Here's chapter 2, Tobias' first dream. Sorry if they are OOC.
TOBIAS
My eyes are closed. I hear my nervous breath.
I open my eyes.
I'm in my bedroom. I sit up. I look around, but Evelyn is nowhere to be see. I don't hear a single noise. Then, I hear again the doorbell. Gulping, I slowly walk towards the door. I take a deep breath, preparing myself for what I'm about to see, and I open the door.
«Tobias.»
She looks like the time didn't stopped for her. Her hair is again long, her eyes are sparkling like they never lost that life, and the old black Dauntless suit covers her body, now slightly more developed and filled. She's higher than last time, but still a bit shorter than me. She looks a lot like how she was during the initiation, but in a 19-years-old version. But at the same time, she's more beautiful than ever.
Despite how much I tried to calm myself earlier, I broke down and I hug her tightly, and I start crying. «Oh, Tris...» I breath in her ear as I let out the tears I was holding for years. She says nothing, but makes me kneel down and hugs me, just like I did every time she needed to think something else than the various horrible things that happened to her.
As I continued to cry on her shoulder, she smiles and pats my back motherly. «You should see yourself... to think I always thought you were so tough and immovable... and how I was so weak and emotional...» She says it with a comforting tone, but I can feel a slight mocking tone.
Just the good old Tris.
Summarily wiping my tears, I look in her eyes, then I put my lips on hers, «You never were weak...», and I kiss her as deeply as I can. I feel her sigh, and she moves a hand around my head. I pull her in my lap, and she reacts by wrapping her legs around my hips. Her scent feels like bravery and clean, almost nothing at all like my memory of her usual scent of uneasiness and sweat.
Her hand is caressing my back, just as she used to do every time we kissed. After some seconds, she pulls back slightly, and rubs my cheek with her slim fingers, vaguely like I used to do with my thumb. My lips then slide on her neck, causing the both of us to sigh. «I'm so happy... to see you again...» I whisper as she lets out a light moan at my kiss. «Me too...» I can feel her voice is more firm than before, as if she became more mature over the past 3 years.
Still, she shivers slightly when I rub my hands against her hips, though now she looks like it was more for desire than for shyness. Unconsciously my hands follow the line of her body: hips, sides of the torso, shoulders, neck, and now they are again on her cheeks. I gently lead her face back on mine, and when she closes her eyes and tilts her head, I lean forward, and we kiss passionately once again.
My arms slowly fall around her waist, and hers cling around my neck, both trying to press the other against theyself as much as possible, as if trying to fuse our bodies, and become one thing.
My hand then casually slips on the zip of her jeans, but hers darts down and grabs mine. She separates again from me and looks in my eyes, and from the look in her own I understand she isn't scared. No, this time it isn't that the reason.
«I want it too...» she says without hesitation, «...but you have not happiness enough.» It sounds like some weird riddle, but then I understand. It was the simulation... and I didn't drunk enough serum to bring her to do that. But she is encouraging me to assume more next time.
She smiles and runs again her fingertips on my face, up to the lower lid of my eye, the one with the speckle. «I can't wait next time, but now I must go...» She kisses my forehead, then she presses hers against it. «I love you.»
. . .
When I wake up, I know I'm smiling widely. When I open my eyes, I found Evelyn staring at me. Sitting up on the bed, I blush slightly. «Hey.» I say. «Hey.» she replies, «So, how it went?» I blush a little deeper, but I force myself to remain still. «What?» She giggles and sits beside me, putting an arm on my shoulders. «Come on, if you smile like that in the morning, there can only be one thing you dreamed about.»
I'm not sure which way I should talk without offend her, but then I decide I don't care. «We made out. That's it.» Normally thinking about her kisses causes me pain, but today I'm too cheerful and frivolous. «Reaaaalllyyy?» she asks with a teasing voice. My face struggles to remain straight. «Yes. Why you ask?» She shrugs. «I was wondering what dreams you could do about your girlfriend after drinking a serum created by the brother of said girl.» She says that like we were filming a scene of a comedy. But I can't bring myself to laugh, for some reason. She drops her smile and hug me. «Sorry, it was just a stupid joke.»
Sighing, I hug her in response, then I start preparing myself. Today is Monday, so I have to work. Yay.
Anyway, today I'm in a good mood.
. . .
While I'm doing a research for her, Johanna approaches my desk, and calls my attention by tapping on it. «I can swear there's something different in you today.» she says with a pensive face, but smiling. Now she lets her full face be shown, just like Tris suggested her. I let myself smile in return, and she snaps her fingers. «That's it! Your face is unusually happy!» I laugh a bit. «It's just this night I had a pleasant dream.» Her smiles a little more. «I see. How are you doing with the research I asked you?» I tap the screen. «Almost ready. I was just about do the spelling check.»
«Good.» She then leaves. As I press Enter, I lean back for a few seconds, longing for tonight.
. . .
I sit down on the bed, staring at the serum. This time, I swallow three sips. I lay back, and I close my eyes. This time I'm more relaxed, so it doesn't take too much to fall asleep.
Next chapter will raise the rating.
I'm not sure if this one came out as I wanted it, but this is the best I could do with the kiss. Review.
