Bella---P.O.V(still 5 yrs. Old)

We might get lonely but were not alone

Cuz we are sisters we stand together

we make up one big family though we don't look the same

-Cheetah Sister by The cheetah girls

I could see. I could feel. It felt like I just woke up from a very very long slumber. I was feeling so happy and excited until I remembered why I screamed. Rosalie and Jasper! I turned and looked around the room to see Rosalie, Jasper, they're mother, and an a tall man with blond hair and blue eyes with shocked faces.

"Hi" it came out sounding weird and my throat started hurting almost like it was burning.

"Bella?" Rosalie spoke up first. She looked as beautiful as ever except her eyes were red an wet and had things under them. They were all like that except the tall man.

"who are you? Why did you make Rosalie and Japer cry?"

"Hello Bella, my name is Dr. Cullen" He seemed nice but why did he make Rosalie and Jasper cry? "I think it would be best if Mrs. Hale to tell you"

"Tell me what? What's going on? Where's mommy?" I started crying.

"Bella mommy is gone, she went to a better happy place, she went to haven" Them she collapsed crying.

"A better happy place? She always said she was happy with me her. Why did she go away?" The tears came faster.

"Bella it was her time, she didn't want to go but it was her time."

I cried and cried and didn't stop, I felt like a part of me got ripped out, my mommy gone. Why did she leave? She said I was her angel and she loved me. She wasn't just my mommy she was my best friend, I told her everything, she was like an older sister sometimes more than a mother. I don't know how long I cried but I fell into deep sleep dreaming about mommy and all the fun things we did.

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When I woke up I was still in the same room. My head was hurting.

"Rosalie?"

"Jasper?"

"Mrs. Hale?"

"Is anyone here?" I started tearing remembering my mother left me and now so did my friends.

"Oh, I see your awake Bella" A voice said.

"Dr. Cullen?"

"Yes, the Hales had to go but said they would be back soon" He kept looking at some papers he had in his hands. I wonder what they were?

"Dr. Cullen? What are those papers about?"

"These are charts, right now I'm looking at yours they tell what wrong with you and what you need to get better, please call me Carlisle"

"Car-li-le?" He started chucking.

"Did I say it right?"

"Close enough" He kept looking at the charts until something caught his eye on the paper. He looked up at me and sighed. "Bella, can you tell me everything you remember about the accident?"

"Well I was really excited because my mommy was taking me to Hershey park for my birthday, I turned 5 on September 13. While we were in the car I told my mommy to go faster and she said she couldn't because the limit thingy and it was going to rain." I closed my eyes trying to remember what happened next.

"Do you remember anything else?"

"No, no really"….. He looked very sad. Then it all came back to me. " Oh, yeah because the rain we were going to be late to the party so she turned to get her phone from her purse, then…." I remembered everything, it came to my mind like a nightmare the bright light then the sirens, then the thought came to me. Mommy didn't leave me she died. She died and was all because of me. If I didn't say to speed up she could be with me, smiling and happy. I didn't realize I was crying until Carlile came and gave me a tissue.

"My mommy died because of me" the tears just came coming even harder than before.

"Shh it wasn't your fault accidents happen" Carlile tried to calm me.

"No! I told mommy to go faster if I didn't she would be happy with me"

I cried until I felt into deep sleep again except this time I had a nightmare. It was mommy telling me she hated me because I killed her, that I should have just been quiet. I woke up crying but this time I found Rosalie, Jasper, Mrs. Hale, and Carlile all in the room. What made me cry harder was that they were all sad.

"Why are you sad?" that just made them even sadder.

"Did something else happen?" That was their breaking point everyone except Carlile was sobbing.

"Carlile why are they crying? Did I do something wrong?" He just shook his head and turned to look at Mrs. Hale. She took I deep breath and turned to me. She looked really sad.

"Bella sweetie," more tears. "Do you have any family members? Do you know where your father is?" I just shook my head and she cried harder. "Bella we love you with all our hearts and we tried but we can't adopt you. You are going to be put into foster care." I tilted my head confused what is foster care? "Foster care is where children like you that don't have parents go to until they can find a new home." Suddenly I understood. I couldn't stay with them.

"Will I get to see you?" Rosalie and Jasper looked at their mother with hope. Please say please.

"I'm sorry but no, they have rules about visitors only those who are going to adopt get to go in."

Rosalie and Jasper ran to me and we hugged and cried

"Mommy please don't make Bella go please" -Rosalie

"Please mommy we love her she is our sister" -Jasper

"I'm sorry but I tried everything they won't let me adopt her" We cried we all cried. Even Carlile started tearing. We stayed together for hours crying together. I couldn't see them pained anymore I had to make them happy or lees worried but how? I'm going to miss them all. I won't be able to see them but I know some day I will that's a promise I'm going to make.

"Rosie, Jazzy? We have to be strong." I sighed. "Maybe this will be good, maybe I'll have a new mommy and daddy and maybe a sister and brother."

"But Bella we don't want you to go, we are your sister and brother, we love you" -Rosalie

"I love you guys too Rosie but I have to try this"

"But what about us we don't want to say goodbye"

"But this isn't goodbye Rosie I promise I will come back one day and we will be together again, this is not goodbye is more like see you later" We cried again. "Remember Rosalie you told me sisters don't leave each other and I won't I'll come back I promise."

I looked up at to see Carlile and Mrs. Hale looking at me proudly. I turned to look at Rosalie we hugged and together said "Sisters Forever, see you later"

Really sad really really sad =[.