Chapter 2
I don't remember much except Dave beating me and that howl outside my window, I wonder if that was the big ass wolf I met almost every night by the cliffs. I wonder where I am right now. I know I am not dead since I can hear something, or maybe I am dead and I can hear wherever people go when they dye. I open my eyes and see I am on the cliffs and the big wolf which I call Mr. Wolf, head is on my lap. For some reason I feel that I need to fight I need to come back to him, but at the same time I would love to spend an eternity right here with his warmth surround me. I start to pet his head and he snuggles into me even more and gives me a soft sigh.
"It was Jake again. But you probably already know that huh? I don't know what to do anymore Mr. Wolf…" I softly close my eyes and lay back onto the ground. "I wish you were human so then you and I can be together forever. I know you would love me back since you been here since the very beginning." I feel the warmth leave my lap and when I open up my eyes I am looking into the eyes of a human. "Embry?" I whisper as I move to sit up. We look into each other's face and I see how handsome he really is. He smiles and touches my face and I feel the warmth of his hand on my cold cheek, he looks worried and takes his hand away and gets up and starts walking away. "No! Don't leave please tell me what I can do to keep you right here with me." I said as I grab his hand and as he turns around I see the soft tears start to fall he cradles my face and kisses me with such passion that I can't breathe.
"Wake up." I hear in my mind. I look at him and he smiles. "Wake up sleeping beauty." I close my eyes and kept thinking 'I need to wake up for my wolf…I mean Embry. I need to wake up.' When I reopen my eyes I am looking into bright lights. "Turn off the lights!" I mumble.
When I got my answer my heart just stop, "Anything for you Sleeping Beauty."
Embry
When I get home I throw new clothes on since I ripped the ones I was wearing. Then I jump into my trunk and start driving to the hospital to my love. I know it will take me awhile to get there so I turn the radio on and the one song I hear seemed to kill me right where I was.
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
Wear the pain like a heavy coat
I feel you everywhere I go
I see your smile, I see your face
I hear you laughing in the rain
Still can't believe you're gone
I grab my chest to feel the rapped beating of my heart. I know she still alive because my heart is beating so fast, if she was dead it was said that then the wolf inside me would die which might make me die to.
It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
The death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today
I wonder if I just told you who I was from day one would you love me or would you love Jake. I was the wolf that you kissed and snuggled with, those were the best nights ever. Having you leaning on me singing or just talking. The best where the times you fell asleep on me and how I just wanted to stay like that forever.
Would you see the world?
Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family?
I wonder, what would you name your babies?
Some days the sky's so blue
I feel like I can talk to you
And I know it might sound crazy
When did it become so easy for me to love someone as much as I love you? God if you die before I get to tell you the whole truth I don't know what I would do. Before I notice I started singing.
It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
The death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today
Today, Today, Today
Today, Today, Today
I slam my leg on the gas and start driving faster, like how Edward drives every day, Images of Christen floats into my head. But there ones of me and her on the cliff but I am human and were kissing and she tells me 'I love you Embry.'
Sunny days seem to hurt the most
I wear the pain like a heavy coat
The only thing that gives me hope
Is I know I'll see you again someday
Someday, Someday
When the song ended I notice I was in the hospital parking lot and in a parking space. Without thinking I jump out of my car and run up to the first desk I see.
"Hi I am Embry Call, I am here to see…" before I could say a world the lady looks up to me and smiles.
"Christen? You're the fourth handsome boy to walk to my desk in this hour." She gives me a smile and tells me she up on floor 5 room 515. I run like a mad man up those stairs and when I finally got to the floor I see the whole pack except Jake. I run pass them and run into her room and this is when I hear Jakes voice.
"Anything for you Sleeping Beauty." It took everything not to rip his throat.
"Jake, where Embry? I need to talk to him so please leave." Just her voice calms me down. WAIT! She asked for me but why we never talk, unless.
"You now?" I said as I walked in. Her eyes lit up and she smiled.
"I would hug you, but I am kind of tide down." She said as she picks up her arm with the I.V. and all these other stuff hooked up.
I walk over and gently take her hand and kiss it. "I'm Embry Call...And i am so i love with you."
Christina smiled, "It took you long enough." she smilled and kissed me cheek. "we will talk later ok?"
i would wait forever if i had to talk, i was so glad she was here. i nodded my head and kissed her cheek.