Disclaimer: I own the story plot but not Gakuen Alice.

Author's Note: Mikan is talking to Natsume here, like a letter maybe? I used the characters to portray the person who really had this love story. So expect OOCness of the character :D

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Chapter 2: How I Gave My Life to You

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After telling everyone that I am yours, we always do chat using yahoo messenger. We get to know each other, we tell stories about ourselves, we open up our problems, and many more. I learned that you don't have a girlfriend, and you broke up with her over a year. You told me your relationship lasted for almost 7 years, after that, you had a girlfriend for just a few months and another one for 1 year.

"Why did you break up with your girlfriend for almost 7 years?"

"She cheated on me." You told me that's the reason. How come a good looking guy like you got cheated?

(Maybe you're wondering why I just said that he's a good looking guy. Well when we chatted, he let me see him with his video camera. He was topless that time, wearing a big headset with mic in his head. His skin looks soft and fair, his smile is so perfect it could kill me from loving it, and his looks are stunning. He is perfect. He's so beautiful I can't stop looking at him and I literally drooled, good thing we don't have a video camera that time. Bleh.)

Honestly, I'm possessive even though I have boyfriends. I only want you to look at me. I tried to compute when you had your last girlfriend and I was surprised that it was just this year. I was confused and I am suspecting you of lying to me, but hey, that's already in the past so I just let it through.

There was this time when you told me:

"You know what, I'm jealous with your boyfriends. I want you to stay with me. Just me." Uh-huh! Another possessive psycho like me! Because of that, I broke up with them. I don't know why but I feel something about you. Something they call... love? I thought that I should be fair so I did it, because you told me I am your only girlfriend and you love me. Anyways what do I care about those three? I don't even love them, so it's not hard to let them go. The reason is not only to be fair and because I don't love them, I think it's because this time, for real, I am in love. I left them for you.

"I just broke up with them." I told you.

"Really? Are you serious?"

"Of course I am." When I told you that, you suddenly gave me an aura of happiness.

"I love you that's why I left them." I smiled to myself after that.

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I remembered something. You are such a pervert!

"Can we have sex?" You asked me out of the blue. Geez how pervert, we haven't even seen each other and you're telling me to have sex with you? Good gracious.

"I'm not ready for that yet." I answered back but still you plead to me to do it with you.

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Do you remember when you avoided me because of something that happened between me and my first boyfriend? I told you he kissed me and he already held my breast. You are such a jerk don't you know that? What if he held it? You are so unfair, you already had sex with your ex-girlfriend and I wasn't as furious as you are. Possessive bastard.

However, it seems that you can't avoid me. HA! You love me that much aren't you? After a few days you talked to me. How dare you not talk to me because of your damn pride?

Everything seems to be fine with us after that, but when I looked at your profile in your friendster, you changed your featured friend. You removed me from your list. That hurts a lot you know... When I got curious to who was the girl (slut #1) you put in my place, I asked you who it was.

"She's just a friend. It was random and all and I didn't know who those featured friends are."

"I don't care. Why did you remove me? Are you cheating on me?" I asked anger evident in my aura.

"No I'm not cheating on you. So please don't get angry with me. I'm sorry."

"Hmp!" I just answered that out of annoyance. When I checked your profile again, your featured friend is me only. I am still angry even if you did that.

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You sought the help of our friend, Kokoro Yome. Koko asked me this:

"Hello Mikan-chan. Where do you study?"

"Why are you asking?" I narrowed my eyes as your message bugs me.

"Nothing, I just wanted to know."

"Gakuen Alice." I answered. But oh wait, that Natsume bastard is close to you!

"Who is the one who's asking that really? TELL ME."

"Err Natsume did." My life is ruined now! After receiving his message, another message popped out but it was not from Koko. It was from you.

"See you soon baby. I love you." WHAT THE ^*&*%&(*)& is happening?

"You don't love me. So why bother going to see me?"

''It's because I love you." As if I believe your crap.

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It's Monday today, and the day of the school's summer examination. I was in question #43 when my classmate's phone rang.

(I do not have my own phone, since my parents knew about my first boyfriend, they restricted me from using it therefore I am using my friend Anna's phone.)

I panicked and got the phone from her and dashed away from the classroom.

"Hi baby, I'm already here in front of the gate of your school."

"WHAT! I'm on my examination today, give me a sec! Wait for me there!"

"Okay baby, I love you. See you later."

After that I ran to my room again, panting and I tried to answer the questionnaire, and guess what? I am having a mental block! Shit shit, just pick a random answer! He's waiting there outside, it's just 7 points!

After finishing my examination, all of my friends stalked me. I went outside the school and looked for you. I looked at my front, right and left. BOO, there you are wearing a sunglasses! One of my friends Wakako asked if you are the guy with the sunglasses, I nodded and all of them literally shook their bodies out of excitement.

"Go now and greet him! He might get taken away from you if you don't." Wakako whispered. I gulped hard and went to where you are. I think you were asleep that time because you don't even budge, that's why i kicked your legs. You looked up and smirked when you saw me in front of you. You stood up, and fuck, you are so tall! I was like in your chest level! I looked at you for a second and I turned around, blushing hard because of your handsomeness. I signaled you to follow me and I introduced you to my friend. Since it was lunch time, I invited you to eat with us. I am a bubbly person and I'm so talkative, but why can't I speak in front of you?

You encircled your arms on my shoulder and you pulled me into you. "Why are you shy baby?" You asked me while I just looked down because of embarrassment. You hugged me while we're walking, and everyone was looking at us. When we arrived at the cafeteria, my friend left me and they seated on the other table, while we were seated in a table for two. When we ordered our food, you still held me in your arms.

"Oh my, what a loving couple!" The woman giving out the food in the cafeteria said. You just smiled and I looked down again, from embarrassment. We went to our seat after that, but you forgot to get us a drink.

"What do you want? My treat." You asked me.

"Ahm... Iced tea?" I answered not looking at you.

"Okay, wait for me here." You stood up and went to the vendor. I felt someone staring at me, so I looked around. It was not just a someone. It was EVERYONE! I looked at my friends begging them to sit with me but they didn't want to.

"We don't want to disturb you so just sit there with him." Anna whispered. I was pouting back then and I mentally cried. You came back with two iced tea and we started eating.

I am not used to someone staring at me while I'm eating so in the end, I didn't finish my food. Thanks to you.

"Hey Mikan, can we copy your assignment in physics? Please!" Anna pleaded.

"Okay. I'll finish it before class." I answered them. You just stared at me confused so I explained to you what's going on.

"I love math... I had 1.0 in algebra on my first year that's why I am everyone's hope if the subject is about math. They kind of suck in it, so I at least help them by lending my assignment or giving them the answer in the quiz or examination."

"So you're that smart huh?" You asked me.

"My brother is a mathematician. Way back when he was in high school, he got 99.96 as his grades. My another two brothers are honors when we were in elementary but because of the computer, they got addicted to it and they lost interest in studying."

"It runs in the family isn't it?" You told me. "When I too was in high school, I am the school's representative in declamation and other forms of match that is a scope of English subject. When I was 2 years old, I learned to speak in English not our national language." I was like Ö that time. That explains why you have the American accent when you speak.

Lunch time is already over that's why we went to my classroom. I introduced you to my other friend Sumire.

"Do you have a twin brother?" Sumire asked you. You shook her head and smiled at her.

"Aww, that's too bad. If you have a twin then maybe he could be my boyfriend. You're so handsome!" She shouted and you just laughed at her. Sumire asked our other classmates to leave us two alone and they even closed the windows and the door to give us privacy. After that, I can hear some squealing and teasing sounds coming from them.

"Hehe, guess they left us alone?" I asked you. We sat on a chair and I was in your left. We held hands and I am looking at your sunglasses.

"Why don't you remove your glasses?"

"I look hectic because I didn't have enough sleep last night. I was thinking about you." You answered back.

"Just remove it... I want to see your eyes." I told you. You removed it and yes, your crimson eyes look tired. Still, you look handsome.

"You told me you don't know how to kiss right?" You asked me... I really didn't know how to do french kiss and you said you'll teach me. LOL! I nodded and you came closer to me. I am hesitant at first, and my heart is beating so fast it will explode. I looked into your eyes and you look into mine. Our lips are just centimeters apart, and I saw you close your eyes and I closed mine. We shared our first kiss, letting your tongue enter my mouth. It feels good to kiss you. You taste good and I am craving for more. I opened my eyes because someone might see us. I looked at the window and the door and I sighed in relief. When I looked into your eyes, it's telling me that you want more. You kissed me again, this time longer than before. I stopped the kiss again and you groaned.

"Let's go to a motel." You said desperately.

"I don't want to. Pervert. Besides I have my menstrual period today."

"I don't care, just go with me. I want you badly." I moved closer to you, and you shifted yourself in the chair.

"Are you teasing me?" You asked me.

"What do you mean?"

"You are touching my friend. And it's hard. You should take responsibility of this and come with me in the motel."

"Really? Can I see your friend?" I looked at your pants and it was bulging.

"Ehehehe?" I laughed, sweat dripping down on my face. I was saved by the bell when my classmates entered the room. Whew, thank goodness.

"Where can I buy some drink? Can you come with me?" You asked me. I nodded and stood up, signaling you to follow me. When we arrived at a small cafeteria inside the school, the lady who gave you the drink stared at you. She smiled and looked at me.

"Is he your boyfriend?" I nodded in response and smiled at her.

"He's handsome. You're so lucky." She said and walked away. I can feel you smirk. Maybe your head is getting big now because of what the lady said. ZZZZZZZZ. After that we went back to my classroom. We sat on the left side of the room on the second row and you seat in the class. Minutes later, you asked me where the comfort room was. I then again signaled you to follow me and we went outside of the classroom. As we walk by, I saw some group of girls looking at you. When we were away, they squealed and whispered so loud (call that whispering, tch) how handsome you are. Tch, another smirk came from you. Maybe you have a hydrocephalus now since they've been praising your handsomeness. We went back after that and my class started so you seat-in.

It was already the end of my class and it's time for you to go home. We were walking to the gates when my brother saw me with you. My eyes widened and he narrowed his eyes on me, giving me the who-is-that-boy look. I gulped and called you, introducing you to my brother. We bade goodbye with each other and you promised to come back.

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A few days after our meeting, slut #1 added me as her friend and I accepted it. I asked her how she was related to you, and you know what she said?

"He's my boyfriend, why?" I was like, what the fuck? SO you are really cheating on me. How dare you! I confronted you and let you see what that slut #1 said and you were shocked. You confessed to me that you had a relationship with her for 3 days but you broke up with her when we were fine. I got so mad at you, so I didn't even talk to you even a single word. I talked to Koko and you know what he did? He took the girl's photo and he edited it, putting a footnote saying:

"What a BUG-face!" With just one sentence, I felt comfortable and I was relieved that someone is on my side. I also told Tsubasa-senpai my problem and he was angry at you Natsume. He comforted me and told me crazy jokes so I can feel better. You apologized to me many times and told me you are really sorry. Since I love you and I felt better, I accepted your apology. After our fight, Anna and Nonoko told me something that you wouldn't expect that they'll say.

"Mikan-chan, why don't you do it with Natsume?" Anna asked.

"Don't worry, we won't tell anyone. He's handsome and all, and it can be a test for him. If he really loves you, after that he won't leave you!" Nonoko said enthusiastically.

"Are you sure about it? I mean, I'm too young for that... Is it really fine if I do it with him? It's just our third monthsary..." I told them.

"It's fine Mikan-chan, don't worry. We'll cover for you!" Anna said. Weird friends aren't they?

"Okay? Can I text him now?" I took Anna's phone and texted you. You told me before you go that you don't have enough money to go here next time, so it'll be long before you can visit me again. Here is what I texted you:

"Natsume, I am willing to have sex with you if you come here at friday. If you won't then I will not have sex with you until we get married." I smirked, I know that you can't come because of lack of money. After a few minutes, you replied back, saying:

"Waa, really? You sure about that. I'll try to go there at friday. Please do wait for me at your school." NOOOOOOOOOOO! My world shattered, you really are a pervert! You'd do anything just to get my virginity. I waited 'til Friday. I wore a casual dress, a sleeveless one that ends above my knee. It was the last day of school anyway. After class you texted me that you're already in the school gate. See what pervertedness can do to a person? They become desperate and is willing to do anything just to get what they want, just like you. We rode the bus with Anna and Nonoko, and we stopped at a very cheap motel on the high way. I was shy and I don't want other person to see me enter a motel that's why I always look down. Fuck fuck fuck! We checked in, Anna and Nonoko following us to the room.

"So this is the room? No wonder it's cheap." Anna said while looking at the room. It was dusty, like no one dared to use it. The bed was small and the comfort room sucks. The room is made of wood, looks like it'll collapse.

"This is fine. It's just for 5 hours." You said leaning on the wall.

"Well, see you later Mikan, we're going now." Anna said.

"And you, don't you dare hurt her and leave her after this or ELSE." Nonoko threatened you before leaving us. We were silent, and I just sat on the edge of the bed. You looked at me and you took of your shirt, also sitting on the bed.

"Can you take of your dress?" I blushed at that and I bit my lower lip. 'Relax Mikan, it's just a sex. It's not important after all.' I thought while I took off my dress. I looked at you and you were tapping your lap, as if telling me to sit on it. I did what you want me to do, and we kissed passionately. I can feel you hard, it was touching mine. You took off my bra and I was really shy that I encircled my arm on my chest, hiding it from you. You put your hands on my chest.

"Wow, it's not small. It's not that big also. But it's fine and round, I like it." I blushed and we continued kissing. You are about to take of my shorts when I stopped you because it's unfair.

"Why don't you take of your pants first?" I asked you and you smirked. You stood up and took of your pants and brief. I was not used to seeing people naked so I shifted my gaze.

"Why are you not looking at it? Too shy? Don't worry you'll get used to it." You told me that and you kissed me, letting me lie down on the bed and you ended on top of me. You were too hot because you were about to put it in but too bad I still have my shorts on. Bleh. I giggled and you sat, pulling of my shorts and my underwear. You look at my naked body, holding mine and smirking.

"You are not trimming aren't you?" I nodded and you laughed. "Next time trim it. It's like a jungle, too long." We again kissed, our body brushed against each other. You put your hands on my...

"You're not wet at all. Want me to lick it for you?"

"I don't know to you... Do it if you want?" I answered hesitantly. You went down and licked it. It hurts because I am still a virgin and I'm not used to it, but your face shows that you are enjoying it. I was pulling your hair to stop you, and you did.

"That does it. Can I enter you now?" You asked me. This time I nodded.

"I'll be gentle, don't worry. This will hurt a bit." You entered me and it really hurts. Damn you! I hugged you tightly because of the pain.

"It's halfway now, be patient and I'll be done." I nodded pouting my lips.

"There." You kissed me and you moved up and down. At first you are gentle, then after a few minutes, you got rough and moved faster. It still hurts like hell, so I didn't even moan or anything. I just let you do what you want.

"It's near." You moaned. You finished and I sat up. It still hurts you moron! I looked at your friend and it was full of blood. We smiled at each other, and we went to the comfort room to take a shower.

-End of Chapter 2-

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Author's note: I'm a bit confused if this fic is rated T or M... Please help me what it is :( Thank you very much for reading and supporting :D