Title: All I've Ever Wanted
Author: Readingmama/Vampiremama
Beta: AcrossTheSkyInStars

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any of its characters. No copyright infringement is intended.

Continuity: AU—Set after Breaking Dawn
Rating: M for sexual situations and violence.

A/N-Thank you to my Beta, Tanya. Thanks to everyone who has been reading and reviewing. This fic is rated M. That is your last reminder.

Chapter 2

"Don't you dare move a muscle, I'm on my way," Alice's voice came through loud and clear through.

Emmett's eyes widened as he heard the click. Rosalie was over by him in a minute. He had barely gotten the word, "yes" out before Rosalie had flipped open her phone. Alice had said just once sentence, and even though she was about a third of the size of Emmett, he was admittedly a little scared. While Alice probably couldn't hurt him physically, she had the ability to ruin his standing in his family. He knew Carlisle would not approve of Rosalie's plan.

He cursed himself, if he hadn't focused all of his many thoughts on fornicating, he may have spared a thought for his psychic sister.

"She would be cruel to deny us this," Rosalie said, "and Alice is anything but cruel." Rosalie said the words as much for herself as for Emmett.

It took but a few minutes until Alice was standing in front of the couple. She had an eyebrow arched and she did not look amused. Rosalie purposely made the decision to let their surrogate live.

"What do you two think you are doing?" she demanded.

"I'm sorry, you're right Alice," Rosalie sobbed, "I just wanted a baby so bad." Rosalie felt ripped off by the inability to cry, it would have made her performance that much better.

Alice felt sympathy towards her sister. While they had always been as different as night and day, Alice knew how bad Rosalie hated the life she had been dealt. Alice wanted her sister to have some happiness and who was she to deny it?

Drowning out her conscience, Alice let out a small, "Okay."

"You won't tell?" Rosalie asked.

"No, but they will find out," Alice replied, stating the obvious.

"We will go away, on another honeymoon. When we come back, we will have the baby, and they won't be able to help but fall in love with it."

Emmett, who had been uncharacteristically quiet up until now, spoke, "Rosie, are you really sure about this?"

Rosalie walked over to her husband. "A baby, Em. Our baby."

She knew it was all she needed to say. Their future was in motion.

They left without really saying goodbye to the family. They only planned to be gone for a few months and it wasn't uncommon for them to leave without much notice. This was one part of the plan that wouldn't come across as suspicious to any of the family.

The two of them took their car and drove off, with not much but a couple credit cards and the clothes on their back. Rosalie rarely wore anything twice, so she saw no reason to pack anything when she could just buy it later.

They drove, not really paying attention to where they were going, all they knew was that they wanted to be at least a day's drive away from the family and in a small town. When they passed the beat-up Welcome to Cottonwood sign, they knew that this was the place. It didn't take them long to find a cabin for sale, they just hoped they would find what they were looking for in the nearby city. Of course they couldn't take a girl from such a small town, but it would be a perfect place to hide her once they found her.

It took only a few days for Emmett to secure the cabin for the impending arrival of a prisoner. Rosalie smacked him every time he called the mystery surrogate that, but it was his way of chasing away the seriousness of the situation.

Before he knew it, Emmett was standing in front of a small bar in the neighboring city, watching his wife troll for women. Rosalie sat in the corner and scanned the room while Emmett stood by the bar, she could easily communicate to him with his precise hearing.

He listened as he heard her categorize the women in the bar; too fat, too thin, hair's the wrong shade of blonde. He wondered if she would ever find a woman that measured up to her standards. Part of him hoped that she wouldn't.

When he heard the bar door open, he didn't bother turning, but when he saw his wife's eyes go wide, he couldn't stop himself from looking.

The girl was a bit shorter than Rosalie, maybe five seven, but her hair and figure were a dead ringer for his wife's. Her eyes were blue and even though Emmett had never seen Rosalie in her human life, he imagined that this was the exact shade that they would have been.

Rosalie whispered an unneeded, "That's the one."

Emmett put his game face on, he suddenly felt like dragging his feet, but one glance at the beauty in the corner of the room that was counting on him and he pushed down his own feelings.

It took one drink and a wink to get the girl to come home with him, to say he was disappointed was an understatement. About half way home, he realized that he didn't even know the girl's name. He supposed he could find it out later, but it seemed a little crass since he was intending on making her the mother of his child. That is if he didn't kill her first.

Emmett looked at the blonde girl, who was now sitting on the bed; he wondered who was more nervous. He was surprised because it now seemed to him that she wasn't the sort of girl who did this often, and that in turn made him feel even worse about the entire situation.

It wasn't that Emmett had never imagined having sex with a woman other than Rosalie; he just never expected it to happen. He was fine with getting his appetite elsewhere, but he always went home to eat. He didn't want other women, he had his angel.

Rosalie was his true love and yet she was the one forcing him to do this unpleasant task. He felt anger and confusion rush over him. The girl did look a lot like Rosalie, only pinker and filled with warming scents. Still, he didn't want to sleep with her, but if his wife was okay with this, why couldn't he be?

He used these emotions to move.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked as she sat before him, trembling on the bed.

Of course getting close to her was a double-edged sword. He was providing her with attraction through his venom by simply being near her. Her body shifted towards his and he knew that she was pushing down the edge that she felt by being near him.

"I do, if you do…" she trailed off, unsure of herself in the presence of the giant man.

Emmett sat down on the bed beside her and cradled her face. He didn't answer because he was already sick of lying to her. Being there, with her, was the last place in the world he wanted to be and he didn't imagine that telling her that would make for good foreplay.

Emmett was glad that he told Rosalie to wait at the cabin, there was no way he could do this if she was there listening. He quickly shot a prayer up to God, he hadn't talked to him in a while but he figured that praying for the girl to be fertile so that he didn't have to do this more than once was good enough cause to talk to the big man in the sky. Of course he wasn't quite sure how the creator would take to his request, seeing how adultery and vampirism weren't really high on his likes, but it didn't hurt to try.

Emmett brought his lips towards the girl; he could hear her heartbeat pick up. At first he thought he should stop until he realized that the reaction wasn't out of fear, but lust. The pungent aroma of her arousal was enough to keep him in motion.

When they finally connected, Emmett was concentrating so hard on how he was touching the girl that he felt disconnected to his actions. He knew that she wasn't as fragile as the pencils he used in math class but she was a good deal less durable than the trees he knocked over so easily in the forest.

He placed his hand over the girl's breast and gave a squeeze; her reaction told him that he was applying a good amount of pressure. He stayed away from the nipple until he had the science of the movement down. Then, he reached down and daintily tugged at her shirt, he couldn't remember the last time he had undressed his wife. Clothes tended to get shredded when they were intimate.

The girl giggled as she helped him pull her top off.

Each move Emmett made was careful; he wondered how the hell Edward had done it. He hadn't even realized that he wasn't hard until the warm palm cupped him.

"Uhm, is everything okay?" she asked meekly.

Emmett forced himself to look at the girl in front of him. He had been trying to stay detached from his task and it wasn't working. Her eyes shone with lust and her chest was flushed, but she also looked worried, maybe embarrassed that she hadn't been able to turn him on. Emmett couldn't help but notice that she was actually quite lovely.

He knew the only way to get into the sex was to get into the sex. He pulled her to him, crushing her against his massive chest. A small shriek was replaced by a wanton moan when she felt his manhood press into her.

Forgetting about his façade, Emmett ripped her pants clean off her body. He could see the red marks starting where the fabric was torn from. He would have felt bad if she hadn't been undulating in front of him on the bed.

While he was no Edward, Emmett fancied himself a gentleman of sorts. There was no way he would impregnate this enchanting creature without making sure she was fulfilled. In mere minutes, Emmett was three fingers deep and the girl was screaming for several deities. The sound of her excitement, mixed with her scent, had Emmett overwhelmed in desire.

He gave her barely a second to come down from her climax before he pushed himself into her. The loud cracking noise hit Emmett's ears just as he made his forth pump at vampire speed. He stopped to gage the situation, hoping the fact that she hadn't cried out in pain was a positive. Emmett looked down at the girl; her body lay lifeless underneath him.

Emmett pulled back and sat on his heels. "No, no," he chanted. "Shit, please no."

He picked up her body and gave it a little shake. Feeling the bones he had broken rattling around in her frail body caused him to drop her back down to the bed.

"No, no," he repeated as he stood up and backed away from the body.

He wasn't sure how long he stood against the wall watching the girl, hoping for her to miraculously move, but the next thing he knew, Rosalie was standing in front of him looking as mad as a hornet.

"Emmett," she said, causing him to peel his eyes from the girl and focus them on his wife.

"I told you this was a bad idea," Emmett replied, his tone shaky. He barely recognized his own voice, he had never sounded so weak.

"Nonsense," she replied waving it off, "I just wish I would have though of this. I'm so mad at myself. We wasted the one that looked so much like me."

Her comment snapped Emmett out of his stupor. "So you are saying that I should've practiced having sex with other humans so I didn't break your surrogate?" Emmett fumed at Rosalie's coldness.

Rosalie could see her husband's reaction and she knew just how to curb it.

"Of course not, just if we were more prepared, you might have known what to expect. I don't want you to feel like you've let me down. We can find another girl."

"I don't know if I can do this again."

"Oh," she replied, "I understand." Rosalie put on a face that looked like someone had killed all her childhood pets at once.

Emmett hated that look and would do nearly anything to make it go away.

"Just give me some time. Maybe we can try again."

Rosalie's face lit up, she marched right over to the limp girl and picked her up, throwing her over her shoulder.

"You go hunt, I'll take care of her, and then meet you back at the cabin."

"Okay," Emmett replied, unable to take his eyes off the lifeless form draped over his wife. He picked up the girl's purse and saw a wallet sticking out; he flipped it open and took a look at her driver's license. At least now he knew her name.

He turned slowly to leave the room, Rosalie called out to him as he opened the door, "I love you."

Emmett was beginning to wonder just how much weight those words should pull.

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