over his shoulder a little to see if Sam moved or was looking in his direction. Of course he wasn't. "Sam must really be hurting, to be drinking this early. And to not even find out who called his name. I'm worried about my little brother. I love him." Dean thought, with that Dean got up and went and sat next to him.

"Hey Sammy." Dean said looking down at his beer.

Sammy looked at Dean and almost busted out into tears. He was so happy that Dean was there. He threw his arms around Dean and held him so tight and close. And to his surprise Dean wrapped his arms around Sam. They sat like that for about 5 minutes until the bartender interrupted.

"Would you like another beer?" He asked them.

"Sure." Sam and Dean said in unison.

They giggled a little. "So Sammy, how's your love life with Gabriel going?" He choked up a little when he asked it, but it had to be asked so he held back his emotions.

"Eh, its okay I guess. I been have thoughts of you lately though." He confessed looking down at his fresh cold beer.

Dean blushed slightly, taking a drink from his beer.

"Dean I'm sorry. I thought I could do this without you, but I'm not strong like you. I love you Dean, please can we just go back to the way things use to be between us? "Sam asked tears falling down his face "I need my big brother."

"Sam, I'm happy I finally saw you after so long. I really do miss you and I love you too but, I'm dating Castiel." Dean said holding back tears. "It would just be hard seeing you everyday knowing I love you more than a brother." Dean thought to himself.

Sam broke down crying. "Dean you don't understand, I can't be without you. Everyday second I was away from you it felt like years. Dean I can't be without, please Dean."

Dean rubbed Sams shoulder. "I'm sorry I just can't." He kissed Sams cheek got up and left the bar and headed back home to Castiel.


Dean arrived home, as he walked through the door he let out a sigh. "Hey Cas, I'm home. Where are you?" He asked

"I'm in the living room Dean."

Dean walks into the living room to find Cas sitting up drinking a beer, or 5. Dean looks around at all the empty beer bottles.

"Cas, what's wrong?" Dean asked worried going and sitting next to him taking the beer from his hand.

"I love you, but you don't love me. You love Sammy." Cas said busted out into tears. Dean looked him in the eyes.

He says softly "Cas, I do love you. But you are right, I do love Sammy. But there is nothing happening between us." A tear falls down Deans cheek.

"Dean, if you love me. Go be with Sam. Go be happy. Sam needs you and you need him. Please for me?" Castiel asked with tears falling down his face.

"But Cas…"

"NO! NOW GO BE WITH HIM!" Cas yelled not letting Dean speak at all. And with that Dean got up and left on his quest to go find Sammy.


Sam was still sitting at the bar, one beer led to the next. An hour passed by the time Gabriel came looking for him. He knew Sam wasn't that much of a drinker but he knew how badly he was hurting so he went to check it out. Gabriel got there to find Sam drunk sitting at the bar.

"Sam, what are you doing?" Gabriel asked his tone very concerned.

"I'm drinking dumbass. He doesn't love me the way I love him. He hates me!" Sam started getting madder chugging down another jug of beer.

"I think you're over reacting. Dean loves you, and everyone can see that. He cares about you, Sam don't let anyone else tell you otherwise." Gabriel said resting his hand on Sams shoulder.

"But he doesn't. Gabriel and who are you to tell me who my brother loves?" Sam looked pissed.

"Sam, calm down." Gabriel has his hands up scared Sams going to hurt him. Sam has his fist raised about to punch Gabriel lights out when Dean walks in.

"SAMMY!" Dean yells running over to him. "What are you doing?" He asked looking confused. Sam puts his fist down and wraps his arms around Dean.

"Dean, I love you. I love you more than a brother. I want to be with you. I want you to need me every second of everyday." Sam holds onto him tightly afraid of letting him go.

"Sam, I love you to. And I already need you every second of everyday." Dean said calmly with a smile on his face.

For the first time in a long time Sammy and Dean smiled and really meant it.

"Dean…"

Dean interrupted by kissing Sam on the lips passionately and loving.

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