Hey everyone, just wanted to thank everyone for thier reviews, I wasnt so sure if I was going to carry on writing it, but with the reviews and thanks to my sisters idea, (OlsenBaby) I decided to write another chapter, I hope you all like this chap, please read and review, but be nice :-D
anyway here is the next chapter Njoy
Tracy
LOGAN
Blue,
So lonesome for you,
why can't you be blue over me
Blue,
oh, lonesome for you
tears fill my eye till I can't see
I slowly opened my eyes, but just as they opened I closed them again, groaning as my head started throbbing, I tried to move, but my whole body was sore, I knew it was a mixture of the Jack Daniels last night and the uncomfortable position on the chair, I looked down and saw I still had the picture of me and Ace in my hand, I stood up and went to put it away before Mandy saw it, as I walked out of the spare room, she walked through the door with two cups of coffee,
"Morning baby" she said, in her high pitched voice, at that moment I wanted to strangle her,
"Hi" I grummbled then walked towards the bathroom not even taking my coffee, I waited until the bath tempreture was right, and climbed into a steaming hot bath, it felt so relaxing, as I lay thier my mind started drifting back to her ...
I remembered the day that she stormed into my dorm room and said we couldn't see each other anymore because she couldnt do the whole "open" relashionship, I knew in that instant, I had to make us an official couple, I couldn't risk losing her, not my Ace, so I told her that I wouldn't see any other girl again, that it was going to be her and only her, she wanted to belive me. I knew that, but I also knew she was scared, I was also scared, I had never felt this way about anyone in my life, My whole reputation was that I was "Yale's playboy" but that changed the minute Ace walked into my life, and I knew then I would never feel this again,
Since we broke up, I tried to get back that feeling, but the only person who has ever and will ever make me feel like i'm flying so high (while being sober) is Ace,
"Logan ... Colin is on the phone" Mandy called from the door, I got out the bath and phoned him back.
TRISTAN
I walked back into my apartment and sighed, Had I just walked out of Vannessa's place, I thought shocked at myself, I had no idea what happened to me this morning, but I realised I wanted more then just One Stands, I wanted what everyone on the street in New York had, I wanted that special somebody, I decided that day to stay home and relax that was something I hadn't done in a long time, was spend some time by self,
RORY
I lay on my bed later that afternoon, I couldn't take it, looking through all his things, I felt chilly so I dug in the box looking for something of his I knew I still had, and then smiled when I found it, Logan's Yale sweeter pulling it out of the box, I drew it up against my chest and smelt it, but unfortunately it smelt of the attic and not Logan anymore, I put it on and went to sleep with Logan and all our good times turning around in my head.
3 o Clock in the morning
here I am
sitting here so lonely
so lonesome I could cry
Blue
oh so lonesome for you
why can't you be blue over me
LOGAN
Mandy and I decided to hit this club just down the road from the beach house,
"I'm going to get a drink" I told her heading straight for the bar, I could hear her sigh
"Fine, then I'll go find someone to dance with" she snapped at me as she strutterd to the dance floor,
"Jack Daniels straight up" I told the bartender, he nodded then a few minutes handed me the alochol, I smiled slightly remembering the night that Colin, Finn and I got drunk, I was going with my dad on a business trip the next day, and we went out with Ace,
"I gotta appoligise to the folk singer, I hurt her feelings" I told Ace, as I pushed passed her and walked to the gate, no-one came so I started banging on it,
"Logan, we have to go, they closed" Rory remined me,
"But I hurt her feelings" I said,
"Well she is a folk singer, I'm sure she is used to people hurting her feelings" Rory pointed out while helping me into the car,
Everytime I thought of her, I had to drink even more, to get the pain away, it was a few days later that we got into that fight about Jess that almost ended it, but I was lucky that time she took me back, not like now.
TRISTAN
I was relaxing nicely when my one friend Dylan called me up,
"Yo Tris ... get your ass to cabanna, its pumping here" he shouted over the sound of the music, I sighed
"Nah, its cool, i'm not really up to it tonight" I told him
"you cannot bail on me dude, plus the Babes are HOT" he said as I heard him give a cat whistle, I smiled to myself, maybe this is the way to meet that girl of my dreams,
"Okay dude, give me 10" I told him then hung up and headed towards the bathroom to get ready, 5 minutes later I was out of the house and on my way to Cabanna.
RORY
I walked around my flat a few time that night, bored out of my mind, I checked the time and saw it was only 9:30pm, it was too early to go to bed, so I got dressed and headed out to a bar, I wasn't a big drinker but I figured that it would probably be a good way to meet new people. I wondered around for a while, unitl I found a cute little bar called Barneys I headed inside to find it packed, but made my way towards the bar tender,
"Can I help you" he asked as I sat at the bar
"coke please" I said, he smiled and poured me a coke,
"here ya go ma'am" he said, I thanked him and looked around a bit,
Now that its over
I realised
those weak words you whispered
were nothing but lies
Blue
Oh so lonesome for you
why can't you be blue over me
why can't you be blue over me
LOGAN
"its time to go home" Mandy told me later that night, I looked at her and laughed
"home, not now, I want more drinks" I said, pushing her away and heading back to the bar
"No, Logan" she said, getting angry, as she grabbed my arm,
"fine" I snapped, as I tried to walk out of the bar, we got home and I went straight for my dad's bar, she was still in my head, that meant I hadn't had enough to drink yet,
"Logan, whats going on" Mandy asked as she came outside, I sat on the chair and downed half the bottle, I had no idea what I was drinking, but all I cared about was if it felt stop my breaking heart.
"Nothing, Just go to bed" I whispered to her
the next time I looked at my watch I saw it was 3:30, I got up and made my way to bed, I had to stop drinking, but the problem was, I didnt know how.
TRISTAN
I got to Cabanna a few minutes later, as I crossed the bodyguard I showed him my VIP pass and he let me in, then I went in search of my best friend,
"YO Tris, over here" I heard someone call, I turned around and saw the usual group,
"Welcome to our boys night out" Shaun said with a grin, I laughed at him,
"freedom," Kyle shouted as he lifted his glass. After a while the scene died and we headed to our favorite pub in New York, Barneys We walked to the pub, it was just a few blocks away, it was busy tonight but we headed in and straight to a table in the back, the waitress came and took our orders.
"Mmmm check that out" Mike said, staring at a girl at the bar,
"Watch and learn gentlemen" he said, as he got up and headed towards the bar,
RORY
I was getting ready to leave, the whole night I had nothing but drunk guys hitting on me, thats what you get for coming to a club on your own I thought to myself,
"Do you have $1" this guy asked me, I looked at him strange, you could smell the alochol miles away,
"Uh no sorry I don't" I told him, he grinned at me and I felt sick, I knew what was coming next
"Damn, thats a pity, I was going to phone heaven and inform them that they lost an angel" he said, in normal circumstanses I would have laughed, but right now I was discusted.
"Did you really think that line would work" I asked him, he grinned
"It was worth a try' he said, then walked back to his group of friends, who were now in hysterical laughter after seeing him fail
TRISTAN
I watched as Mike walked up to the girl at the bar and hit on her, not even 5 minutes later he was on his way back, we all laughed, though not surprised in the least,
"Let Tristan show how its done, you'r good with the ladies" Dylan joked, taking another gulp of his beer,
"Fine" I said getting up and walking towards her, but as I got closer she looked more and more familar,
thats when I realised who she was and stopped dead in my tracks, after all these years was she really sitting infront of me, it just couldnt be her,
"Mary" I whispered obviously louder then I thought, she turned around and I looked into the eyes of Rory Gilmore,
A/N:
Sorry this chapter is so short, I've got big surprises in store for you all but just to let ya all know this is going to be ROGAN, but its going to take a while to get there, anther thing is, I was wonder what ya guys think of "Tristan and Paris" I know she was always totally crazy over Tristan when they were in Chilton, or do you want "Paris and Dole" let me know what ya'll think, Please read and review.
the song I used is "Blue" by Leann Rimes
lots of lvoe
Tracy