I asked my self for the second and the last time. Was I doing the right thing? Standing between two paths. One Life; fears, hurt, disappointments, responsibilities, sorrow, insecurities, love, friends, yet pain. Second Death: Painful, difficult, end of everything, yet peaceful. And all i wanted after all Life had done to me was peace, peace of heart... Peace of mind.
Life, i thought, had always given me tears. Not a moment to laugh or sleep soundly without stress. It had taken mom away from me, the one I loved the most in my life after my father and left us. I was only 15, not ready to face life, too innocent to lead my life to a peaceful end. Then it gave me love and somehow that wound got cured but little did i know that it would stab me again on the same spot. Shattering me to tiny bits, so small that no one was patient enough to collect them and put them back again.
I was convinced, death was the only way. There was nothing left of life now. Nothing.
Standing on the edge of the bridge, I looked down at the deep water bellow me. The waves collided with the bridge wall with a hush... Again and again... A tear escaped my eyes so softly that I barely noticed. It was going to be over, as soon as I made my move, as soon as my heart stopped beating and my mind went blank and my body went lifeless.
"I'm not gonna let you win" I told life. "You Loose"
Those were my last words and with that I pushed myself forward. I fell. In the air for a few seconds and was under water. The last sound I heard was the splash of water that came when my body hit it. It was going to be the end. My body quivered as the water rushed into my body, my lungs. The defence system forced my to swim upward but I forced myself not to.
The End... Peace At last... I was Over..
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