This one's a bit short

what do you exspect when your running of coffee

more chapters later

SARA

Last night was amazing not the best we'd had but still it was good,it side tracked me.

Seriously how was I going to tell him? I decided to tell him over breakfast.

We'd finished the food, Gil was reading the paper I was thinking of a way to tell him about Zack.

"Gil what do you think about......us.......having kids?"

Grissoms's eyebrows shot up about ten feet "Are you pregnant?"voice fairly higher than usual

"No....Would you want me to be?"

"No....I mean yes....Sar' I'm 55 I'm too old, what will people think if we have one now by the time he or she's in university

I'll be what ....71.... If you really want to, Sara I'm OK with that"

I reached for his hand there isn't really an appropriate way of saying this, he looked at me as though I just burned him.

"Gil this is going to be hard to take in it was for me"I was looking directly at him"What if...I told you already have a son"

"Impossible?"he snatched his hand away

"Gil it's possible, have you ever had a one night stand, had unprotected sex"

"Sara I'm not careless, I'm always careful and I've never cheated on you on anyone"he was stood up now he was getting angry

"Gil I'm not saying you are ,of have for that matter, even being careful isn't 100%" maybe he doesn't know."Gil sit down" I grabbed for his hand i wanted to be with him when i told him. "Gil you have a son 2 in fact ,twins".

He was distant but he was listening "Twins? how......who?"

"Zack Edwards and his brother harry"I clutched his hand even tighter "I know your a little confused and shocked but"he cut me off

"A little confused is an understatement!....how long have you known!"I think he was angry his voice raised about 2 octaves he snatched his hand back out of mine and stood up pacing the room.

"Gil?"I was worried, I've never seen him this mad.

"Sara don't Gil me" he was pacing the room "I can't explain this.....How the fuck am I going to explain this to zack to harry"he was babbling

"Gil calm, your going to have a heart attack"his face was red gil was over reacting

"I need tequila"

"No gil you need to sit down and stop panicking before you have a stroke"now he was breathing heavily and stomping around the place like king kong then he stop in the middle of the room cluching his head I rushed over to him putting my arms around him "see I told you'd hurt yourself"Snuggling into him

"It's...just a little much to process"snuggling him to him tighter.

"I know baby, just sit down and rest"he needed to calm down.

"What about zack?"What about zack?

"I'lle call him later have him come round so you can sort things out"

With that settled I gave Zack a call