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Truth

"Are you guys mad at me?" I questioned

"Who in their right mind wouldn't be mad at you?" Emmett growled.

Jasper glared at him, he wasn't arguing with him.

"All we want is for you to fix what you have done and we all want a relational reason of why you don't want to turn Bella. We all understand that you don't want to do it yourself but, there has to be more then just that. I mean I know how you feel when you're with her and I don't see why you won't change her. I mean really Edward you can't deny to me that the real reason you left is because you truly don't love her."

"I hope I can fix this…" I mumbled to myself.

"I don't know how to say it without sounding completely ridicules…"

"Edward don't give us that crap. We're your brothers everything you say is ridicules to us. All I know is that if you don't start explaining you're going to be going home sore." Jasper growled.

"Jasper calm down, But Edward, Jasper is right though and you KNOW it!" Emmett said

We were already at the clearing now. It was almost dark. It was a calm night. A great night for hunting. I could hear everything that was going on everything including what I was suppose to be talking about with my brothers. I didn't want to do this now. I didn't want to do this ever, I wasn't ready to say anything. I had to make time for me to think.

"Can we talk about this after we eat? I'm hungry I didn't realize how hungry I was till I now. The hunting was bad up there I couldn't ever find anything that appetized me." I hoped they would say yes, I needed time to think.

"Okay, But don't think you are going to get out of it" Emmett said.

I could smell a heard of deer near by. I told the others and they said ok none of us were pleased, Deer where none of our favorites. We all enjoyed bigger animals; they put up more of a fight. The wind shifted and Jasper was hit with the sent of a bear.

"Mmmm, Now THAT smells good!" Jasper said while licking his lips.

He took off. It took Emmett and I a min to realize that he had left; we were still finishing off our deer. By the time we had reached Jasper he had the bear pined to the ground. Emmett and I weren't surprised there, Jasper loves bear it's his favorite. Both me and Emmett were not all that hungry to go off and find our favorite meals so we all shared. Jasper didn't mind if we hadn't helped him he wouldn't have been able to finish the bear off. After we finished we all went and sat down, we couldn't go off running at full speed without letting our food settle.

"So get to explaining." Emmett commanded.

"I know, so what if when I change Bella and she changes other ways too and in ways I don't like? I mean what if she different? What if I don't love her when she's one of us, what if I only love her because she is human?" I confessed.

"What do you mean by different?" Jasper asked confused

"What if her personality changes too? What if I don't like it?"

They looked at each other and started to laugh Jasper was rolling around laughing he was almost crying he was laughing so hard. Only if vampires could cry.

"Shut up! This isn't funny" I said as I whacked him on the arm.

He growled in response for me whacking him in the arm.

"Both of you stop it!" Emmett demanded. "But Edward you have to admit what you just said is funny, And Jasper you went a little over board with it."

"Yes Mom ..." Jasper and I said sarcastically. We both got hit for it

"Now to answer your question Edward! The only thing this is going to change about Bella is what she eats and the way she looks, not like she could get any paler." He chuckled

"You love her Edward you're not going to just stop loving her. You and everyone else knows she's going to become apart of our family, but we don't know when she will. That's up to you." Jasper said.

I can't believe that I even thought about this.

"Thanks guys. You two helped a lot and not to mention Alice's death threats."

"Yup, But we better start heading back before Alice thinks we killed you, but for some reason I don't think that would bother her right now." Jasper snickered.