Chapter 2
"Haley, the concert is in 30!" My band manager, Leah, screamed.
"Alright, alright! Jesus, Leah, calm down!" I screamed back. Leah was a very strange girl, er vampire, she could be super sweet but she was a complete devil, otherwise. Today, I was performing at Madison Square Garden, for a charity event. I was excited because I knew so many people would be there.
"God dammit, Haley if you do not get out here right now!" .God.
"Leah, if you do not shut the hell up I will personally rip you to pieces!" Ok, so I had a little temper, who didn't!?! I stomped out to the back of the stage and glared at a smiling Leah.
"Awww honey your ok!" She said in a sickly sweet voice. Sometimes I just wanted to slap the smirk off her face.
"Ok Leah, I'm here! Where is the rest of the band! Why aren't you hassling them to get out here?" I swear she hated me.
"You know I love you the most!" Yea, sure. "Well ya look great!" I did.
I was wearing a black and gray ripped t-shirt with silver chains hanging from the rips, with black leggings, under a torn mini skirt, and black hooker heels. (A.N. Outfit on Profile) I looked around and saw the band coming out of there fitting rooms. They were all wearing jeans, dress shirts, and a black vest. They looked good, but they were like my bro's, just my bro's. They all looked me over and started grinning. They didn't have the same motto as me….but still understood my heart ache and didn't bug me about going out.
"And now! The band you've all been waiting for! PARAMORE!!" The croud went crazy after the annoying intercom voice spoke.
"Well guys, here goes nothing!" With that I ran onto stage and started jumping up and down.
"Are you ready!" The croud roared with agreement. "I said 'Are you READY'!" We started out with Misery Business. A lot of my songs are inspired by the Cullen's, Eddie, and his little tramp.
I'm
in the business of misery
Let's take it from the top
She's got
a body like an hourglass
That's ticking like a clock
It's a
matter of time
Before we all run out
When I thought he was
mine
She caught him by the mouth
I waited eight long
months
She finally set him free
I told him I can't lie
He
was the only one for me
Two weeks and we caught on fire
She's
got it out for me
But I wear the biggest smile
Whoa, I
never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it
was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you
now
But God, does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I
want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause
God, it just feels so
It just feels so good
Second chances
they don't ever matter
People never change
Once a whore, you're
nothing more
I'm sorry, that'll never change
And about
forgiveness
We're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry
honey but I'm passing up
Now look this way
Well there's a
million other girls
Who do it just like you
Looking as innocent
as possible
To get to who
They want and what they like
It's
easy if you do it right
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse
Whoa,
I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa,
it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you
now
But God, does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I
want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause
God, it just feels so
It just feels so good
I watched his
wildest dreams come true
And not one of them involving you
Just
watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving
Whoa,
I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa,
I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa,
it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you
now
But God, does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I
want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause
God, it just feels so
It just feels so good
I looked out into the crowd and saw that they were pumped! I planned on singing 5 songs-
Misery Business
That's What You Get
Brighter
Never Let This Go
My Heart
After I sang all of my songs I saw two people in the crowd that I never thought I would see again-Alice and Jasper! Score one for me! After all this time! I was ecstatic! Holy Crap! There here! But why? As far as I know they don't like rock? Hm? Oh well! It still rocks for me! I decided to sing two more songs- you see I went through a period where I could only write songs about the Cullen's, soooo I have a song for each!
"Is everybody here as pumped as I am!" I asked the crowd,
"Yeaaaaaa!!" They screamed back,"Ok then! I think I'm going to sing two more songs!" As soon as I said that the crowd went wild! I turned around to look at the band,
"Ok I was thinking about singing Fences and I Can't Remember." I said. They nodded back, as I looked back into the crowd and saw Alice on Jaspers shoulders; they were getting closer to the stage.
Turn
around you say
excuse the attitude but I haven't eaten today
and
my eyes are turning grey
what's your name?
I can't remember... I can't remember
Bring me down you try
Feel
the pain and keep it all in till you die
Without eyes you cannot
cry
Whose to blame?
I cant remember... I cant...
Remember
identity, the visions in my mind from times
That haven't come
yet
Screamin
at me
And mama, mama, ooh...my angry thoughts of infancy
Knocked
down but I have enough hate to breathe
Down your throat and steal
your energy
You took everything but my will to be here
Now the
loss of your daughter won't make me bleed
I am alive
Ok so- explanation time! That was an emo time for me because I was putting myself in Alice's shoes, and I couldn't imagine how she can be so happy.
I looked out into the crowd and saw Alice's face, I watched as she started to understand, then I saw her go into shock. Ha she hasn't seen anything yet!
I'm
sitting in a room,
Made up of only big white walls and in the
halls
There are people looking through
The window in the door,
and they know exactly what we're here for.
Don't look up
Just
let them think
There's no place else
You'd rather be.
You're
always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from,
Don't
you know by now,
You can't turn back
Because this road is all
you'll ever have.
And it's obvious that your dying,
dying.
Just living proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh
open wide, 'cause this is your night.
So smile, 'cause you'll go
out in style.
You'll go out in style.
If you let me I
could,
I'd show you how to build your fences,
Set restrictions,
separate from the world.
The constant battle that you hate to
fight,
Just blame the limelight.
Don't look up
Just let
them think
There's no place else
You'd rather be.
And
now you can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever
have.
And it's obvious that you're dying, dying.
Just
living proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh open wide, 'cause
this is your night.
So smile.
Yeah, yeah you're asking for
it
With every breath that you breathe in
Just breathe it
in.
Yeah, yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big
talking
So now let's see you walk it.
I said let's see you walk
it.
Yeah, yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big
talkin
So now let's see you walk it.
I said let's see you walk
it.
And it's obvious that you're dying, dying.
Just living
proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh open wide, yeah oh oh
open wide.
Yeah, oh oh open wide,
'Cause you'll go out in
style.
You'll go out in style.
(Alice POV)
Holy Crap! She's looking at me! Yay! She said that she's singing two more songs, I'm super excited!!
"I told you that we should have come here!" I said to Jazzy. He looked up at me and smiled,
We were weaving through the crowds while she said her song,
Turn
around you say
excuse the attitude but I havent eaten today
And
my eyes are turning grey
Whats your name?
I cant remember... I cant remember
Bring me down you try
Feel the
pain and keep it all in till you die
Without eyes you cannot
cry
Whos to blame?
I cant remember... I cant...
Remember
identity, the visions in my mind from times
That haven't come
yet
Screamin
at me
And mama, mama, ooh...my angry thoughts of infancy
Knocked
down but I have enough hate to breathe
Down your throat and steal
your energy
You took everything but my will to be here
Now the
loss of your daughter won't make me bleed
I am alive
Hmmmm this sounds realy familiar, ok lets see, can't remember-well I cant remember; visions; alive.....ok realy creepy that this describes…..me?
Shes starting another song and this time im paying close attention!
I'm
sitting in a room,
Made up of only big white walls and in the
halls
There are people looking through
The window in the door,
and they know exactly what we're here for.
Don't look up
Just
let them think
There's no place else
You'd rather be.
You're
always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from,
Don't
you know by now,
You can't turn back
Because this road is all
you'll ever have.
And it's obvious that your dying,
dying.
Just living proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh
open wide, 'cause this is your night.
So smile, 'cause you'll go
out in style.
You'll go out in style.
If you let me I
could,
I'd show you how to build your fences,
Set restrictions,
seprate from the world.
The constant battle that you hate to
fight,
Just blame the limelight.
Don't look up
Just let
them think
There's no place else
You'd rather be.
And
now you can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever
have.
And it's obvious that you're dying, dying.
Just
living proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh open wide, 'cause
this is your night.
So smile.
Yeah, yeah you're asking for
it
With every breath that you breathe in
Just breathe it
in.
Yeah, yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big
talking
So now let's see you walk it.
I said let's see you walk
it.
Yeah, yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big
talkin
So now let's see you walk it.
I said let's see you walk
it.
And it's obvious that you're dying, dying.
Just living
proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh open wide, yeah oh oh
open wide.
Yeah, oh oh open wide,
'Cause you'll go out in
style.
You'll go out in style.
Neeeearghhhhh!!!!! Holy Crap.
Stalker Much?
And there it is! Well than that was quite interesting don't ya think! Sorry I HAD to put in the stalker thing!