A/N: I seriously just love this story. I hope whoever see's this, appreciates Bonnie living, making mistakes, and being appreciated for once.
Stefan's Diary Chapter 2: Dirty Little Witch 10/20/2018
Bonnie tossed and turned in the bed all night. Starting her day out, making out with her best friend's boyfriend to leading on one of her best friend's by snogging with him on his living room couch was not what she had planned.
She couldn't believe she left Matt's house without letting him know that they could never be more than best friends. It was the first time ever she didn't have the moxie to stand up to a man and be truthful, but having Damon perform oral sex on her surpassed the heartache she felt over Jeremy cheating to the fact she may have created a stalker in her best friend Matt.
Bonnie's cell phone rang and vibrated loudly on top of her nightstand. She gripped her chest and screamed out as her phone pulsated across the table, startling the life out of her. After the initial shock of the still quietness of her home being interrupted by modern technology, she hurriedly grabbed her phone to see who was calling her.
Please be Damon, her mind whispered; her spirits begin to lift with the belief that it could be Damon calling her. She turned over her phone and frowned when she saw that it was Matt calling her, yet again. She started blasting herself internally for not telling him before she left his house that afternoon that she had no intentions of coming back to hang out and make out with him.
She fell roughly back down to her bed and blindly fumbled to place her cellphone back down on her nightstand, letting his call go to voicemail. Bonnie's heart fell to her stomach and a sadness covered her.
Damon had let fourteen long hours go by and didn't even call to check on her. She was devastated. She thought surely that he, the one who had fought the hardest out of all her friends, and boyfriend, to bring her back to life, would think enough of her to at least text after practically professing he wanted her and after performing the best oral sex on her that she believed could ever be performed on a woman.
She knew for sure that he would recall how they died together after bringing back all their deceased friends from the other side. She thought that it would at least warrant her a one-minute phone conversation for him to simply say goodnight.
She was so sure that the bond they shared, formed from nights up trying to outwit Kai Parker so that they could return home to their love ones, would compel Damon Salvatore to at least stop her from walking out his door, and perhaps even resolving things right then and there in his living room where he performed mind blowing oral sex on her.
…and if all those things couldn't induce him to call her, then without a doubt the four long weeks they spent bonding in the prison world should have. That most glorious month (and sometimes the most horrific because of their unwanted guest) should have made Damon hop in his car and drive over to her. Damon's time with Bonnie should've made him want to hold her in his arms and tell her that he was sorry for complicating their already very serious and profound relationship.
Their time together should've made him want to make her pancakes to ease her pain, but alas, Bonnie had to accept that Damon wasn't going to leave Elena. She had to accept that he didn't care enough about their friendship to make things right.
She'd never imagine while grocery shopping, making suicide pacts, eating pancakes together, and simply getting to know Damon better that he would turn out to be a selfish creep that wanted his cake and to eat it, too. She believed him to be loyal and honest, but regrettably, he wasn't that guy that she had hope for back in the prison world; now, that hope was beginning to fade.
Bonnie went from extremely wrecked to completely enraged with her best friend turned somewhat lover all at once. She angrily swung her feet off the bed and turned on her lamp light. She furiously fisted her bed sheets, enraged. The lights in her room began to flicker. Damon Salvatore did this to her. He ignited this passion that now blazed inside of her, and it felt mind-bogglingly and painfully good to her.
Kai was right, Damon was the key to her magic.
She yanked her sights to the curtains in her room after hearing pecking sounds against her window.
"Damon," she whispered. The happiness that she had lost soon found its way back to her heart and the light had returned to her eyes as her lips revealed a twinkle of pearly whites that turned into a dazzling glow. She vaulted from the bed, pushed the drapes aside, and opened the window with a flick of her wrist with magic in desperation to see who was outside her home.
She stuck her head out the window, still wearing her beautiful smile only to see a monster standing outside her window.
"Bonnie! You miss me?" Kai Parker chimed in a silvery voice.
"No!" she gasped.
"Yes!" he shot back.
"NO! NO!" she screamed lividly and then violently hit the window seal, hurting her fragile little beautiful balled up fist. "Ouch," she uttered, but didn't let on that she hurt herself. "What the fuck are you doing here? You, fucking psycho! How did you get out?"
"Oh Bonnie, you're so cute, but don't you know me by now?"
"I know that you're a sick fuck!"
"Yes, this is true." He gave a conceited grin.
"Why are you here?" she bit back, displeased.
"You left me Bonnie. You and your little boyfriend."
"Damon is not my boyfriend!"
"Frankly my darling, I don't give a damn what he is to you, but we made a pact, and you left me there." Kai went from ecstatic to acrimonious in a heartbeat.
"I never alluded to the fact that I was going to help you escape. I thought I made my stance on that perfectly clear when I tried to kill you," she recapped through clenched teeth.
He glowered at her. "You're a real bitch. You know that?"
Her jaw dropped, and her heated gaze intensified. "Fuck you!" she susurrated.
"No, fuck you Bonnie Bennett! All I wanted was to escape my personal hell, kill my family, and take back what was rightfully MINE!"
She evilly smirked. "Your family doesn't live here—Kai. Oh, but wait, you don't have magic. You're useless, just like back in ninety-four," she said cruelly and raced him a self-righteous guise.
Kai smiled evilly back at Bonnie and before she knew it, she was flying across her bedroom along with chards of glass from her window. She hit the ground with a resounding thud.
She groaned as she timidly wiggled about the floor and squinted her eyes due to the loud ringing in her ears. She slowly rose. She got to her knees and wobbled as she got to her feet as the blow took a lot out of her. She dragged herself over to the window to find that Kai was gone.
In a rush, Bonnie put on her combat boots and her cardigan. She was still out of it, but she found the strength to keep going, she had to stop Kai Parker before he killed someone. She ran out of the house to the middle of her street, and fitfully searched her surroundings.
She closed her eyes, held out a hand, and said a quick incantation. She was determined to find Kai, so she made up her own spell to locate him. She wasn't sure if her spell would work, but her need and pure determination fueled her power and it allowed her to reign supreme.
After a few minutes of chanting, Bonnie's magic revealed to her where Kai was pinpointed. He had escaped to the woods near her home. She slowly peeled open her eyelids, as a cocky grin skulked across her face.
She took off in the direction that was shown to her. She ran hard and fast, tree limbs slapped across her face, gashing, and bruising her along the way, but she didn't let that stop her.
She finally made it to the clearing. Where she ended up in the forest was hauntingly beautiful as the moonlight shone down on the spot like a halo. She walked around the clearing, hearing nothing but insects and small tree limbs breaking under the weight of her footsteps. An owl hooted in the distance. She raised a brow incredulously at the forbidding occurrence, during such an eerie, and terrifying moment as this one.
She whirled her head around to the sound of hands clapping.
"Look at you. My, how we've grown. Seems like only yesterday that you were only able to make a single candle flicker, and now look at you. You can locate a person without needing something of theirs to help you find them," he explained in a sinister voice.
"What do you want from me?"
"Mmm." He pressed a finger to his lips and cut his eyes up to the heavens, wearing a meditative expression. "Maybe I want to sit by a campfire and sing Kum Ba Yah," he said in a honeyed voice. "…or maybe I want to syphon your magic." He sent her a more serious gaze.
"I won't let you," she said worriedly.
He flashed her an evil and ravenous gaze. She stared him deep in the eyes. She didn't back down from their heated standoff.
Kai began to slowly circle Bonnie. She mimicked him. "Why are you doing this?"
"…because I can," he said, his voice deeper than usual.
In a blink, he turned into vapor. He spun over to Bonnie, carrying her in his ominous black cloud. He pinned her to a tree with his hand to her throat.
"Ugh," Bonnie grunted. She tried to use her power against him. He was siphoning her magic. "No!" she cried out. He looked deeply into the green of her frightened pupils when a very different feeling from hatred, anger, or jealousy for Bonnie Bennett overcame him.
Whilst Kai was wrestling with a plethora of emotions for Bonnie, she was thinking about Damon. She wished with all her heart that he was there. She knew that Damon would kill Kai if he saw what he was doing to her, but regrettably, she gave up her wishful thinking about what Damon would or would not do, regarding her.
In this horrific moment, Bonnie Bennett unfortunately felt that along with her powers, Kai was siphoning away her zest for life, and her will to fight. Her brain volleyed back and forth with whether or not she'd rather have Kai suck the life out of her than live in a world where she couldn't be with the man that was unequivocally right for her, or buck up and fight, because there had to be something… something that was worth living for.
She had a hard time remembering through the pain of seemingly unrequited love and desire, what exactly that was.
She closed her eyes as she became weaker, but ironically it wasn't because of the loss of magic, it was because of soft lips that kept brushing and pushing into hers. Her eyes popped open. She was enraged by the fact that Kai had the audacity to kiss her, knowing how much she hated him.
"Mmm," she moaned irately against his lips, then shoved Kai off her once remembering it was him, and not the one she truly desired. "Get off me!" she shrieked and then used her magic to toss him across the clearing, but Kai was a master of trickery and spells. He halted himself mid-air and lowered himself to the ground. He whirled back over to Bonnie, again, pinning her against the tree by the neck, but this time he was gentler.
"You don't want to kiss me. How about him," he said, and before her eyes, he morphed into Damon Salvatore.
She was astounded. Her breath hitched as she gazed at what was now Damon's face.
"You love him, don't you?" he asked, using Damon's voice.
"No," she answered in a soft, quavering voice.
"…so, you won't mind if I kill him?" he replied in an appealing tone. Her center began to throb and moisten at hearing Damon's voice escape this master of illusions lips.
"I won't let you hurt him," she warned.
"I stopped by the boarding house tonight before coming here. I was so close to ripping out Damon's heart, but you know what kept me from killing him?"
Bonnie didn't want to play Kai's game anymore, but curiosity had gotten the better of her.
"What?" she asked hesitantly.
"He kept murmuring on and on about you, talking to himself like a drunken idiot about how good you tasted on his lips. How much he cares about you. How he doesn't want to hurt you. How he ruined your friendship. Blah, blah, blah, blah, fucking blah."
"He said that about me?" she questioned with a glowing smile. She had forgotten all about the monster she was engaging in conversation with.
Kai scowled at her. He was jealous of how Damon brought the light back to her eyes. "Yes, he said all of that about you, right before he and Elena pledged their undying and revolting love to each other once again, then they fucked each other's brains out. You'll always come second to Elena, Bonnie. Always!" he said in a taut and menacing voice.
"Go fuck yourself," she shouted, incensed.
Kai's face twisted, showing his disdain for her disrespectful attitude after he had been gracious enough to communicate with her about her beloved Damon.
He morphed back into his own flesh, then planted another sopping wet kiss on her lips.
"You, fucking bastard!" she angrily spat and then lunged at Kai, knocking him to the ground.
She quickly straddled him, wrapped her hands around his throat, and squeezed as tightly as she could.
Kai had never been so turned on in his life. He quickly rolled her over onto her back and pinned her to the ground.
They look intently and furiously into each other's eyes, and as she beheld him, she recalled how jealous Damon was when Kai flirted with her. She imagined how angry Damon would be if he knew she had sex with Kai Parker. She outwardly smiled as the devious thought rolled around in her head. Kai seeing her smile took this as a good sign. He crashed his lips back onto hers, and surprisingly, she reciprocated.
Their smooch quickly turned hot and heavy. Kai broke away from the kiss, and he ripped open Bonnie's gown, revealing her heaving bosom. He greedily sucked and tugged at her nipples while she zealously massaged his back and ran her fingers through his hair, pulling him in as he cleaved to her breasts. She enjoyed the feeling of his warm mouth and even warmer tongue against her breasts and nipples as he rained sensuous kisses all over them.
Kai quickly stood, removing his clothes. Only twice in his life had he touched a woman in this way. He wanted to feel Bonnie's body pressed against his. While Kai removed his clothes, Bonnie removed her sweater and now shredded night gown, and intently watched Kai. He kneeled between her legs and hovered over her.
He rubbed her taut abdomen and worked his hands down to her panties. He wondered for a fleeting moment why she had not removed them. He suddenly feared that he wouldn't have Bonnie Bennett the way he'd desired since the moment he had laid eyes on her.
For some odd reason, Bonnie felt particularly frisky. Seeing how thirsty Kai was for her was a major turn on. She slinked her hand down into her panties and twirled her finger around her precious nub.
He swallowed nervously, and grabbed her panties, first dragging them down, then ripping them off her like wrapping paper.
An exaggerated grunt escaped her lips at the action.
He snatched her up off the ground, sat her on his lap, and feverishly kissed her.
"Yes," he moaned lowly as her tiny body shrouded his. He enfolded her into his strong arms and ardently massaged her fiery skin. She wrapped her arms around his neck as she kissed him deeply and sucked on his lips.
Many thoughts were coursing through her mind. "What the fuck are you doing? This is Kai Parker," she silently, yet vehemently, scolded herself.
He roughly fisted her hair and tugged at her head, exposing her neck. He kissed her feverishly over her neck, then slowly trailed his tongue up, from her collar bone to her chin. She was in a state of pure bliss, until she felt the sharp, radiating pain of Kai's teeth biting into her shoulder.
She loudly whimpered, then slapped him across the face several times. Her blows would surely leave him red. "That's it, you bitch," he playfully taunted.
"Fuck you, sick bastard," she jeered back.
She fisted his hair, yanked on his head, and tried to kiss him. He lightly tugged her head away from his mouth, causing her lips to lightly brush against his.
The twitching in Kai's dick had become, too much to bear as Bonnie's breath blew into his mouth, and her lips softly brushed over his.
With a gentle thrust of his hips, he slid the rounded tip of his dick over her throbbing clit. She lamented as she planted her feet on the ground and lightly ground against the head of his cock, driving him mad with lust.
"I can't believe this is happening," he mumbled and then let out a flabbergasted chortle.
She wrapped her arms around his neck and unrestrainedly rubbed her fingers through his soft hair. She cradled his face to her chest as she finally slid down onto his naked cock.
"Please don't get me pregnant," she whispered into his ear.
"You shouldn't be so irresponsible Bonnie Bennett," he whispered in a low, husky voice and then chuckled.
Bonnie pushed herself fully down onto him. "Guahh," she gasps as his girth stretched and filled her. "Mmm, ooh," she moaned once Kai was balls deep inside her. She slowly slid up and down his hardness, but the pent-up sexual frustration that had been building since Kai first saw Bonnie, was too much. He wanted her far too badly to take things slow and easy.
He firmly gripped Bonnie by her tiny waist and began to bounce her on top of him with vigor.
She called him every obscenity as she scratched and marked up his back and bit into his cheek and shoulders.
He yelled out and roughly pulled at her hair. He palmed her ass and bounced her even more quickly on top of him.
"This pussy is so good. You, fucking bitch," he seriously whispered.
A cocky leer crossed her lips. "
What about me? What about my dick?" he heavily panted. He was like a little boy, seeking approval.
"Oh God, this dick is so good, stupid fucking idiot," she breathlessly mumbled.
Kai let out an elated chuckle.
"Here I come. Let me put a baby in you. Please," he madly pleaded.
"No! No!" she retorted hysterically and then gave him an aneurysm.
He cried out as he tilted his head back to the heavens. The pain almost halted his momentum, but he wasn't going to go down without a fight. He began to syphon her magic as he vigorously lifted and lowered her onto his hardened cock.
"Ah fuck, ah fuck," they chanted in unison as his magic caused her juices to profusely pour from her and her tight pussy to throb around his pulsating dick. They laughed madly into each other's necks as she tightened her grip around him.
He quickly repositioned their bodies to place Bonnie on the ground with her secured tightly in his arms. He pumped her throbbing snatch a few more times and then jerked himself out of her. He grabbed ahold of his cock and pumped his juices onto her perfect stomach. She laid on the ground, sated. Kai oh'd and ah'd as his white liquid splattered across her perfect tawny skin.
Bonnie immediately began to feel guilty about fucking Kai, about fucking the guy who tried to kill Damon to reignite her magic. The guy who tried more than once to steal her magic. The monster who shot her with an arrow to keep her and Damon from escaping the prison world, but they did escape Kai's evil clutches that night, only for her to end up months later with Kai between her legs, shooting his cum out, and all over her torso.
Bonnie wanted to cry. At first, she wanted to hurt Damon, but now that she had gone through with her diabolical plan—she hated herself. She closed her eyes and her lips began to quiver.
Kai released his now limp penis. He looked down at Bonnie with a simultaneously happy and sad expression. He laid down next to her, gently wiped his semen from her stomach and chest with his t-shirt, covered her with his jacket, and then laid his arm over her front.
"I won't tell Damon about this."
"Yes you will," she gently sobbed.
"No, I won't, not even out of spite or anger, but promise you won't stand in my way of doing what I came here to do," he said genuinely.
"I can't let you kill innocent people Kai."
"You have no control over what my coven does, Bonnie. For once, will you think about yourself? I don't want to kill you, Bonnie, but I will if you stand in my way. Don't get in the way of me and my family squabble."
Bonnie looked at Kai, the only thing she heard was "think about yourself for once." Ironically, she didn't care about anything else he said after those words.
"I need to think about myself for once," she whispered.
"Exactly," kai agreed. He placed a chaste kiss on her lips as she gazed up at the moon, thinking about what he had said. She was so absorbed in what Kai said to her and her thoughts of Damon that she didn't notice that Kai had left her without so much as a goodbye.
She hurriedly sat up and fitfully looked around for any remnants of him.
"Kai!" she loudly called.
He peered through the bushes several yards away from her. "Goodbye, Bonnie. Until we meet again." He smiled and then disappeared into the dark of the night.