Author's Note: Hi, whoever is reading this! I'm so sorry that it took me so long to update. I kept putting it off, and then I wasn't even sure if I wanted to continue this story. But I'm back! I really hope you like this chapter. And now, for my reviewers...
LitGG1982 - Thank you so much! I hope you like this chapter,
too. I'm not sure whether this is going to be a lit or not, but i hope
you like it either way. :-)
Kitty - Your review made me hurry up and write! I'm sory this chapters short, but I promise the next one will be longer. Thanks for the review.
Disclaimer: No, you know I don't own anybody. Well, I do own Abby, but thats it.
Jess
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Someone once told me that I would fall in and out of love a lot in my life. I don't actually remember who said it, but the point is that I completely understand that now.
The first person that I ever fell in love with was Rory. But I think I got scared of our feelings for each other, so I ran away. I never stopped loving her, though. That is, until I went to show her my book. When I found out she had quit Yale, and when I saw the guy she was dating, my feelings for her changed. She had changed since the last time I saw her, and it wasn't a good change.
I went on for a while not thinking about her. Then I invited her to my book store. If she came, I sill loved her. If she didn't, then I'd know she wasn't the same person I fell in love with when I was seventeen.
She came.
I wish I could tell you that I knew she'd come, but I can't. I had no idea if she'd show. But I was happy she did. I hoped it meant she wanted me back. She didn't, and I still loved her. I still loved her after she told me that she was still with her boyfriend. But that's when I decided I needed to move on. Then I met Abby.
I was at a bookstore in New York trying to promote my book when I met her. We talked for a while and she told me that she wasn't really into books. Apparently it was her brothers' bookstore and she was just helping them out. She refused to sell my book there. So I asked if I could try and convince her over coffee. Now that I think about it, we never actually talked about my book. I asked her out again, three months later she moved in with me, and I proposed to her a month before we found out she was pregnant with the twins. After they were born in March 2007, we eloped. We had two more kids, and we were still happy. We still are happy. I'm in love with Abby. And I'm in love with Rory. I don't know if it's wrong to be in love with two people at the same time, but I think I'll always love them. Both of them.
A/N: I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Like I said in the last chapter, the first two are just catching you up on what happened. Next, the story will start. And hopefully it won't take me as long to update! Please, please review, it makes me want to write more! And if you think it sucks, just tell me what you don't like about it, I appreciate constructive criticizem too!
Thanks for reading!
Nicole (february bliss)