The next day Kurt helped Rachel into her Maria shoes. They were white strap on high heels, something she could never understand, or would normally consider wearing. But Mr. Artie the director had insisted.
Kurt's hands were soft and gentle as he slid her other foot into the shoe and strapping it. He thought that the shoes were very becoming. Much better than the ugly penny loafers she always wore ugggh! No matter, now that they were together he planned on purging her wardrobe and buying her some much more fashionable clothing.
"Thanks Kurt." Rachel's voice snapped him out of his thoughts
"No problem ma'am" he said tipping his hat and gave her the smile that had always managed to melt her heart.
The two secret lovers stared at each other, not paying attention as Blaine ran off the stage after singing "Something's Coming" and as the stage crew rushed to create the bridal shop.
"Rachel c'mon" Santana called running out onto the stage.
"Oh, uh," Rachel stuttered looking away from Kurt, "Coming!"
"I love you," Kurt whispered hotly in her ear as she passed him.
"Love you too."
"Come on Anita, just one little inch. How much could one inch do?"
"Maybe next year quidida."
As Kurt watched Rachel perform, he couldn't help but smile. She was his Maria, his love, his life. There was nothing that was going to stand in the way of them being together. Well maybe two things, but those were easily taken care of. The two things were their boyfriends.
Kurt had tossed and turned all night trying to think of the best way to break it off with Blaine, the boy had severely broken Kurt's trust, and he knew that he would never truly trust him again. And after what Sebastian had put Kurt through if he wanted Blaine he could have him!
After the rehearsal
"You coming over tonight baby?" Blaine asked as he walked up to kiss Kurt.
"No," Kurt scowled pushing the boy away. "And unless you didn't get the message, we're OVER!"
Blaine staggered back at Kurt's sudden outburst. "Just because I got drunk?" he asked in a shocked and hurt tone.
"That, and the fact I love someone else. Now out of my way!" Kurt pushed past him, tears threatening to spill from his eyes
No Kurt Hummel you will not cry! You love Rachel! The last part continued like a mantra as he walked
"KURT WAIT!"
Kurt ignored his ex as he exited the school, tears finally spilling.
Rachel was waiting by his car. "You OK?" She asked taking in his tear streaked face and hugging him
"I broke up with Blaine."
"I'm sorry "she murmured ""This is all my fault."
She began to cry. Yes she knew it was stupid to blame herself for something Blaine had obviously brought on himself. But she had kissed his boyfriend while they were still together. She had unwillingly made his boyfriend fall for her. She was a boyfriend stealer, she had stole Finn from Quinn and now Kurt from Blaine.
"Rachel Lea Berry, listen and hear me," Kurt held her face in his hands, "I love you, I want to be with you. You are my life; remember what the song 'I Have a Love' says? 'I have a love, and it's all that I need...'"
"Right or wrong, and he needs me too." She finished sniffling as his lips neared hers
The couple began to kiss. It started out soft and slow, but all too soon it wasn't enough. Kurt's tongue traced the seam of her lips begging for entrance, which Rachel willingly gave. Their tongues battled for a few minutes, until Kurt pulled away to suck on her neck.
"Kuuurrrt" she moaned leaning into his hard body.
"OH MY GOD!" two voices yelled breaking their passionate bubble.
The lovers turned to see Finn and Blaine staring with furious looks on their faces.
"Rachel! You're in love with Rachel?" Blaine demanded, stepping up to them
Kurt turned Rachel around so she was sandwiched between him and the car, protecting her from the two angry men.
"Yes, now go be with Sebastian, it's where you belong. Mr. Trophy of Dalton Academy!"
Kurt's tone was something he never used with Blaine. A mixture between snide and extremely sarcastic. He was so angry at the whole situation he just wanted to punch something; it surprised him he was usually a non-violent person. The last time he had felt this way was when he stood up to Karofsky the previous year.
"FINE!" Blaine stormed off to his car and headed in the general direction of Dalton.
Rachel hid behind Kurt to avoid Finn's face. This was not how she wanted to tell him or handle this whole situation. But life and fate had thrown her a curveball and now it was time to face it.
"Rachel I was ready to give myself to you," Finn muttered in the disappointed tone he had used the last time they broke up.
Give yourself to me, hardly. She thought stepping out with an extremely angry look on her face
"You gave yourself to Santana!" Rachel yelled "And you lied to me! I wanted to give myself to you, but as I kissed you something was off, that's why I said what I said to make you angry. Now I know who I will give myself to, Kurt, when we're ready. He has never lied to me, when he kisses me it's like a live wire is in my veins, I feel alive, and I love him I am his!" By the end of her rant she was crying, hard, turning to Kurt for comfort.
"Shhhhhh, baby, shhhhhh," Kurt crooned hugging her tight. He turned to his step-brother. "Tell Dad I won't be home tonight. I have to comfort my girlfriend, and no we won't do anything!" he told him in an extremely angry tone. How dare that doofus make Rachel cry like this? So she fell in love with someone else, it happens.
He helped Rachel into his car and drove away, his anger barely in check. He wanted to hurt Finn for hurting his girl, not just now, but for every single time he had. But not now, he didn't want to hurt Rachel anymore than she already was.
In Rachel's room.
"Thanks Kurt,"Rachel said plopping on her bed, sighing.
She slipped off her shoes and patted the bed next to her
He sighed too, "the next few days are sure gonna be interesting."
Rachel smirked, "you can say that again."
He smirked back, his a bit more convincing,"OK..."
"No, don't...kiss me!"
She looked into his deep blue eyes and knew this was right. This was where she was meant to be. In his arms, with him.
"Your wish, my command baby."
Their lips crashed together, and wave after wave of pleasure racked through the two teens as tongues battled, lungs heaved, hands grasped.
Within minutes Kurt was sucking at his favorite spot on Rachel's neck, marking her as his and his only. By the sounds Rachel was making he concluded Finn had never done this to her, never marked her. Kurt couldn't help but be a little smug.
"Rachel, has Finn ever done this to you?" he whispered hotly against his mark
"N...no...never." she panted out.
He chuckled the smug feeling growing to a boiling point
As Kurt's hands fumbled with the zipper on Rachel's skirt, her hand stopped him.
"Kurt wait! Didn't you promise Finn we wouldn't do anything, and I want this," she touched his chest, "us to be special."
She sounds like me with Blaine. But this is special isn't it. We're alone and in love.
"What could be more special than two people passionately in love giving themselves to each other?" his voice was cajoling and leaking with want and persuasion.
"Don't laugh but I want to wait until opening night." She wanted that night to be special in more ways than one. Be a star and give herself to the man she adores, it would be perfect
Kurt sighed not really getting her logic, but if that's what she wanted he supposed he could wait. But he knew she was going to make it difficult."I love you Rachel, and if you want to wait until opening night I will respect your wishes."
"Thank you." She kissed him hard making him groan and swiftly pull away.
"Girl your gonna be the death of me I swear!" he growled
She laughed.