Dad still hasn't come back its been 2 weeks, 2 weeks and 1 day ago I found out I was pregnant.

I worked out that I'm 7 weeks pregnant.

I've told no one, im scared to tell anyone.

What will they say?

Mum might hate me for adding stress into her life, she might kick me out and ill be on the streets.

What about people at school?

Everyone will talk about me, I hope my friends won't ditch me, Grace won't she better not. She's my best friend she'll stick with me, I need her with me.

I don't even know what's gonna happen to this baby yet.

Oh my, so many things to think about.

To worry about.

Ive got time though I won't start showing for a bit.

I jumped as my alarm suddenly went off.

I forgot it's school.

I got up and got changed, I rushed eating my breakfast, grabbed my bag and left.

On the way to school I was thinking about when to tell Grace, and all my other friends.

I did decide that I couldn't tell them all, I couldn't trust them and soon everyone would know.

Should I tell her now?

Or maybe I should wait maybe I maybe ill have an abortion then know one would know and i would all be over with.

No I don't like the sound of that.

I don't want to kill my baby this could be his only chance at life.

Ugh I need someone to discuss this with, I need to tell someone soon.

I will tell only the people I need to tell.

My mum, Grace and umm the...doctor.

I walked into the school; it was already busy with people putting stuff into their locker.

I walked to my locker.

"Hey" I heard her inicont voice.

"Hi" I said, not meaning to sound grumpy, I opened my locker, her locker was 4 lockers away from mine.

"What's up with you then?" she casually asked.

I bit my lip, should I tell her?

Yes, but not here, not now.

What shall I say in the meantime?

I didn't need to say anything now, Josh and Charlie are here, the lockers are between ours.

I watched Grace's face turn annoyed it made me laugh.

I think Josh like's Grace, but when I told Grace she denied it.

Josh was already talking to Grace.

"How you feelin?" said Charlie, he sounded like a player, it was the first time I'd seen him since, I found out.

"Fine" I muttered.

"Oi quite being grumpy, I know you loved it" he laughed, I felt his cold hands run across my face,then ran down my neck. I froze.

Get off me

Get of me

Got off me, I squeezed my eyes shut, he didn't see as my hair was covering them a bit.

"Aww you didn't think I'd forget now did you?" he said all smug.

"Shut up" I said and jerked my head up, he moved his hand away (thankfully) "You better not of told anyone"

He smiled smugly.

"Come on Charlie lets go we got basketball practice"

Josh got him away, and they were off.

By the time they had left, I was breathing loudly and my hard was thumping inside me., from that brief in counter.

I hope Grace didn't see him touching my face.

Grace went and stood next to me.

"Ugh I really don't like Josh" she moaned.

"Was he flirting again?" I laughed.

Grace elbowed me "He's not flirting!"

I just laughed "Uuh yes he was! He loves you Grace"

"That's a lie!" she laughed.

"Come on I think the bell went" I said and lead her into registration.

We all sat down and the teacher waited till the class went quite.

"Everyone, there is a new boy joining today" started the teacher,

"I don't see the point the year is almost out anyway!" whispered Grace.

"Grace!" he warned, she sunk down in her chair.

"Anyway his name is Jared, he will be in the class for the rest of the year, so be nice" he said as if we were 7 year-olds.

Whoa, he's pretty hot and got good muscle, I had to stop myself from opening my mouth, wait stop it Leah! Your pregnant, you haven't got a chance with him.

I stared into his deep brown eyes, so hot a little eye candy won't do any harm now will it?

I gripped my stomach as it rumbled, I wondered who was hungry me or the baby/ I think it's the baby; I only had breakfast an hour ago.

I managed to forget about it for the rest of the day, thanks Grace.

After school I went to town with Grace, Rachel Peaches – yes Peaches weird name but cute, it defiantly suites her.

Peaches is my second best friend so while we were going round the shops I was considering telling her as well as Grace, I couldn't tell Rachel she can't keep a secret.

In 1st grade she told the whole class I wet myself, lesson learnt.

I got home late, with mum ranting in my ear about safety, still it was a chance from dad shouting at her.

I sunk into my bed feeling warm and cosy, Tyler wasn't here since dad wasn't scaring him.

I lied in bed and stared at the ceiling.

"Grace, I'm Pregnant" I said aloud, testing the foreign words on my tong, they sounded odd with my young voice attached.

My frame of mind suddenly changed.

What am I thinking?

I can't have a baby at 17!

I felt my tummy, there was a little lump growing.

It felt odd, there's something inside me, trusting me with it's life.

Oh my god, I can't do this.

Maybe I will have an abortion.

I gasped.

Brilliant idea!

Adoption.

Aurthor's note

So there was a glimpse of Jared, and he will come in a lot more in the future just Keep reading!

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