DISCLAIMER: I do not own skins but I still wish to meet Kathryn Prescott.

A/N: I really want to thank you guys for following this story. I apologize but the first chapter, I wasn't able to do 'proof read'. My ideas keep on jumping and I really don't know how to express it. I sometimes want to pick all the crazy ideas out of my insane head for me to really show you what I want you to see. I don't know if I should continue or should I let it go. I don't want to think that this story will be left hanging like the others. I don't want that to happen. I promise, I will try my best to write it in detailed form so that we cannot miss any important scene. I will update also ASAP as long as I am not super tired. Hope you'll appreciate this chapter. :) ))))))))

Chapter two

Naomi

I'm waiting for Emily to turn up here in our much loved spot in Segafredo cafe since she promised me that she'll help me out on how to make things right to Effy. The fake plan we had was the most terrible thing I've done particularly to the girl I've been longing to be with. I asked Emily and if truth to be told, I wanted to take advantage of the fact that Effy is seriously jealous of Emily being close to me. I wanted to use Emily to pain Effy and it was actually successful. I didn't just hurt Effy, I broke her but it pains me so much. It wasn't my intention to go overboard; I just want to make her jealous, that's all. I just want her to be valiant and certain about wanting me because I am dying to have her as my girl.

After graduating from Uni, I never stopped seeing Effy. I will usually meet her in a pub and go for few drinks then have heavy make outs whilst dancing or anywhere that we are allowed to do it. Being with her is like… heaven. You know the feeling of being so euphoric. On the other side, I don't know if I mean anything to her. Sometimes, she'll act like a fucking girlfriend and worry about me to death and next thing I know, she's a stupid bitch who'll act as if she doesn't know me. I don't know what's wrong with her and mostly I don't know what's wrong with me that though she keeps on being hot and cold to me, I'm still so badly crazy in love with her.

'Nai…'

It occurs to me that my mind suddenly shifts its way to my best friend, Emily. She's the only person who can pronounce my nick so cute. I cannot hide my smile whenever I imagine her puppy face whilst calling me that.

'Nai…'

I don't know if I waited for her long enough for me to suffer auditory hallucination. I just busied myself occupying my thoughts about Effy and I don't know where the thought of Emily came from.

"Naomi!" I heard a husky voice letting a strong tone upon calling my name. I instantly realize that I am not imagining her calling me 'Nai', indeed, she is calling me because she is standing in front of me minutes ago whilst I kept on thinking about Effy. "Bloody hell, I was like waiting for you to look at me ages ago." Her hands resting on her waist.

I look at her and let out a small smile. "I am sorry Em." She took her seat, put her coffee and sandwich on the table and rolled her eyes on me. "I was thinking of something."

"I think you mean is, someone." She clutch and gulps from her coffee and display a somehow irritated look. She's crossing her left arm across her breast whilst holding the coffee on her right. I just seem to perceive that she looks extraordinary beautiful today. Nothing special in her outfit, really. Plain white shirt covered by a black cardigan, black skinny and a pair of low cut red converse plus she let her hair down, no half bun or bun at all. Her sexuality is pretty obvious by the way she dresses and it is extremely cute on her, she look so good. "What are you staring at?"

I shook my head upon hitting by reality that I am indeed drooling at her. How can I be so blind? But no, it shouldn't be happening. I won't allow it to happen. No.

"Jesus Christ. I was waiting for you here like almost an hour." I took my own cup of coffee and wander my gaze elsewhere. I don't want to look at her again. "You were exceedingly late."

She's nipping on her cup, she look so fucking adorable. What the fuck is wrong with me? Jesus! I thought I don't want to look at her and here I am, really, not looking at her just starting to stare at her again. "At least you have a lot of time thinking about her whilst waiting for me."

I cocked an eyebrow at her and our gaze met. Did I just see a small hint of jealousy in her brown eyes? But no, it's just a piece of my stupid mind's eye.

"Well, partly correct. Should I say thank you because you were so late and gave me time to think about her?" One of my best talents, sarcasm. She let out a soft chuckle and for the first time, I gave attention to it. Yes, I heard her laughing a lot but this one? It's different. Usually it will just go straight to my left ear and goes out from the right. That simple. But this time, that soft chuckle went through my ears and went down to my stomach making some weird somersaults. I felt so weird today. "You know I can still think about her every minute." I smirk at her and she just shook her head in skepticism.

"You're fucked up." She laughs. "I can't believe it. 'Naomi Campbell the greatest sarcastic bitch, suffering from loca de amor." She whacks her right hand against the table and shedding away some of the tears in her eyes with her free hand because of too much laughing. "Bloody fucking hell, Nai."

"What the fuck is so funny, Fitch?" this is so annoying!

"Oh. Nothing." She notices the looks I'm giving her. I'm seriously irritated. She sits properly after laughing with all her strength at me. She clears her throat and looks at me, now with a decent face. "Cook and well the rest of the gang, they're planning to spend their vacation in JJ's rest house, you know, the one with a vast farm and horses." I gaze at her firmly making sure that she's done embarrassing me. "I am serious, Nai."

"Okay, and so?" I darted my fork to the awaiting small part of my clubhouse sandwich. I met Emily here in the café to talk about Effy, not about some stupid get away.

Her expression turns into a big question mark. "We will go as well." I saw her pulling her iphone out and a small twitch marks on every end of her lips making my brows lined at the center of my forehead. She glances at me to let me know that she is waiting and listening to whatever I will say but shifted her gaze back to her mobile. Emily is not a phone or a message lover. She uses her phone for phone calls and emails only. Texting? Rare. But if it is really texting, it is only me or Katie, her twin sister, which she talks to over messages.

I pinch the bridge of my nose to keep my mind off from the thought of Emily talking to someone on her stupid mobile. Don't fucking let your phone come near me Em, it will be divided to hundred pieces if I seize it.

"Nai?" I saw in my peripheral vision that she tossed her phone back to her pocket.

"Done?" I'm still pinching my nose without giving a care to look at her.

"Sorry? What?" she leans a little bit forward for elucidation.

"Nothing." I landed my eyes at her and exhibit a neutral response now. "I thought we're here to talk about Effy?" there it goes again. I see it in her eyes.

She blinks many times after she took her gaze away from mine. "Hmm yeah. That's why I'm telling you, we will go as well. Effy will be there." She smiles halfheartedly at me. "I got an idea on how you can let her spill those magic words you wanted to hear straight in front of your bitchy face." She's back with her old self; waggling her eyebrows up and down. And really? Bitchy face? Nice one Em.

I smile knowingly at her. "Fuck it."

Xoxox

Effy

"Freds, c'mon yeah? Don't be a fucking turtle man." I heard Cook shouting at the back whilst grabbing some of the heavy things we brought. The travel time was extremely tiring and it's almost nightfall, plus seeing the love birds having eye fuck session in front of my face made me a lot more nauseous.

"Shut the fuck up, Cook!" Freddie said chuckling. "C'mon inside." He runs as fast as he could to get in the door though he has a lot of things in his back and hands, heavy ones actually. I saw them entering one by one in the rest house whilst fooling and teasing each other.

I love my friends to bits; it's just that I am not a kind of person who can show it. I am not expressive in short. Being with them, it makes my insane mind go sane. I feel human when I'm with them.

"Eff." I halted from walking and my eyes voluntarily close when she uttered my name. The same pain she gave me the last time we saw each other in the pub is radiating back to my broken heart. I feel my upper limbs go numb because the most vital organ in my body covers up with soreness pumping it throughout my body to share the equal feeling in every pain receptors I have. I took a deep gasp and started walking again towards the rest house. I can still hear her foot steps behind me. No, I don't have any plans on talking to Naomi. I continued my pace when I felt a long slender hand grabs my wrist gently making me forcefully face her. "Please. We need to talk."

I still didn't say anything. I just look at her bluntly. I have no plans on throwing even just a single word at her. I roam my vision around upon seeing the place empty because our friends are already inside the rest house leaving me and Naomi alone outside.

"Please say something." Those blue ocean eyes are begging mine to talk to them even if my heart and mouth doesn't want to.

"What do you want to hear?" I asked frigidly. I crossed my arms across my chest sending signals to her that I am not ready to talk to her after what happened at the pub, after seeing her with her best friend, after breaking my heart million times and after loving her still though she's not mine.

I scoff and shook my head after minutes had passed and still, she didn't say any answer to me. "This is all non-sense." I was right all along, what we have is pointless and not worth fighting for. Because basing on what she have in her face as a reaction? She's not fully with me.

I spun around and decided to stroll my way inside the house to have a good rest after the strenuous travel we had just to get here and relax. I deserve to rest my mind and enjoy the vacation here in JJ's family rest house despite of having major heartbreaks all over again because of her. I heard her footsteps following me and without any warning, she grabs my wrist again, forcefully turned me to face her and crashed her lips against mine. You know what's the worst part? Hating her and kissing her back at the same time.

All the things around us turned black as I close my eyes and let myself died to the feeling of momentary love from Naomi. Just for this night.

Xoxoxox

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