Hello Readers! this is Chapter Two of Demonic Dreams I'll probably be catching up on my writing since I'm off for today and the next three days. So if you check out my other stories like...Insomnia or Love Kills Slowly. I will be adding to those!
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The next day I was out with my friend Dallas Winston when I saw Ponyboy and his brother Sodapop with Johnny. I hadn't really talked to Johnny since that night. He's been to shy to utter a word around me, so it's just been one big uncomfortably awkward silence.
"Hey guys." I said Dally messed up Johnny's hair. As the boys sat down with us. I could feel Johnny staring at me . I didn't like the attention nut I put up with it because I didn't want to lose johnny. I can't say I started to love him more its just he needs someone who loves him and will care for him. That someone is me. In a home like his I'm surprised he's still alive. It's probably because I'm here for him.
"Hi Jaz." he mumbled. I placed my pale hand on his dark hand.
"Hi Johnny" I responded almost silently, not making eye contact. He fidgeted and looked behind his shoulder. Probably checking to see if Codie was coming. Which he wasn't Johnny is so nervous it's kinda funny.
"Relax johnnycake." Dally smirked. Johnny slumped lower into the chair. He slipped his hand away from mine and still hadn't made eye contact with me.
Everyone had eventually left and it was just me and johnny. He hadn't looked up at me the whole time, but I hadn't really acknowledged him either. Which made me feel bad. I just ignored him the whole time. I looked up to see a head off Jet black greasy hair.
"Johnny." I said kind of distantly. He looked up to face me. In his face I saw hurt, embarrassment, shyness, and lust?
"Yeah Jaz?" he said
"What's wrong?" I was confronting him now because his sad face just made me want to cry. He shrugged
"You can tell me." I pressed. He wouldn't say anything unless he was forced to. But I didn't want to bully him into telling me
"It's just...your boyfriend." he said. I know he liked me but I didn't think he would openly say something about my boyfriend.
"What about him?" I asked
"He hates me. He acts nice around me for you, but you haven't seen what he does to me. Yesterday as soon as you left the house to get the mail he cornered me into the wall and threatened me..." he couldn't continue, a hand slapped his shoulder and startled both of us.
"Tattling now, huh?" Codie growled. I jumped up quickly, maybe I can fix this.
"What's going on here?" I demanded "Is this true?" I snarled
"Of course not babe." Codie scoffed. Then johnny lifted his shirt up a bit for me to see a bruise on his stomach
"Then what's that?" I demanded
"His dad beat him up." Codie said quickly
"His dad doesn't punch like that I would know." I said
"Yeah I bet you would know. you spend more time with him than you do with me." he yelled defensively. Just then Johnny quickly stormed off
"now that he's out of the way.." Codie said, hugging me. He tried to kiss me but I turned away and broke free of his grip
"What's wrong?" he asked
"I know you think somethings up between me and johnnycake but there's not and what you did is just cruel." I said
"I'm sorry." he said as his lips met mine
"Don't tell me." I said. But I kissed him back anyway. I know I shouldn't trust him after he had physically hurt my best friend but he is my boyfriend so I cant stay mad too long. We went back to my house and spent the day there.
That night after he left I went for a walk and saw johnny huddled under an old worn out comforter in the lot. I knelt down to his level
"Hey Johnnycake." I said softly. I poked his shoulder
"Hey." he said pitifully
"Get up I'm taking you to my house." I said helping him up. I practically carried him to my house that night I had a weird dream...
I am sleeping and this man, tall, looming, wearing a long black cloak walks over to my bed and calls out my name Jazmine.. it sounds so beautiful when he says it. He kneels down by the bed next to me, I can't see his face. I half turn to see Codie asleep next to me. Who is this mysterious man in my room? He kisses my hand, his hood doesn't fall down. He pushes Codie off the bed, the sleeping body lands on the ground with a dull thud. The figure lays down next to me and holds my hand.
"Who are you?" I ask
"The one you want." he says. I couldn't place the voice.
"What do you want?" I ask nervously
"You." he says it plain and simple. It sounded haunting. He kisses me softly his kiss like a rose petal soft and sweet. He held me in his arms, makes me feel safe; loved. He's gentle on me, doing things I wouldn't let even Codie do. Then I see this cloud coming from a spot on ITS face my mouth is open wide and it feels like I'm swallowing a life. He removes his hood so I can see what I thought was a handsome lustrous face but was a gory face, oozing slime out of it's black eyes. Its teeth more like sliver bloody razor blades. Giving its life to me by force. Then I heard a voice a heavenly voice, one that I loved hearing- Johnnycake I called out to him
"Johnny!" I couldn't see him. When I could see him. he bashed the demon away and said in the voice I came to love
"C'mon jaz wake up." he says. His face starts fading along with his image...fading...gray...white...
I wake up to someone poking me. I look over at johnny to see him looking concerned.
"Are you ok Jaz?" he asked. I just nodded
"Yeah im fine." I said he helped me up out of the bed and opened the window.
"I heard you yelling," he started. "i came in to investigate and saw you thrashing and screaming like some monster was on top of you.
"It was just a nightmare." I assure him we walk out of the room. Codie isn't here. I guess he was mad at me because of the little fight we had.
"are you ok Johnny?" I asked
"yeah why?"
"How hard did he hit you?" he lifted his shirt rather uncomfortably and I examined the puncture. It didn't look too bad but it looked like it hurt.
"if he ever does anything to you, you tell me." he nodded and sat down. I sat with him and he held my hand just like the demon did! I was a little nervous.
"what was your dream about?" he asked
"a guy he uh.. did some stuff." I started. That wasn't enough for him
"what's his name?" he asked
"i don't know he didn't say he just said he was the one I want." I responded
"wierd." Johnny said
"I wonder what Codie would think." I said. Then to my surprise Johnny kissed me!
"what was that?" I asked
"i want you to know just how much I love you."he said. He then proceeded to carry me into my room and lay me on the bed. He did things that the demon had done to me. I felt the same thing I felt with the demon only Johnny didn't make me breathe in his soul. Hopefully Codie doesn't find out about this...I didn't want Johnny to this to me...i told him to stop...Did my Best friend rape me?
DUN DUN DUN DUN! theres chapter twoof demonic dreams hope you enjoyed.!
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