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A week later, Hamilton arrived at the New York station excited and nervous. He was very nervous, even if he had miss his girlfriend, he had no idea how one week alone without parental could turn the situation.
They had called, and emailed a lot, they hadn't found a viable solution about the next year and they hadn't talked about the shower and of course, S.E.X.
He knew that she wasn't ready but at the same time when she had agreed about the shower, he hadn't believe that she had said yes. He had asked like this, but now, he couldn't forget her forms, he always found her beautiful but she was gorgeous, and she was his.
He greeted the Butler who directed the young man to the Penthouse. He went to the lift and entered to the top floor. He sweat, he waited that the door opened after he had knocked.
" Hi, Boy!" she said to him.
Hamilton was speechless, she was gorgeous. She was in a mi-tight green dress, barefoot. She had discrete make-up, her hair a bit longer girl-style.
She seemed self-conscious since he hadn't said anything for more than five minutes.
" What? You don't like it?" she was scared.
" No, of course you are beautiful, you are a foxy lady" They laughed together, but he continued. " You are lovely." he adored to see her blush. And sometimes, it was a game that he loved to play. See how many times he could make her blush.
"You're not bad yourself" she answered him. " Come on in, I will give a tour and if you are hungry, Consuela made us lunch."
He nodded, and followed her to the large apartment. He was amazed about the luxury and at the same time, he could marvel about Jake's simplicity. She let him to install himself on a large room. He was a little bit disappointed that he couldn't stay on the same room as her but he understood as well.
He ventured until he found his girlfriend on the kitchen talking with a Hispanic older woman. They turned toward him and smiled at him. Jacqueline introduced them one to another and they started to talk. The couple even if they didn't display some big show of PDA, didn't stop to touch.
After the lunch, they went to her room, she hadn't had time to show him her room, when he kissed her hungrily. He couldn't stop, even dying from lack of air could be a joy.
They were in a full make-out session, when she pushed him a little away. He tried to continue but she resisted.
" Hamilton, please. Stop, I need to breathe." she had missed him so much, and she needed to cool off if she didn't want to lose her virginity tonight.
Even if she was ready, she hadn't known him for too long. They needed to know if their love story could last. Oh! She knew that he was the love of her life but she couldn't know if she was the love of his life. She was a high-maintenance girlfriend, one day like anybody, he would leave her. So, she could wait before she gave him her body, because he had already her heart and mind.
She was looking at his eyes, his beautiful eyes. The bluest eyes she never saw in her life, his gorgeous face, she was so lucky to have him. She was pulled to kiss him again.
After a moment, they started to talk, they played at some videos games.
Hamilton didn't know why she was so nervous around him. He didn't want to push her if she wasn't ready but she was very awkward.
" What's wrong, baby? Since I arrived, you seemed nervous around me like you don't know how to react with me?" He asked.
" Nothing, I'm very glad that you are here." she answered without looking at him. " If you want tomorrow, we could visit the city. On Wednesday, I want you to meet some friends if that's okay?"
" Of course, anything is fine if I could be with you, but you didn't answer my question? Why are you so tense?" He insisted.
" I will tell you later, I'm not ready to talk about it now, but don't worry too much" she claimed.
The young man wanted to protest, then he looked at her expression, she was afraid and determinate. He would wait and would insist later.
" Do you want to go eat, I know a great Chinese place next from here?" she changed their subject.
" Yes sure, let me change and we can go." he said to her.
She laughed, shaking her head slightly.
" I know that you used to see the Jake ready in twenty minute, but I'm a girl and I would be ready in more than one hour. So go, let me shower and dress".
" Do you know that you owe me a shower, so why don't we shower together? What do you think?"
he asked her wiggling his eyebrows at the same time.
The atmosphere become almost cold, neither knew what to say to the other. The beautiful girl had her eyes closed, but Hamilton had seen the tears on them. He was lost and didn't know what he had said or done to warrant such atmosphere change.
"Baby, come here. Please, come here." he waited that she went into his arms, kissed the top of her head, before he resumed his mind. " What's going on? I know that you don't want to talk about it, but I think you need to talk about it."
She shook her head no, but he started to murmur some nonsense in her hear until he felt her relax.
He waited a bit then he felt her pull a little away. She looked at him, so calming and so loving. He was so earnest how could she whine but at the same time he was waiting. She had promised after the "Gay incident" that she wouldn't ever lied or omit something to him.
" You gonna think that I'm ridicule but I really missed you so much, and I don't know how we are going to see each others next year. And it's killed me that it's my fault, because I'm such a screw up." she was trying to wipe away her tears.
" Oh baby, I missed you so much. It was hard, we saw each others every day, almost all day and I couldn't see you for almost one week. But do you remember what you said to me when we parted at New Rawley, when I said that it wasn't fair that you were leaving that it was over, you said who said it is over. That why I know that no matter what we will be okay. Even if you don't come back, we'd found some way to be there with me. I love you."
She was crying openly. She wanted to scream.
" That's why." When she saw the look of confusion, she pursued. "How could you love me so much, I lied to you. I was a cross-dresser girl just to have some attention. I'm a high-maintenance girlfriend. I'm not pretty, not as much as Bella, Paige or Caroline..." she was ranting when he interrupted her.
" Yeah, I was pretty pissed off when I discovered that you didn't trust me with your secret, not because I was confused about my sexuality..." he laughed when he saw her stare. "Ok, maybe but also because you were my best friend and I told you stuff that nobody, even my mother hadn't known. I told you I understood your reasons. Yes, it was challenging to be in this relation but I don't want to lose you. You're my girlfriend, my best friend. Nothing, nobody, even you could change that. What was that about you not as pretty as the others girls. You're gorgeous, I told you. Since I saw you, I was attracted to you, even as a cross-dresser. You remember when we went to eat for the first time with the guys, I was jealous and almost uncomfortable when I saw you eat this ice-cream. You would have blush if you had heard some of my thoughts. I love everything about you, your smile, your eyes, your beautiful face..." he paused when he saw the indecision on her face. "What, what it is? Tell me... This is about the shower, you weren't ready and you think that if we are together that I will pressure you to have sex with me, but don't think that, we will go at your rhythm. I'm ready because look at you, you're sexy, when you were standing in front of me, in just your underwear, I was excited. You're the one important, we will do what you want."
She melted in his embrace. In some sentences, he had calmed her. He had found sexy, gorgeous. His honesty was overwhelming, she loves it. She started to kiss, pouring into it all her emotions, feelings for him.
They were engaged in a serious make-out session, she was sitting in his lap, legs in at each side of him, when she felt his excitement, his desire for her, and she felt good, confident for the first time since the start of the summer. How to have self confidence when you had to dress like a boy, couldn't sunbathe, and became a white ghost cross-dresser. Now, she felt sexy, powerful and when she felt his hands shook, sign that he was almost as nervous as her to keep going, she calmed down.
They stopped at a moment, afraid to step up on the actual real thing.
" Babe, if you don't want or aren't ready, we need to stop now. I'm not sure, I could stop." he told her breathless.
She giggled lightly, kissed him a last time and jumped up to let him to recover. She told him very low on his ear.
" I will take my shower alone this time, but if you're really really good, so maybe I can consider letting you shower my back this week."
When she was about to go on her bathroom, she heard him growl. She was laughing so hard when she closed the door. She started to shower, prepared herself. When she stepped in on her bedroom, her boyfriend wasn't in her room. She selected a blue set of underwear, a silk blue shirt, a tight black pants who show off her curves, and put her favorite black boots. She selected her favorite jewelery and a black short leather jacket. It felt good to be feminine and to show off her boyfriend.
She went downstairs, and saw that he was already there. He was hot with a red shirt, a black cargo pants and a black coat. She waited to see when he'd see her. He was looking at her, gaping she almost squirmed.
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Hamilton was trying to regulate his breathing and his blood pressure in taking a cold shower. Jacqueline was cruel with him but at the same time, he loved that she could be playful and self-confident. He had just to resist and survived for the next six days.
He dressed casually but elegant. He wanted to be updated for the New-York standard without forgetting who he was. After he went to talk with Consuela, she was fun to hang out with. She really loved Jake, and he was glad that she have someone beside him who loved her unconditionally. She had bid him goodnight and told him that she would be back tomorrow at ten o'clock.
He came into the living room and started to lose himself on a mindless TV show, he was fidgeting, he was hungry for more than the Chinese food. When he heard a cough just behind, he turned around and saw her. She was gorgeous, sexy.
"Wow!" he said without thinking.
" Really, it's not that I complained but can you be a little bit more innovate?" she teased him.
" You're perfect." he told her with such intensity that she blushed so hard.
They went to the Chinese place, hugging and touching. Neither willing to stop what they had to deny all summer in public.
After being placed and finished to order, they gazed at each others.
" So, how are your parents, they aren't too angry that you came in New York alone?" she inquired.
" No." he laughed, "My father was telling to my mom, that maybe the big city would help me grow. That I needed to be more mature, like he knows me." he said bitterly the end of his sentence.
She took his hand and squeezed it, to show him her support.
" I'm sorry, Honey. You never talked with him?" she asked him.
" Yeah about the Dean, he never wants to talk to me unless I can help the school. So, just before I left, we had dinner "to please your mother". Like he didn't want to eat with us if my mom didn't insist. Anyway, we started to talk about the Academy boy and girl, after several times he treated me like an idiot, he listened to me about the biggest issue about the girl campus." when he saw her confusion and interest, he kept talking. " Why did you come to Rawley Academy for boy and not to another one private school?"
" Besides the obvious, I don't know, it's one of the best school, and it had a computer course."
" That what I talked to him, that a lot of course in the girl part are not so great, or too preppy. Then, I asked him why the Co-ed English is so popular. He had no idea until I told him why the Co-ed. So after, several arguments he agreed to talk with the board to shaken up all this institution. So maybe, if you came back, you'll enjoy the Rawley Academy for girl."
She smiled and squeezed his hand.
" Maybe, you know even if I had to be in the preppy and classic girl part, I don't care if we can see each others." she told him with a big smile on her face.
They started to eat and talk about a lot.
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Bella Banks was trying to be ready for her date with her boyfriend Sean. She started to think of him, he was great, hot, caring. He was the perfect boyfriend but sometimes he wasn't Scott. She knew that Scott and her couldn't be anything without talking to her mother.
She didn't want to talk to her again after the last encounter. She debated again when she heard her sister called her, she took her bag and went downstairs.
She greeted her boyfriend and went to the restaurant.
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Meanwhile, Will was on the beach, reading a book, when at the same time, Scott was enjoyed his time with some girl he met the first day.
The latest joined his best friend on the long chair.
" Will, my man, Jessica had a friend that she wants to introduce to you. So, come on!" Scott told him.
" I don't know. I'm good for the moment!" the blond young man answered him.
" Oh, Will I told you, you need to live a little. If you don't come back to The Rawley Academy on the Fall semester, enjoy! So, put the book down and come on!" the short man insisted.
Will laughed out loud and rise from his seat. They run toward the two girls.
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After the restaurant, Jacqueline and Hamilton walked back hand in hand, laughing. When they arrived in the apartment, they went to watch a movie. They were drift off when they went to their respective room.