A little droozy drabble second little chapter.
I survived another day and a very long shift. I thought it never ended.
It felt
that every person who was on the bridge was looking at me as if
they
knew how I am feeling inside, how my soul is aching for the
person that I
love.
What a relieve it was for me that I
could call that the shift was ended for
the alpha shift. I was on
that shift as was she.
She took her time to get out of her
seat. Walking to the turbolift took even
longer. It was almost as
if someone used a remote to let everyone walk very
slowly. My mind
was playing tricks on me.
Also an enormous headache was
teasing me. The whiskey did that and tonight
it would probably be
another bottle of whiskey.
Moving out of my seat to enter the
turbolift next to her. She gives me a
quickly glance before
looking at her padd which she is holding. Her perfume
smells
incredible. Closing my eyes to inhale it and treasure the moment
that
I am standing next to her.
While the lift is moving to
deck eight there is no word spoken to each
other. Perhaps for the
best.
The lift stops and I am letting her out first. She is
giving me one of her
best smiles when she exits the lift. Beeing
very kind she waits for me so we
walk together to our quarters
which lay next to each other. I still believe
that it was faith
that our rooms are next to each other.
We aren't walking
that fast but my heart beats so fast that I am scared that
it will
pop out of my chest at any moment.
While she stops at her door
I keep moving to my quarters and say goodnight.
Usually she
replies with goodnight as well but today would go different.