I Still Love You
Chapter 2: Is that you?
This chapter will have the Winx's kids. I will describe what they look like right at the bottom!
Riven POV
I was sitting on my chair and I was looking out the window. I sighed and leaned my head on my hands. I can't stop thinking about Musa. I know I regret letting her go but it's for the good. I still love her so much and if only she knew the real reason for me breaking up with her. I never stopped loving her. She was my all and she's the most important person in my life; but I let her go. I can't believe I even did that! I know I have a good reason why I did it but I never wanted to do it purposely. It's been over 4 years and 4 months now. I still miss her. Every day It's killing me when I don't see her. She's probably married with a different guy now. She's moved on because of me! I could've been with her forever but now she's probably happy with someone else. I never would've broken up with her if I didn't have a reason for breaking up with her.
My life has been full of regret. I can't believe what I did. I hurt my Musa and even if I do see her someday, I know she'll never forgive me. I haven't seen my friends for 4 years too. They're also upset about me leaving Musa. I live in an apartment in Magix. I have no idea where the others live. They probably live in their own planets and I'm guessing they have children. I've always dreamt that Musa and I would live together and have children. But that's impossible. I can't win her heart back. I love Musa. I need to see her but I don't even know where she is. But no. I can't see her coz when I broke up with her, I promised myself to never see her again. But it's slowly killing me.
I've planned that after I break up with Musa, I need to be a better person. I can't be that arrogant, nasty, hot-headed jerk anymore. I don't want to be. I want to change and if I do see Musa someday, I will show her that I'm a better person now. Now, if only I was still friends with Helia and the others! They would help me with it but now I don't know where they are and they still hate me so I thought of another way. How to be a better person...maybe...I can be a teacher? No! What the hell am I thinking? Riven, the best hero in Red Fountain become a teacher? Well, I could be a professor of Red Fountain but I've already tried that and it's full. But I suppose I can be a teacher to children. It sounds absolutely stupid but it just might work. Maybe working around kids can make me a better and nicer person!
I know I have to do it. And hopefully, I can move on. Musa will always be my first love. And I also keep on thinking about what Musa might be doing now. She's probably the happiest woman alive with another man that makes her happy. She might have kids already. Who knows? Every time I think about that, I regret even more. I let go the most important thing in the world to me. It hurts me inside; I've also become a more emotional person. I let tears escape my eyes. I don't normally cry but I know I have to let it out. I regret it. I regret letting her go. And now I'll never be with her again...but maybe I can change that. I will become a teacher. It might be the only way...
I think I need a walk in the new park in Magix, to think about some stuff.
Musa POV
Today I'm going to Solaria to see Stella and the Winx. I heard that the Specialists excluding Riven are going somewhere around Magix so they're gonna leave their kids at home with us. The Winx have children now and I'm so happy for all of them. They get to marry the men they love and have children with them. I just wish Riven never broke up with me. We could've lived as one happy family! But he just had to ruin that. I think I've moved on from him now. I hate him so much. How could he do this to me?
I'm still the fairy of music and I'm good with my powers. I might consider being a professor in Alfea. The Winx have already chosen other jobs. I was waiting for Melody to get her backpack.
"Mel! Are you done yet sweetie?!" I asked from downstairs. Suddenly, Melody ran down the stairs and came to me with her backpack.
"Ready mommy!" Melody smiled. I smiled too and made a portal. I signalled for Melody to step in and she did. I followed behind her. We came out of the portal and landed on Solaria. It's always been a beautiful place. Stella lives in her palace of course, since she's the princess of Solaria. Brandon lives with her too. We knocked on the palace doors and Stella opened it.
"Stella!" I smiled.
"Musa!" Stella screamed and pulled me for a hug. She hugged me very tightly and then let me go. She's beautiful as always and she was wearing an orange skirt with leggings under them, and a baby pink tank top.
"Oh my god! When was the last time we've seen each other?" Stella wandered.
"Hmm...wasn't it 2 months ago?" I asked. Stella nodded. She knelt down so that she was in level with Melody's eyes.
"Hey honey! Don't you miss auntie Stella?" Stella smiled. Melody grinned and hugged Stella.
"Please do come in but it's a disaster in here!" Stella frowned.
"Why?" I asked. We kept on walking until we reached the main room and boy, was it loud! All of the children were screaming, shouting and running around all over the place! I looked over to my friends and they were having trouble trying to get the kids to be quiet. It was still morning so they didn't want it to be loud.
"Hey!" Stella shouted. "AHEM!"
All of the kids paused and looked at Stella. They knew that Stella's one of the strictest out of the Winx and I guess I kind of come in second!
"Ok thank you! We're gonna sit down together and greet each other since we haven't seen each other in a long time" Stella explained and sat on the sofa. There were lots of sofas so I sat on one with Melody and Aisha sat next to me.
"Musa! I miss you!" Aisha smiled.
"Miss you too!" I replied and gave her a hug. I looked at everybody, trying to recognize some of them. Ever since we graduated from Alfea, we have only seen each other 6 times and the last one was two months ago. I saw Bloom with her son and daughter, Blake and Skylar. Blake is 5 years old and so is Skylar; they are twins. Stella was sat next to Alex, her 4 years old son. Alex was born a day before Melody was born so they Melody and him are pretty much the same age.
Flora was with her 4 years old daughter, Lily, and Tecna was with Jimmy and Tim, her twin sons who are 5 years old. Aisha, who is next to me, is with Aqua, her three years old daughter. They all look adorable and look a lot like their fathers. Even Melody looks a lot like Riven and she sometimes acts like him. Oh my god! I'm meant to forget about him! I don't want to think about him anymore.
"Guys! It's so nice to see you all again!" I grinned.
"Yea! We haven't seen each other in a long time and I miss the Winx club we used to be!" Bloom said.
"And I can't believe we married the specialists! The ones we love the most. Don't you remember the first time I saw Brandon? I was like dreaming about marrying him and my dream came true!" Stella smiled. Everybody laughed and smiled. It's still reminding me of Riven. I was the only one who didn't marry the one I love. I didn't laugh or smile when Stella said that. Instead, I walked out of the room and outside to get some air. I heard Bloom say: "Kids, how about you guys play with your toys while we go outside to see Musa?"
I hate thinking about Riven. He's hurt me so much. Al the girls are happy except me. Yes, I'm happy to have Melody but I also want to have a husband too. I need one and Riven's the only one love. I felt tears escaping my eyes but I tried to hold it back. I've cried too many times for that worthless idiot. I started to sob and whimper.
"Oh my god Musa! I'm soooo sorry! I didn't mean it I swear!" Stella said and came up behind me.
"I-It's okay Stell..." I sobbed. The girls came as well and they had worried looks on their faces. They were really concerned about me and I don't want them to be. I'm perfectly fine!
"Musa...are you okay sweetie?" Flora asked.
"Y-yea" I stammered. Flora and the others hugged me so it comforted me a bit.
"I honestly forgot Musa" Stella frowned. I managed to give her a small smile.
"I just hate that...jerk! How can he do this to me?!" I cried.
"Aww Musa...forget about that idiot. He never deserved you anyway. Stop thinking about him coz he's not worth thinking for" Bloom explained and rubbed my back a bit.
"You know what? You need to move on! Find a better man than him!" Stella said. The others nodded.
"But I...miss him! I miss him so much. I don't even know where he is!" I cried.
"You need to forget about him Musa. He hurt you so much" Bloom frowned. I nodded.
"L-lets go b-b-back i-inside" I stuttered and walked away from them.
"You sure your gonna be ok?" Tecna asked. I nodded again. I sat on the couch and looked at the kids. I giggled when I saw them. I guess they can easily cheer me up. Melody was with Alex, Lily and Blake. The other four was a bit far away from them. I think I need I walk alone. I've always wanted to go to that park in Magix. I guess I could go there now but what about Melody?
"Girls, I think I need a walk in the park in Magix...alone" I said.
"What? You haven't been in Magix for about 2 years?" Bloom said.
"That's why I need to go there. I just want alone time. Can you please take care of Melody for an hour?" I asked. The girls nodded.
"Of course darling. I know you need to have some alone time. Be careful okay?" Stella smiled.
"Yes Stell. Melody, I'm gonna go somewhere for an hour so see you later kay?" I told Melody. Melody ran to me and gave me a hug.
"Ok mommy"
I then opened a portal and walked through it. Magix was pretty much the same. It's a nice planet. I'm actually considering moving to Magix. There's a fantastic school here and it's a brilliant place to live in. Alfea is also here so I can be a professor! Why not? I think I want to move to Magix when Melody turns 5 years old coz that's when she starts going to school. She'll have to go to Magix primary school. I'm sure she'll love it here. I walked in the park. It was quite sunny a but a little windy. I sat on a bench just to think things through.
Melody always asks if she has a dad or not. I feel guilty. She deserves a dad who cares and loves her. But who would want to be with me? Yea sure, lots of people call me beautiful, nice and smart but am I still all of that? That was four years ago. I sighed and closed my eyes. Oh Riven... I miss you so much. Why did you do this to me? I thought he loves me... but he never loved me. All of the times we spent together was full of lies.
"Musa!" I heard a man shout. I was too lost in my thoughts that I didn't even recognise the voice.
"Musa!" I heard the man repeat. I looked to my left and saw a man walking towards me with a grin on his face. Oh my god? Is it him?
"Who are you?" I asked when the man sat next to me. He's tall, his hairstyle is exactly like Brandon's, and his hair is dark magenta.
"It's me, Jordan!" he smiled.
"Jordan?" I said, surprised. "Oh my god, is it really you?!"
Jordan nodded. Oh my god! It's my best friend! I've known him when I was about 12 years old. But then I had to move so we haven't seen each other in 10 years! It's been a very long time. I didn't even recognize him.
"Aww Jordan! It's been a long time!" I smiled and wrapped my arms around him for a hug. He hugged me too.
"How did you recognise me?" I asked.
"Well how can I forget? You still have that beautiful face that I can never forget" Jordan grinned and touched my cheek with his hand. I blushed.
"Oh and I still remember that time when you asked me out when we were twelve" I laughed.
"Yea and you accepted" Jordan said.
"Well how have you been all these years?" I questioned.
"I'm okay but I did miss you when you moved. I've just broke up with my girlfriend " Jordan frowned. "What about you?"
"Well...my boyfriend broke up with me 4 years ago and I found out that I was pregnant a few days after that. I can't tell him that coz he left and I don't want to be with him anyway. he broke my heart" I said, my voice getting weaker by every word.
"Aww Musa...it's okay" Jordan soothed and hugged me. He kissed my forehead and lifted my chin up.
"So are you looking for a man?" Jordan asked.
"Well...my daughter, Melody, does want a father but she only wants her real father. She never even met her real father" I frowned.
"Hey it's okay" Jordan whispered.
"It's so nice to see you again but I have to go now. Melody's waiting for me. I hope I can see you again" I smiled.
"Yes Muse. I'll see you around" Jordan said and gave me a quick peck on the cheek.
"Ok bye" I smiled.
Riven POV
I was walking in the park looking around. I thought about Musa. God, I miss her so much. I wish I never broke up with her. Now I don't know where she is. She could be anywhere in this magical dimension! I was just looking around until my eyes froze. There, sitting on a bench was... Musa!
I hope you liked it! Sorry if it's very boring at the moment but I promise it'll get more exciting soon! What will happen after Riven sees Musa? Does he go to her after 4 years of not seeing each other? Find out soon! Melody is gonna meet Riven soon but will she know that he's her father?
Please review so that I can post the next chapter soon. Thanks for reading!
Musa and Riven's daughter:
Melody – She has Magenta hair (That's exactly the same colour as Riven's), that's in long pigtails. She has light blue eyes that are lighter than Musa's eyes. She is 4 years old.
Stella and Brandon's son:
Alex – He has short brown hair that is a bit lighter than Brandon's and he has golden eyes like Stella's eyes. He is also 4 years old and he was born a day before Melody was born.
Flora and Helia's daughter:
Lily – She has long dark brown hair and her skin is like Flora's. Her eyes are green. She is 4 years old.
Bloom and Sky's twin son and daughter:
Blake – He has red hair like Bloom's hair and he has blue eyes. He's 5 years old.
Skylar – She has long blonde hair like Sky's and she has blue eyes that kinda looks green. She's the same age as her twin brother.
Aisha and Nabu's daughter:
Aqua – Her hair is curly, long, and it's brown. She has violet/turquoise eyes and her skin is slightly lighter than Aisha's. She's 3 years old.
Tecna and Timmy's twin sons:
Jimmy – He has ginger hair that looks like Timmy's hair. He has turquoise eyes and he's 5 years old.
Tim – He has ginger hair that has a bit of light purple hair in it. His eyes are green and he's also 5 years old like his twin brother.