I cried all night. What else could I do? Sleep? Impossible. I dressed slowly as if I were in a trance. Everytime I opened my mouth to say something to Charlie that morning I found myself holding back sobbs. I put sunglasses on to hide my eyes from the Cullens, they were red and puffy and they had circles under them. I hope that they wouldn't ask about, because of Alice they might already know.

I heard three soft raps on the door as I finished breakfast. I grabbed my bag and jacket and opened the door. There was the love of my life..my Edward.

"good morning love." He said happily when he saw my facial expression his smile faultered.

"Hi." I said. I faught back tears.

"What's wrong?" HE asked worriedly.

"N..nothing lets just go." I said simply. He brushed it off for now. He walked me out the car and opened the door for me as usual. There was an uneasy silence.

"So what...I mean..the sunglasses? why are you wearing sunglasses love?" He asked me.

"Don't you like them?" I asked. I had to play this card to keep him from asking anymore questions...I didn't want to talk about it now. I didn't want to have an emotional break down on the way to school. We made it there in a matter of minutes. In every classs I kept my head down and I squeezed Edwards hand every now and then. At lunch he was really concerned...I didn't eat.

"Bella, what's wrong Jasper is unsually depressed today?" Emmett asked.

"Sorry." I mumbled. " Don't wanna talk about it right now. Kay?" I asked.

"Sure."

"Bella please...if talking will make you feel better, then it will most certainl make me feel better..I'm concerned and everything but c'mon between some of those suicidal emo's over there...I'm on razors edge." jasper pleaded.

"I'll do my best." I said. "See you guys later." I said after I kissed Edward quickly on the lips. I got up dumped my tray leaving the Cullen's bewildered. Lauren noticed and she just had to push my buttons.

"What's wrong Swan, Cullen dump you?" Lauren asked as she followed me out to the hallway,

"Nope." I told her, as I walked away,

"I can't see why," She said.

"Well maybe because all that bleach in your hair is making you loose a lot of brain cells, its not like you had a lot to start with anyway." I retorted and I walked away, Soon I felt Edward's cold arms wrap around me.

"What's wrong? Your acting so depressed. Did we do something?" Edward asked worriedly.

"We'll talk about it tonight and no you guys haven't done anything wrong. It's me." I told him. He nodded, worry was still plain in his eyes.