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My face went red, my mind was drawn a blank and all I could manage to say was "What? No you haven't"! Then he chuckled, smiled his cute Eli smile and said "Chill, maybe I haven't" as he wrapped his arm around Clare and kissed her. My heart sunk in my chest, I knew that he was supposed to forget about me but this hurt way too much. So I smiled as I held back the tears and in a faint voice I said "I'm sorry I have to go". As I ran to the washroom the tears ran down my face I locked myself in a stall and pulled up my sleeve, I looked at the scares that ran up and down my arm looking for a new place to start cutting. Cutting was the only thing that helped my through leaving Eli. I grabbed some scissors that were in my bag and started to cut, I cut deeper than I ever cut before but I knew that this would help me get through the rest of the day.
I was home and when I opened the door I was by my ex- convict brother (Tyler) that just got out of house jail. I immediately closed the door and I was about to leave when he said "Dad has a message for you". I reluctantly turned around and asked what it was, he handed me a later that read:
Julia,
I'm coming out of jail soon and we need to talk, I know you're in Toronto and I also know that the Eli kid is there too. You and him better not be together again and I'll tell you why when I'm back. Your brother said that you've changed how you look and your name, I hope this will keep that dirt bag away from you. Even though I'm not there I'm still watching you.
Dad
The letter disgusted me; I threw it at my brother's face and said "I never want to see this again". He saidthat our dad wanted to keep a close eye on me and that he would be attending Degrassi too. I couldn't be having a worse day, so I took my bike and started to make my way to the Dot when this hearse stopped in front of me. What happened then I could have never prepared for. Eli got out and said "So you really thought you could fool me? Changing your hair and clothes was going to make me think that you where someone else! I THOUGHT YOU WHERE DEAD! I loved you how could you have done this to me"?