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Chapter Two: Playing with Fire
It was the intense beams of sunlight that awoke me from my slumber.
Surprisingly I had managed to sleep all throughout the night without any problems, which was strange. Nightmares had constantly haunted my sleep ever since I could remember so to actually wake up without having horrific images taunting me all day was a pleasant change.
I yawned and stretched out my body only to realise I was not in the chair any more. Sitting up suddenly I looked around only to realise I had somehow managed to end up in the bed!
Okay, now how the fuck did this happen?
Did I sleepwalk or something? Oh God! Tell me I didn't do anything stupid!
Luckily for me it seemed that Gold was not here, maybe he had gone out for breakfast or was using the public toilet. At least it would save me the embarrassment of trying to come up with some sort of excuse, even though I had no idea how I got here.
I closed my eyes and rubbed my forehead, praying to whatever God was out there that I did not sleepwalk here.
The door creaked suddenly, making me leap up and grip the bed sheets for dear life.
Oh shit! What if it was Gold?
And sadly it was, looking as cheerful as ever, and not even seeming bothered about the fact I had ended up in the bed.
"Gold... I am going to ask you one thing and I want a straight answer" I demanded coldly, narrowing my eyes at the dark haired boy.
He stood motionless, before nodding.
Maybe he was trying to figure out what exactly I was going to say?
Taking a deep breath I closed my eyes;
"How the hell did I end up in here?!"
The boy flinched involuntary at the harshness of my words, but then again did he expect me to be so calm?
"You... slept walked," He answered simply, leaning against the wall, trying to distance himself as far away from me as possible. Probably for his own safety.
Smacking my hand off my head I cursed angrily.
How could I have been so stupid?!
"It's okay though, I just left you in the bed and went for a walk. We didn't sleep together in the bed if that's what you are worried about,"
If my face could've gone any paler I'm sure it would have. Well at least we didn't end up sharing the bed, it was bad enough people assuming I was batting for the other team, let alone this situation making things worse.
I breathed a sigh of relief and relaxed in the bed.
So I slept alone after all, thank goodness.
"What time did this happen?" I enquired.
Gold's eyebrow twitched.
"I would say about 4am? It was okay though, I couldn't really sleep anyway so I just went out for a walk,"
I eyed the amber eyed boy carefully.
Couldn't sleep? What reason did he have for being so restless?
"Why couldn't you sleep?" I asked casually, trying not to make it seem like I actually cared, which of course I didn't.
Gold's eyes trailed downwards to the carpet before he decided to answer me.
"I don't know, I guess I just had things on my mind"
I just nodded, not wanting to get into detail, and I honestly didn't really care so I just left it at that.
Gold moved from the wall and cautiously sat on the edge of the large bed, which I had to admit was rather comfy.
Goldenrod Pokemon Centre had gone up in my estimations.
I groaned in discomfort, feeling a crick in my neck. It must have been when I slept in the chair.
"So... do you have to work today?" Gold asked, obviously trying to make some sort of conversation.
I nodded, not enjoying the fact that I would be working until 10pm tonight, and probably wouldn't get home till about 11pm.
"Yeah, I am working late tonight. The Manager decided to give me all the dodgy shifts no-one else wanted,"
Scowling to myself I just knew why she did that.
I had to work with the new guy, some stupid ponce who seemed to charm the pants off the Manager at his interview. And now I was stuck with him, trying to teach him the basics of working in the store.
"Why don't you just say no then if you dislike them so much?" Gold asked, making me laugh slightly.
"Yeah, and if I start doing stupid things like that they will give me less hours and then I won't be able to pay my rent. Good thinking there Gold,"
He looked away, and sighed.
I knew I wasn't the easiest person to get along with but still, that idea was ridiculous, and besides, I reckon I could cope a 7.5 hour shift with some newbie.
It was no big deal.
"So... what area do you work in?"
I combed my fingers through my hair, feeling how tangled it had become during the night.
God, I hated getting knots.
"I work in the scent department, it's fairly new and it allows people to purchase scents for massaging their Pokemon,"
Yeah, I know it wasn't the manliest of positions, but at least I knew a lot about my job.
"Oh right, how come whenever I go in I never see you there?" Gold asked, his voice sounding a little disappointed.
I shrugged, not caring if I saw anyone while I was at work.
"I was probably busy in the stockroom sorting out the delivery, they always get me doing that..."
Clenching my fist I wondered why they kept sending me down to the stockroom to sort out the deliveries, I hated doing that. Then again I hated customers even more.
"Well, how about me, you and Crys go to the café this morning to have a proper catch up? I mean... last night didn't go down too well did it?"
I watched as the amber eyed boy chuckled after his words and I scowled.
I didn't find it funny at all.
"Don't remind me..."
"So, will you come with us?" He literally pleaded to me.
The idea of eating this early in the morning never appealed to me, but still it would be the last time I would see these losers for a while, so what harm could it do?
Reluctantly and a little hesitant I answered;
"Fine, but no talking about chess this time,"
"You have my word," Gold said defiantly, placing his hand over his chest like it was Scout's honour or something.
I rolled my eyes at the idiot and decided to get out of bed, even if it was really comfy. Way more comfy than my own back in my dingy apartment.
"So, I guess you don't fancy a game with me any time soon then?" Gold joked, smiling that stupid idiot smile as usual.
I glared at him, wishing that if looks could kill he would simply explode to smithereens.
"What the fuck did I just say?!"
"Sorry, my bad," Gold murmured apologetically, and lightly tapped the back of my shoulder with his hand.
I tensed up, hating any human contact.
Why did people feel the need to touch others?
It was disgusting and not necessary. Anyway I decided against biting his head off and stood up. I started brushing out the creases in my clothes and even tried to flatten my hair as best I could, considering I didn't have anything to brush it with.
Gold just seemed his usual bubbly self, even if he didn't have a good nights sleep. He still had that sparkle in his eyes and that stupid grin.
God... I really hated that.
We left the room swiftly only to be greeted by a rather enthusiastic Crystal. She seemed even more hyper than usual, coffee fix perhaps?
Anyway I tried to ignore her whiny voice, going on about how happy she was that I agreed to go with them to the café. Why she was pleased I have no idea, unless the subject of birthday's was on the agenda again.
Gold and Crystal lead the way down the creaky stairs, which once again groaned with every step.
As we walked out into the Pokemon Centre lobby it was literally devoid of all human activity, apart from us and Nurse Joy. She smiled at us and waved a goodbye in respect.
Gold and Crystal said their goodbyes but I chose not to, to be honest I just could not be bothered to say goodbye to someone I probably couldn't ever see again.
Breathing in deeply I noticed that the weather was surprisingly pleasant.
It wasn't cold, but it wasn't very warm either, which suited me perfectly.
After all, having the curse of pale skin that refuses to tan and only burns in the sun meant that a day like this was my form of heaven.
"So...did you sleep well?" Crystal enquired as we leisurely walked towards where the café was situated.
I assumed she was talking to Gold and so did not answer. It was only when she looked at me with large questioning eyes and coughed uneasily that I realised she had asked me the question.
"It was... okay I guess,"
"Silver slept walked last night, but it was okay. I managed not to wake him up," Gold added to the conversation which made me bite the inside of my mouth in annoyance.
That's it, tell the whole fucking world!
"Oh! Well... that's a relief! Waking someone up while they are sleepwalking is meant to be really dangerous,"
I huffed, shoving my hands in my pockets as a gentle breeze wafted through my hair. I hated this false pretence that just seemed to envelop us.
"To be honest Silver is dangerous when he is wide awake so I wasn't risking a beating," Gold joked, chuckling at his words.
Crystal even tried to stifle a giggle, obviously not wanting to displease myself.
To be honest I liked knowing that others found me intimidating, at least then no-one would mess with me.
"But still, I never imagined some-one like you to sleepwalk," Crystal said in awe, shaking her head slightly as the thought obviously had just sunk into the few brain cells she had.
"I'm just full of surprises..." I said, my voice laced with sarcasm.
Gold smiled and for some odd reason decided to ruffle my hair.
"Yeah! I was surprised when you said we can't play chess any more!"
In a temper I batted his hand away and glared at the amber eyed boy. It seemed like this whole chess conversation was going to keep haunting me.
"Oh what? That's dreadful! Why not?" Crystal joined in.
It was bad enough I was stuck walking between them not both of them talking through me as if I wasn't here. That just made it ten times worse.
Oh why the fuck did I agree to go with them?
"I guess Silver can't handle the pressure of my greatness, and obviously he knows he would lose next time," Gold mocked and instantly the light in my mind switched on.
Try to mock me would you? I'll make you wish you had never been born!
"If you seriously bring up this topic again I will rip your balls off and ram them down your throat..." I said calmly, which probably made it sound even scarier.
There was a brief silence and Gold's eyes widened considerably.
Of course I wouldn't ever do something like that, I would probably just beat him up and be proud about it, but what I said sounded better.
"Silver... you shouldn't let things like that provoke you or upset you," Crystal cooed sadly, her eyes focusing on the small stones in the pavement.
I huffed at her comment.
"I'm not upset! I told Gold not to bring it up and all he fucking does is talk about it!"
Now my voice was getting louder, I guess my patience was slipping.
"Oh come on Silv! I'm only pulling your leg!"
I could feel my hands balling into fists, ready to wipe that smug grin off his face if he used that pet name again. I assumed my face was going red from what Crystal said next.
"Gold, stop tormenting him. He might bust a blood vessel if you carry on,"
I just glared, and continued glaring.
He would rue his decision to continue mocking me, I wasn't something he could laugh at and make jokes about, and he would realise that.
The café came into view quite suddenly and it took me by surprise.
It was a new building and by the looks of it still hadn't been noticed by a lot of people. It was hidden away down a few narrow winding streets and wasn't pride of place, which most establishments were in Goldenrod. That being said it was quaint and quiet, just how I liked it.
I wondered how these two idiots discovered this place, they hardly had great map reading skills. An ordinance survey map and a compass could not be of any help to those two idiots. Still the silence between us was a comfort and all three of us made our way through the large oak doors.
The intoxicating stench of coffee and bacon overpowered my senses as I entered and made my stomach groan. I wasn't sure whether it was because I was hungry or feeling sick.
We decided to sit at a table situated by a large window, mainly because Crystal kept waffling about how beautiful the view was from the window and Gold just agreed with her. I wasn't fussed where we sat, it was of no importance to me.
I don't even know why I came here.
"Isn't this place lovely?" Crystal beamed happily, looking around the café eagerly, breathing in the quaint atmosphere.
"Yeah, I'm just glad it isn't bustling with people. Silver wouldn't like that,"
I looked across at Gold wearily, raising an eyebrow.
I wouldn't like people being here?
Well, I guess he was half right, it was only people I did not like or had no time for.
Then again... that was 99.9% of the population...
"So, shall I go and order some coffee?" Crystal asked us, looking at me expectantly.
I wasn't in the mood to drink coffee this morning, I only drank it if I had a morning shift at the store.
"I'll just have a glass of water,"
"Oh come on Silver! Have something a bit better than that! You can have water from the tap back at your place!" Gold exclaimed and once again I glared at him.
It was my own choice, he should seriously learn to butt out of my business.
Crystal noticed the tension between the two of us and decided to break it.
"It's okay, let him have what he wants! You want a coffee Gold?"
I watched the dark haired boy nod.
"Is it two sugars?"
"Yeah, with a little bit of milk,"
I rolled my eyes, as if he had a specification to how he liked his coffee.
Pathetic.
I watched as Crystal hastily made her way to the counter and started to address the middle aged man behind it.
I rested my arms on the table and then placed my head on them.
This was a waste of money and time.
"Why the hell do you always have bring the mood down?" Gold commented suddenly, making me raise my eyes to him. He was looking away, seemingly upset with how I was behaving.
"It's just who I am,"
"No Silver, it's who you make out to be. The only time I have ever seen the real you was when we used to battle together or play chess,"
I fused my eyes closed, trying not to allow my anger take over as that cursed word was released out into the open air once again.
Maybe he said it by accident this time?
I breathed in deeply.
"You don't know anything about me," I remarked coldly.
"You won't let anyone know you or get close to you! I mean, Crystal and I we are meant to be your friends yet... you don't even see us like that. To you we are probably just people you tolerate"
I blinked suddenly, realising that actually Gold was right, and I hated the fact he was right.
I slammed my hands on the table suddenly, making a scene once again, not that I cared.
"Shut the fuck up Gold! You have no fucking idea what it is like to be me! I don't have friends or family! I have no-one, and that's just how I like it!"
"You are wrong again, you believe that this is the life you want to lead, going to work day after day and just going through the same boring routine until when? Until you die, and then who will be there at your funeral? No-one. And you want to know why?"
I folded my arms and relaxed in my chair, hating this new argumentative Gold that just seemed to pop up out of nowhere.
"I honestly don't care, things like that are of no importance to me,"
"You just keep pushing people away, you push me away, you push Crystal away... and one day you will be left all alone, with no-one at all. Just you in your own sorry excuse for a life. But when that day comes... it will be too late to say you are sorry,"
Gold just stared at me, his amber eyes sparkling in either passion for his beliefs or maybe sadness, but why would he be sad?
After everything he had said it was quite obvious he didn't like me, and only tolerated me just like I tolerated him.
"I'm not sorry for who I am." I said defiantly. "...and if you don't like it then you know where the door is,"
Gold seemed taken back by what I said and went quiet.
I honestly wasn't going to apologise for being myself.
So what if I was a heartless miserable bastard?
It was better that way, then at least no-one would get hurt.
Crystal returned rather swiftly with a tray of drinks in her hand.
She smiled awkwardly at me as she handed the glass of water over. I casually took it out of her hand and started to drink.
I kept watching Gold, at how he still tried to put on a façade that everything was okay, when it quite obviously was not.
He sipped his coffee shallowly, complaining every now and again about how hot it was.
Crystal sat beside him, not touching hers for some time. She must have had more sense than him.
"I heard shouting when I was at the counter... is everything okay?" She asked, looking from me to Gold.
I shrugged and refused to answer and Gold seemed to mimic my actions.
Was he trying to behave like me?
She frowned and sighed, relaxing in her chair.
"Oh come on guys, don't be like this. You two are meant to be friends!"
"Tell that to Silver..." Gold remarked coldly, taking a small sip from his coffee.
I just held the glass in my hands and watched as the water swished against the sides. This was pathetic, and the sooner I got out of here the better.
"Why what happened?" Crystal pursued, obviously trying to get both sides of the story out in the open, but I did not want to talk about it.
What was said was done.
"He says he has no friends and likes it that way,"
"But we all know that is not true, don't we Silver?" Crystal asked, looking at me with those large azure eyes of hers.
It was like she was expecting me to disagree with what Gold said and set the record straight. All I did was shrug and take a sip from my glass.
"It's like... I don't know... he's trying to push us away," Gold mused quietly.
"If I was trying to push you away you would fucking know about it..." I said calmly, staring across at the amber eyed boy.
If I did not want to be here then I would not have agreed to it in the first place, so I guess a part of me could tolerate them to some degree.
"Can we please talk about something else?" Crystal interrupted, trying to lighten the mood.
Right now the mood was so bitter it could give a lemon a run for it's money.
"Yes, why don't we talk about how Silver is so insecure and worried about what people think of him?"
I literally spat out my water in utter shock at what Gold just said.
Insecure? I wasn't insecure!
"What the fuck Gold? I'm not insecure!"
"Bullshit! If you wasn't then you wouldn't have caused such a fuss yesterday at the Pokemon Centre"
I looked away, furrowing my eyebrows.
I didn't appreciate others talking about me behind my back that was all.
Placing my glass down on the table in fear of my throwing it at Gold's head I tried to remain calm.
"I don't appreciate people talking behind my back,"
"About what? About you being gay?" Gold shot back at me, which once again caught me off guard.
Crystal remained mute and just watched this scene continue to unfold.
I smacked my fist off the table in rage.
"I am not fucking gay!"
"So why get so touchy about it then?" Gold pursued, his eyes narrowing at me, trying to psyche me out.
This was not going to happen, I wasn't going to let Gold beat me like this.
"Everything isn't a joke to me unlike you, your whole life is a fucking joke Gold,"
I watched Crystal wince, like she felt the pain Gold felt briefly.
"How is my life a joke? I have a family that loves me, friends that would do anything for me and I treat my Pokemon with love and respect. What the fuck have you got?"
The metaphorical key on my back started to turn the more riled up I was getting.
Family... friends... I didn't need any of that! I was strong on my own!
I could feel adrenaline pumping through my veins, making my fists tremble. I wanted to hit something, anything.
"That is why you will always be weak, Gold," I said defiantly, and surprisingly calm too.
He blinked curiously, before almost knocking over his mug of coffee.
"The only person who is weak is you!"
That was it, this was enough.
I just wanted to leave and go home to sort out the mess I had left in my apartment and get all my work clothes ready for tonight's shift.
Standing up I knew that all eyes were focused on me, but right now I did not care.
"If you don't mind, I'm going to use the bathroom,"
Of course I really didn't need to, I just needed to calm down.
As much as right now I really wanted to punch Gold into the middle of next week something was holding me back.
My pride maybe?
I weaved around the table and headed towards the bathroom, breathing deeply to try and steady my nerves.
All the adrenaline rushing through my veins seemed to make every muscle and bone in my body tremble with anxiety. It was a feeling I was meant to be used to.
Pushing the door to the men's bathroom open in rage I stomped up to the nearest sink and turned the tap on.
Splashing my face with water cooled down that burning feeling I had received not too long ago. It always happened whenever I got angry, it's just my face would get redder and redder and then I would just explode.
As the droplets of water trickled down my face I placed my hands on the edge of the sink.
My eyes bored holes into my reflection in the mirror.
God, I looked hideous.
My eyes were blood shot through my lack of sleep, my skin was now returning to it's usual sickly pale white colouring and my hair just seemed to keep getting brighter and brighter, not to mention frizzier.
I needed to change my shampoo.
As I rubbed my eyes, trying to get rid of that feeling of wanting to punch someone in the face I heard a creak behind me.
A part of me longed to ignore it and just remain like this, but the more curious side of me made me turn around in the direction of the creak.
And guess who the hell had just followed me into the bathroom?!
"Just leave me the fuck alone Gold!" I spat, turning around once again to stare at my reflection.
"Crystal nagged me to check to see if you was okay,"
His voice was cold, not the usual jokey tone I was used to. I scoffed at his words, knowing that Crystal must have said something for him to start wanting to apologise.
"I don't want your apology..." I commented, refusing to look at the dark haired boy.
He inhaled sharply, as if he was shocked by something.
"Apologise? Is that why you think I am here?! I wasn't going to apologise! I stick by what I said"
I gripped the sink tightly, once again feeling my blood begin to boil in my veins and every muscle started to tense up.
"Piss off Gold, I don't care what you think about me,"
I heard him walk towards me and so I closed my eyes, praying for his own safety right now.
If he dared touch me or say anything else...
"It's quite obvious you do," He said calmly, standing right behind me so I could see his reflection in the mirror too.
I just stared and noticed that he actually seemed a little sad about our argument.
Well, I wasn't planning on fucking apologising!
"You can't keep pushing us away Silver..."
"Just watch me," I spat, momentarily glancing over my shoulder before returning to look at my ghastly complexion in the mirror.
What had become of me?
I felt Gold's hand rest gently on my shoulder for a moment before, in rage, I knocked it away.
I didn't want him touching me!
"Why can't you just... talk to me?" He asked, his voice sounding as if he was almost begging me to.
I sighed and turned around, not looking at him directly in the face yet. I was still worried I might lash out if provoked.
"Just leave me alone!"
"Silver... I thought I was your friend?"
I bit my lip in annoyance.
Friend... that useless and stupid word kept popping up all over the place.
I hated it, I loathed it with so much passion that I just continued to push people away. This was how I could control everything, my feelings, my emotions and the course of my life.
"...I have no friends!" I cried out, literally shouting right in Gold's face.
"This is all because of what happened in the Pokemon Centre, isn't it?"
"Why the fuck would it be about that?!" I spat, looking down at the amber eyed boy.
His eyes were narrowed just like before when we were arguing.
"You have been so edgy and off with all of us since that happened. What, did it hit a nerve or something?"
He was playing with me, trying to press my buttons so I could just flip out and smash his face in.
Again the adrenaline returned and my fists clenched.
I didn't want to lash out, I was trying not to...
"Shut the fuck up Gold!"
"Or maybe... it's because it's all true and you are in denial"
I just stared, wide eyed at the dark haired boy that stood before me.
Did he... just call me...?
That was it, I couldn't stop it.
I swung my arm back and smashed Gold right in the jaw, watching as he stumbled backwards and clutched his face in shock.
His eyes were clouded with water, tears probably, not that I cared.
I stood there for a moment, just contemplating what I just did.
I actually punched Gold?
My eyes diverted to my hand, to my knuckles which were now reddened and starting to hurt. Then my eyes shot back at Gold who just held his jaw and stared at me.
Now, he knew I had control over this.
"Don't you ever.. EVER call me that again! You understand?!" I said threateningly, watching at how crumpled he had become so quickly.
Maybe he never thought I would hit him, that he could constantly wind me up and I would just take it. I had a short fuse, it was just something I had learned to live with.
Suddenly, completely catching me off guard I was being grabbed forcefully by the collar of my shirt.
It was Gold, he was glaring at me with a slightly swollen and bloody lip.
I was being pushed up against the sink, feeling the cold marble dig into the back of my legs.
"It's true isn't it?! You faggot!" He shouted in my face, tightening his grip on my collar.
I wasn't scared, just shocked.
I gripped his arms tightly, trying to get him off me, to throw him onto the cold tiles and kick the shit out of him preferably.
No-one calls me that!
My legs slammed back against the sink again and I bit the inside of my lip as cursed words swam around my mind.
Why was I still holding back?
Gold must have known by now, he knew how dangerous I could be if I wanted to be.
"You are nothing more than a pansy who looks more feminine than Crystal!"
I dug my fingers into his arms, hearing him inhale deeply.
I knew it was hurting him yet he continued holding me against the sink, trying to make it seem like he was in control.
No, he just thought he was.
"And you are nothing more than weakling who can't handle a punch off a supposed 'pansy'!" I shouted back.
Then it was as if my mind became fuzzed over by a black haze that clouded my vision and smothered by ability of speaking.
No wait... it wasn't haze that stopped me speaking! It was Gold!
His lips were on mine hungrily, eyes closed and his grip on me was firm. But as my eyes widened at the realisation of what was going on my legs got weaker and weaker.
What the hell? Why was Gold doing this? Why was he... kissing me?
His grip on my collar tightened as he continued to crush his lips into mine, slowly draining the energy out of me.
No... I wouldn't kiss back! I was not gay!
I closed my eyes tightly, trying to block it all out. But I couldn't.
Gold's words kept haunting me, taunting me and replaying over and over in my mind.
'It's true isn't it? You faggot!'
Gaining some strength from somewhere I pushed the dark haired boy off me, watching as he stumbled backwards and almost fell into a nearby cubicle.
I quickly wiped my mouth on the back of my hand, glaring at him with intense hatred.
Why the fuck did he just do that?!
My eyes narrowed as a wave of anger washed over me.
No... I had no control over what just happened! That is not how things are meant to go.
I scowled angrily at Gold, watching as he stood up straight and faced opposite me, completely unaffected by what just happened.
"Why the fuck did you just do that?!" I screamed in rage.
He merely shrugged.
"I was trying to see if I was right,"
My hands clenched into fists once again, and then something hit me.
No, violence was not the answer because Gold expected me to beat him up. No, I needed to think of a better strategy this time.
So, instead of pummelling him to death I just leaned against the sink and looked away. I had a feeling Gold would speak again soon, after all, he started this whole scenario anyway.
"So...perhaps I was wrong," He conceded defeat, sighing.
I eyed him wearily, deciding when to put my plan into action.
"You said it..." I muttered.
For an odd reason images of what just happened kept resurfacing in my head, and then it dawned on me.
Oh fucking hell, Gold just stole my first kiss!
I didn't even have time to stop myself from crying out;
"You stole my first kiss you fucking ass hole!"
I watched as he smirked, obviously pleased with himself, which only angered me more.
"At least it will always be memorable"
He smiled, that stupid grin of his and then it clicked.
My plan would work right now! I would show him what it was like to be called a faggot, to be made a fool of and I wouldn't have to say a word.
I walked calmly towards Gold watching as he slowly and cautiously tread backwards, heading towards a wall, which was perfect.
My plan was morphing quite nicely.
His eyes were wide and his expression showed me just how unsure he was about the next scenario. Of course I knew what was going to happen.
Gold soon ended up being cornered between me and the wall and I watched as he swallowed hard.
Placing my hands on the wall on either side of his head I just glared at him. The small cut on his lip had reopened and fresh blood had smeared down onto his chin from where he kissed me.
This was great, I had full control of this situation.
"Look... hit me if you want, I deserve it," Gold mumbled pathetically, his eyes trailing down to the floor.
I moved closer, watching as he tried to shuffle his body away from me, only to succumb to defeat.
Where could he go? Nowhere.
I neared his face, looking into his eyes once again, feeling rather pleased with myself.
"You would expect that, wouldn't you?" I said rather coldly, almost feeling the other boy's shivers from this distance.
He weakly nodded and turned his head to the side. Now the tides had changed and obviously Gold didn't like this.
I grabbed a fistful of his hair and yanked hard, watching as he yelped like a puppy.
He tried to get my hand to let go but it was in vain, of course I wasn't doing this to hurt him as such...
"Ah! Silver! What the hell?!" Gold cursed, trying to keep his breathing at a steady rhythm.
"I'm showing you that you are the faggot!"
And with that said I crushed my lips into his and rammed his body against the wall.
He inhaled sharply at the pain that must have shot through his body.
My grip on his hair was still firm, but not as hard as it was before. I wanted him to admit defeat, I wanted to see whether he was the one who was the faggot.
Instead of watching him I closed my eyes, trying to block out the fact I was not only kissing another guy, but Gold!
His mouth remained closed and firm, as if he was trying to stop me somehow, so I tried a different method.
My hand went limp in his hair and instead of yanking I just combed my fingers through it, trying to get him to loosen up a little.
'This plan... it's got to work!' I mentally told myself, feeling Gold's body shivering under the pressure.
It was only a matter of time.
Then, he relaxed.
His lips actually started to shift against mine, and then I realised that he was kissing me back!
My eyes shot open only to find that Gold had his firmly shut.
Was he enjoying this? I couldn't help but feel this plan had backfired somehow...
His hands gripped my arms as our lips continued to collide, and after a few moments I was starting to realise that... I was actually liking this!
NO! This was not meant to happen!
And now Gold started to trace my bottom lip with his tongue!
It made me shiver, and I wasn't sure whether it was a good thing or not.
My eyes remained open, watching the dark haired boy's every movements.
But not for long. I could not help but close them eventually and I could feel myself losing consciousness. It was as if it wasn't me doing this, like I was on ecstasy and everything just seemed so fuzzy.
Gold's arms wrapped around me, stopping me from moving. I could feel his tongue pushing against my lips eagerly and I shivered.
What should I do? If I allowed this to continue then... Gold would be proven right! No... out of the question!
"Hello?" A familiar voice called out in the hallway making both of us pull away instantly.
His eyes were wide and so were mine.
It was Crystal!
Luckily she wouldn't come in here, but... oh fucking hell! This was such a mess.
Quickly I pushed Gold away, watching as he crashed into the wall again and groaned.
"Is everything okay in there?!" She bellowed again.
Oh shit! This was bad! I didn't want Crystal knowing what just happened! I needed to get out of here now!
I wiped my mouth on the back of my hand and decided to just leg it out of the bathroom, leaving a rather bewildered and confused Gold trying to recover from my onslaught.
I ran past Crystal who shouted after me but I ignored her.
I needed to get out of here, away from them for good.
This just wasn't how it was supposed to be! Why did everything just go so wrong?
Cursing myself I ran out of the café and made my journey back to the safety of my dingy apartment. At least in there I could hide and sort my head out until I had work later.
But what if I ran into Gold ever again? What would I say?
I gritted my teeth, trying to ignore the images that raced through my mind, images of Gold kissing me.
It was wrong on so many levels! Why the hell had it even happened in the first place?
Well, one thing was for certain, the control in my life seemed to keep slipping through my fingers.
Authors Note: Ah! I enjoyed writing that drama! I actually kind of feel sorry for Silver to be honest... he is so misunderstood. But then again I like Gold too! I hoped you guys enjoyed the drama and please read and send me a review! I would love to hear your views on the story so far!
Oh and it will get darker as the story progresses, I can promise that.