I know that I just put the first chapter up yesterday buuuuttttt this week I have alot going on cause its my sisters 21st party on Friday. I will add this chapter now, but more than likely I won't update again until at least next Saturday, maybe Sunday.

I know this chapter isn't the best written; but I have never actually had a child so I'm not sure how it all goes. But please just stick with me for a little while....it is my first fanfic :)

This story is told in Bella's point of view unless otherwise stated.

Anyway...enjoy :D

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this story, I just own the plot.

Chapter Two

*6 Months later*

Sitting on the couch I idliy flicked through some channels on the television. To be honest I wasn't really paying much attention to the images that flashed before my eyes. That was until I seen HIS face on one of the channels, I quickly flicked back. Deep down I knew that it was wrong to be so obsessed about him but I couldn't help it. There he was in a picture with a gorgeous blonde girl; and I actually thought before that I had a chance with him. I laughed at how stupid and naive I had been.

Since Edward had left to go to Hollywood he never once tried to contact me. That hurt me alot because we had been such good friends. Now he was going to be famous he didn't care about me. I had tried to contact him after I found out that I was pregnant. It was impossible; his family didn't want to give me his new number saying they thought it was for the best that we didn't talk anymore. So neither Edward or his family ever found out about the child that I was carrying inside me. I had always liked Edward's family and they had always like me; it puzzled me why they didn't want me and him to be friends anymore. Maybe I hurt him more than I realised when I left?? I wish. They must have thought that it was just best if we weren't friends because it would be so hard with him in Hollywood and me here in Ireland.

Sometimes I think that was for the best, I mean since Edward had gone to Hollywood it was like he was totally irresistable to the whole female population. Don't get me wrong, its his life and he can do what he wishes with it but I'd rather my child was not subjected to that. I had secretly been wishing that I would have a little baby boy; but if it was a girl I would be thrilled once the baby was healthy and safe.

Interviewer: So Edward, that picture was taken last week. Care to tell us who the lucky girl is?

Edward smiled and my heart completely melted. I scolded myself at how he still had a hold over me.

Edward: Ah that's just one of my mates from the film I'm working on.

Interviewer: Now come on, we all know that a guy like you wouldn't stay single for long.

Wait a minute, was she flirting with him??

Edward: I'm quite happy being single, at the minute I just want to focus on my career.

Interviewer: Do you not even like anyone?

She looked kind of shocked, I'm not suprised. Edward could have any girl he wanted; he was the envy of the male population of the world.

Edward: I actually I do.....

Suddenly I felt the most horrific pain I have ever felt. My hands instinctively flew to my stomach. I still had 3 and a half weeks left until full term. Panic rushed over me; this couldn't be a good thing.

I wriggled my way over to the other end of the sofa and rang the only guy that I could every truely rely on; my big brother Jasper. He had been there for me all through my pregnancy, and so had his wife Alice. Neither of them knew the truth about the baby's father; as far as they knew it was a guy I worked with and he wanted nothing to do with me or the baby.

Jasper picked up on the second ring.

"Heya Bells" He greeted me.

"Jazz I think I'm gone into labour! OOOWWWW!! It can't come yet Jazz; its too early!!" I cried into the phone as I got another contraction. Suddenly I felt my jogging bottoms...they were wet.

"Bells plese calm down. Getting all panicky will do nothing for the baby"

"My waters just broke!!" I yelled at him.

"Don't move, I will be there in two minutes" I could tell that Jazz was panicking now too.

"Oh yea, because I was just planning on nipping down to the shops!" I said sarcastically as he hung up.

I heaved myself off the sofa and made my way to the front door. I knew that Jasper had keys but I wanted to move about, it didn't feel as bad when I was moving about. I put the door on the latch when I realised that I was wrong, moving didn't help.

"AHHHHHHH" I groaned in pain as I slid down the wall. Never would I forgive Edward for getting me in this state!

"Bells I told you not to move!" Jazz scolded me like I was a child.

I looked up and both Alice and Jazz were looking down at me. To be honest I was in so much pain at the time that I hadn't heard them come in.

"How...you...fast?" was all I could get out; this pain was excrutiationg; I felt like I was being ripped apart from the inside out.

"That don't matter" Jazz said. The pain subsided for now.

"You sould be at work, I can get to the hospital myself. I'm sorry I called you, I panicked"

"Don't be stupid Bells. We fisnished filming ages ago, the film is in post production and I'm not a neccessity in that part of the making. I'm staying"

"OHHHHHHH"

"Another contraction?" Jazz questioned. I glared at him, if looks could kill he would be stone dead.

"Guess so" he muttered, more to himself than to me or Alice.

"Bells honey its going to be fine" that was the first time that Alice had spoke, a very unusally thing for Alice. She was always hyper and bouncing round, but not now. She took my hand and squeezed it lightly, her way of telling me she was there for me.

Before I knew it I was lying on a hospital bed with Alice on one side and Jazz on the other. I couldn't even tell you how I got there; I was concentrating more on the pain and my baby.

"NEVER AGAIN WILL I LET ANY GUY TOUCH ME!!!" I screamed soloud I thought my lungs would burst.

"Just breathe Miss Swan" the nurse advised.

"Really? 'cause I was planning on giving that up for a while" I rolled my eyes. I had been here for like 4 hours, why weren't they taking the baby out of me?? I just wanted this pain to be over.

"OHHHHHHHHH"

Then the nurse called in a doctor, I got a bit worried.

"What's happening?" Alice asked, voicing my thoughts.

"Miss Swan's baby is in distress. But please, try and stay calm"

A doctor then came running into the room.

"Miss Swan when you feel another contraction I need you to push as hard as you can" he ordered me. We didn't have long to wait.

"ARRRGGGHHHH" I yelled as I pushed as if my life depended on it. I must have been squeezing Jazz's hand a little too hard because he suddenly fell in a heap on the floor.

"Useless...OWWWWWW" I pushed once again.

"The baby is crowning. Next time you feel a contraction just pant"

Soon enough after that my baby was introduced into the world; in the meantime Jazz came round and had returned to his earlier position. I felt a moment of complete happiness; I had done it. That moment was short lived as I realised that my baby wasn't crying. The room was silent apart from the hushed whispers of the doctor and nurse in the corner of the room as they leaned over my baby.

I glanced at both Alice and Jasper. They mirroried my expression of worry.

"W-w-what's wrong?? H-he isn't c-c-crying!" I didn't know much about childbirth but one thing I did know was that the baby should be crying, it shouldn't be rushed over to the corner of the room by the doctor and nurse.

"Miss Swan I need you to calm down. We still need to deliever your placenta" the doctor replied matter-of-facty.

"My baby should be crying!! Help it!!!" I growled at the doctor.

"Everything is fine, your baby is fine. He just need some help breathing because he's so premature. But other than that everthing is looking good"

I don't think that I have ever felt so relieved in my whole life. My baby was healthy and safe. It was also what I wanted, a little baby boy. My little bundle of joy. I smiled to myself that it had turned out the way it did.

I would stop at nothing to protect that baby.