(Author note: Preferred Music: Dead Silence theme song)
Ok I decided to keep a log of the nightmares I've been having in case I forget and need to know what happened. I had this one the night I was attacked by one of the inmates. He pinned me down in just under a couple seconds. One of the guards shot him down splattering blood on me.
I felt leather straps on every limb of my body as I was wheeled forward on a gurney. The walls around me were torn up and stained with blood. All around me I heard screaming of agony and terror. There were absolutely no lights in the hallway but it still was lit up barely because the sun. next to me was a nobody in a doctor's outfit and a with a clipboard. It had no face except a mouth with sharp teeth and no throat. We kept moving forward through the hallway to two steel double doors with a chain and metal lock. The nobody looked over to me and ripped the meat off the palm of my hand. I screamed out in pain as he tore out a piece of bone. My squirted blood down my white asylum outfit leaving a red trail. The nobody put the bone in the lock and it came loose. The nobody kicked the double doors open to reveal a room full of my family and friends all of them chained to the wall and cut up.
A light at the end of the room flickered on revealing multiple chains and cuffs. The nobody pushed me forward. I watched as other identical nobody's in bloody ripped up guard uniforms whipped the people with chains making them scream out and cry. I recognized Byakuya, Urahara, Shinji, Yuruichi and Hanataro. At the end of the hall by me from closest to farthest was Rukia, Dad(Isshin), Karin, Yuzu and Renji. Once we finally approached the wall the nobody strapped me in. I tried to shake free but realized I was fully paralyzed. "Ichigo…please…help us." Rukia said scarred and disfigured. I tried to say something but I couldn't anymore. I tried harder to move but nothing happened, I tried to save her, to save everybody but I was helpless. I couldn't save them, I couldn't even save myself. then three built in needles in the shackles eased they're way in to everyone's arm's. nobody even flinched some dead, some tired, some too weak.
I looked up and saw Akuma starring at us through the doorway. Suddenly I felt some type of warm liquid pour on us from pipes above, it wasn't water or blood. After a couple seconds of everybody coughing we smelt it…it was gasoline. I looked up to see Akuma with a lit match. "well well everybody, as fun as this is to watch I think I am going to have to cut this party short...its been fun but goodbye, and thank your king for making this all possible." he said laughing as he flicked the match onto the floor shutting the metal doors. Everybody still alive screamed in terror as the flame engulfed the room setting everybody on fire. I felt so much pain in one instance it was simply indescribable. I looked over to the now in flames Rukia who looked at me screaming… she only said three words. "Help me Ichigo!" at that point the flame had gone into her mouth, wounds, cuts and eyes literally burning the face off of her.
I lost consciousness and life at that point.
This one…it was different. I drove around for hours just trying to forget the terrifying images in my head. I still shiver from that one, that feeling of helplessness was something I vowed to never feel again.
I decided to pause there for two reasons. The first, Ichigo was home, the second he would know I read it if he saw my tear drops in it. I don't know if it was the fear of myself being burned alive, the terrible images this one brought, or how much I felt bad for Ichigo. I guess I will start again tomorrow and see what the next horrifying nightmare is.