Chapter 2
I am buzzing. I will see Faith out of school for the first time. In a cinema. With FAITH! I love her I really do. All I want is her and me to be together until the day we die. I just want to dedicate my life towards her, have her for eternity. That life would be complete. My life just full of happiness and pure love.
I am on the bus heading towards the town centre. I am listening to my iPod and the music is exciting me to see Faith. I hope I look to her standard. 'Our song' is on too. We used to love it. Sing it all the time. Well here is my stop. I just got to find her now.
Well here I go, it's 12.45pm on Saturday 17th April 2010 and I am standing outside the cinema waiting for her. She said she may be a bit late but only by 5 minutes. I better plug my iPod back in. I lean against the nearest wall and listen to our song over and over. It hits 1.00pm and she still hasn't arrived. I am worried. What if she stood me up. But I suppose it wasn't a date was it. Or maybe it was. Maybe I am not good enough for her. I'm not good enough for anyone. All my life I'm fucking in love with a girl who is out of my league. I cant stand it. What do I do, ring her or what. I'm going to have to aren't I. I bet she thinks I am a right gorm not ringing!
"Hello"
"Hey" She says, in her soft voice
"Where are you?"
"Why, where are you?"
"Outside the cinema, like you said"
"No, I said outside MacDonald's!"
"Shit! I will be there in 5 minutes. I promise. I love you" Shit. No, what do I say now!
"Ok bye" She said. Thank fuck for that, I think she just took it in a different way. Or she loves me back. HA! I wish! Anyway I better get back to MacDonald's. I walk down the escalator and see her outside MacDonald's. My heart beats faster and I begin to get self-conscious. I walk up to MacDonald's and she is there, looking so gorgeous. I need her.
"Hello Luke"
"Hello" I say
"This is Walton, my boyfriend. I hope it's ok with you if he comes to the cinema with us" I felt the tears pushing their way thorough my eyes. Bitches! My heart snaps and I feel the most tremendous pain you could possibly feel. It was a burning sensation and I thought I was going to die. Die of a broken heart maybe. I said in mixed emotions: "You fucking bitch" The words slipped out my mouth instantly, she slapped me across the face and walk of with that ugly bastard 'Walton'.
Now I am on my own in a packed out shopping centre, crying, broken hearted and wanting to die. I run, as far as I could. Eventually I got outside by the bus stops and I see them two again. They are holding hands. I don't now whether or not to say sorry. I do, I gather up my courage and walk over to that beautiful girl. Faith.
"Faith I am so sorry"
"Fuck off" She walks off and leaves me dying
"Faith please, I only called you a bitch"
"Only, Luke, You, you" She lets go of Walton's hand, I walk closer towards her and she backs off walking backwards. "Luke, I know you love me" She keeps on backing off "Walton isn't my boyfriend too" her eyes begin to water. My heart is racing at what she is going to say "Walton, was to get you jealous" She still backs away "And well, I love you too" She backed up so far, she is in the road, a bus is speeding and hits her, there is a thud, my eyes go blured. I cannot breathe. I don't understand. I start to shake constantly. It took me a while to believe I am screaming. Walton's eyes begin to water. He grabs my hand. I burst into tears and fall to my knees. I have found out she loved me too. The outstanding pieces of my heart are shattered. There is nothing their. I am dizzy. I cannot tell where I am. I decide to go and see Faith. I wobble over to her, not sure whether or not she will be dead or alive. I feel sick, I lean over the crowd, and throw up on the floor. I cry even more and shake. I see her on the floor blood pouring out her head. I bend down and I say "Faith, I love you so much. Why did this have to happen? I loved you the moment I seen you. I knew you were the most amazing girl. I never meant any bad things I said to you. I mean it with all my heart. I love you so much. I could say it, but I know its worthless" I pause and let out tears "Faith, don't leave us today" I cry immensely and hold her hand.
"Luke" I heard a mummer. I sniffed and stopped crying. I looked at the love of my life. I found and now lost. "Luke, I love you. You were the one. I'll miss you" I could hear the pain in her voice. I burst into tears and fell in her arms. I kissed her the moment she took her last breath. Her hand relaxed. I kissed it and knew eventually I'd have to let go. I stood up, tears falling on a new found angel. I thought about fate. Fate, that this day was meant to happen. And what is meant to happen next. I see a car, I know what I need to do. It is travelling the opposite way the bus was. I knew, Faith would want me. We need each other. I run, run straight into the car, falling. Hands touching, with Faith. Together in a better place, we stay for a eternity.
