"Eto, Gray-san?", Juvia said. I was lost in thought that I didn't notice her calling me.

"Gray-san?", as she was calling me for the I don't know time, I look at her and didn't notice that her face was so near to mine that I almost panic and fall of my chair. "What is it?" I said. Fixing my clothes and sitting properly again, as if to hide my shocked expression. That was closed. Dammit.

"Are you okay Gray-san, your face was red?", Juvia said sounding super concerned.

"I'm fine, that's just your imagination. So what is it?", I said. Did my face really turned red. No way it is. That was her imagination.

"Juvia wants to asks Gray-san about Natsu-sama...", She said in a really low voice.

"Huh?" Was all that I could reply while I was raising my eyebrow.

"Juvia...Juvia wants to know if Natsu-sama and Lucy-san is dating?" she said, while her face turned red after every words.

"Juvia always sees Gray-san around Natsu-sama so Juvia thinks Gray-san would know", she added after.

I don't know If I should tell her that those two are dating. Wait, why would she not know this when she was stalking him?...

Ah,right they were fighting last week that they would be often saw together and that's also the reason why I hang out with Natsu and got the wrong idea. F***. Should I tell her? What would happen if I told her they are? What is she going do? Sigh, but I need to tell her the truth, no use in lying. As I was thinking about this, Loki was looking at us, the moment he saw me looked at him, he started grinning at me, and after a few moments, Loki opened his mouth saying "Are you dating dream girl now?" in his mouth. Which truly annoys me. That without thinking I shouted "No way!".

"Really?", Juvia said holding my right hand while looking at me with sparkling eyes. F***. I can't think straight. With her holding my hand and her face super near mine with those sparkling eyes. I said, "Yeah, yeah" weakly, as I put my hand in my face.

She was so happy. That I actually felt guilty about this.

"So Lucy-san is Juvia's love rival, Gray-san will you help Juvia out?",She said, looking ready to fight. So I wasn't really wrong, she did say love rival at that time...

Help her out. No way. Shit, but this is actually my fault I have to take responsibility. And she's still holding my hand. How the hell am I supposed to say no. I'm really gonna curse you Loki, you playboy.

"Fine", I said. Looking at the side. I can't really look at her now.

"Err, my hand, can you let go now", I said while looking at the side. I heard her say "Oh, Juvia is sorry". Sigh. What should I do now. I really messed up.

"Juvia will confess to Natsu-sama now, so help Juvia to have that opportunity.", She said after a few seconds, in which I froze at my seat. I'm really screwed.

"Don't you think its too early.", I said hesitating.

"Juvia would like to declare Juvia's love for Natsu-sama as soon as possible." she replied.

That was how our conversation ended last month. She was so happy that time, that I didn't tell her the truth, it was my fault so I'm doing everything I can so that Juvia doesn't have a chance to confess to Natsu. She actually get mad at me for not doing what I said since I accepted helping her out. I actually thought of telling her that they we're actually going out, but unluckily, I can't get an opportunity. F***ingtastic.

So as for now my focus is to not let her confess to Natsu and so I can tell her that they are actually going out.

But for F***'s sake. Today I didn't prevent that from happening.

As I looking for Juvia, for my mission of telling her the actual truth what I saw was a scene that I really want to prevent.

The two of them, Natsu and Juvia standing there talking to each other. At a spot which is really popular for confessing to someone you like. How would I know? Loki got called on and confessed to by a lot of girls there.

The moment I got there Natsu was the one who's talking, so I can conclude that Juvia had already confessed. I'm screwed.

"I'm going out with Lucy." Natsu said. Shit. I automatically hide as I hear Natsu say that.

"Juvia is confused. When did you start dating Lucy-san?", Juvia asked.

"We were dating for almost a year now. I really loved Lucy", Natsu replied happily.

after a minute of silence. Juvia spoke.

"Juvia is happy for you.", Juvia said. Smiling brightly. I thought she would cry and get mad. But she actually said that. I somehow felt a bit of relief that she didn't cry. Maybe she doesn't really love Natsu.

"I gotta go, Lucy is waiting for me", Natsu said while waving his hands sprinting to the building. As Natsu was out of sight. Rain suddenly fall.

I was still observing Juvia who's not moving on that spot. She was frozen there and really soaking now. Is she crying? Should I talk to her. She suddenly shift her head to my location. She was looking at me, and I can clearly see tears, I can see that she was crying. That was not because of the rain. Yeah. She was definitely crying. The relief that I feel was now no where to be found. I really did it. Shit. Upon seconds of looking at each other, she wipe her eyes and started to run. I thought I'd run after her. But I didn't.

AN: Thank you for reading.

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