A/N ;Ok, the lyrics don't really fit, but the chorus fits perfectly. Also, the mood and the jist of the song also fit the mood and jist or… attitude if you will, of the story.
When Conner was the three peoples in the doorway, he stood up quickly and fast and looked the other way.
"Ok…on with business…" Said the doctor. "Who is going to pay for her surgery?"
"That would be my job" Said Trevor
You
don't know my name
you don't know anything about me
I try to
play nice
I want to be in your game
"I see," Said the Doctor "it's $5,000"
Trevor looked like he had just had his legs pried off with a fork, but still said "It's still my job, I'm her brother, and I'm supposed to look out for her"
"Very Well, then…We'll begin operating in a few hours…"
The doctor and Trevor left the room.
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The
things that you say
You may think I never hear about them
But
word travels fast
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"So, how are you feeling?" Asked the nurse,
"Umm…She can't talk you know…" Said Conner
"Right…"
Conner looked at the clock, and his eyes went big.
"Oh, Man…I'm late for work. Sorry, I got to go…I'll be back to visit you, Avril" And so, Conner Left
The nurse looked at Avril, then said "If you will excuse me, I will go check with the doctor…"
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I'm
telling you to your face
I'm standing here behind your back
-
While the nurse and doctor were working with other people and getting ready for her surgery, Avruk slept for those two hours.
After the surgery, Trevor cam to visit Avril
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"I wonder how she is feeling…" Trevor thought aloud
"I'm feeling fine" Said a voice from nowhere
Trevor turned and looked at Avril, she was awake…and she could talk….
"You can talk?"
"Erm…Yeah, I can talk?" Said Avril
Just then, a guy with short fake, platinum blonde hair, A/N This hair looks like Gerard Way's, if you know who he is.. , hazel eyes, skinny body, tall, wearing a grey Abercrombie shirt, and white baggy pants, walked in.
"Where is Jordan?" The guy said, as he rolled his eyes.
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You
don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know
what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it
feels
To be your own best friend on the outside looking in
-
"Jordan's with the doctor" Said Trevor
"Then, where is the doctor?" Asked Blake, as he rolled his eyes again
Just then, the doctor walked in the room with Jordan behind him.
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If
you could read my mind
You might see more of me that meets the eye
-
Blake attempted to push Jordan out of the room, but Jordan Stopped Him.
"I have a patient to attend t, Blake." Jordan said, snottily
Jordan walked over the Avril and felt her forehead, to see if she had a temperature, with Blake standing behind her. Blake looked closer at Avril and saw she was pretty. Blake innerly slapped himself.
"She needs rest. So may everyone please leave the room." Said the doctor, as Blake's thoughts were interrupted.
Jordan walked over to Avril.
"Do you need anything?" Asked the nurse
"Just rest…Thank you, anyway." Said Avril
The three of them walked out of the room. After they all left, Avril could hear Jordan ask Blake
"Now, what is it you need, Blake?"
Avril fell asleep before she could here a reason.
-
And
you've been all wrong
Now who you think I am
-
Avril awoke to the sound of opening doors. Avril looked toward the door, and saw Blake standing there. Blake walked over to Avril.
"Are you awake?" Blake asked in a snotty voice
"Shouldn't you be with Jordan?" Asked Avril
"My sister can deal with her own problems." Blake said snottily, again.
"She is your sister?" Asked Avril
"Yeah, what do you think she was, dork?"
"Nevermind"
"Jordan told me to come and see if you're ok,.."
"Yeah, I'm ok." Said Avril
"Good, then I can leave."
As Blake got up to leave, Conner walked in.
-
You've never given me a chance
-
As Blake left the room, he has a new thought. "Maybe I should be more nice to her because she is sick… Blake's Innerself …. And pretty…Shut up!" Blake looked through the window in the door, and watched Conner and Avril talking, though he could not hear them. Then, he saw Conner sit down in the chair nest to Avril and hold her hand. Blake's insides started burning with anger…But he did not know why. "I just met her" He thought to himself
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you
don't know how it feels
to be outside the crowd
you don't know
what it's like
to be left out
and you don't know how it
feels
to be your own best friend on the outside looking in
-
After taking with Conner for a while, Avril fell asleep. "She looks pretty when she's sleeping" Both Conner and Blake thought.
After staring at Avril a couple of minutes, Conner got bored, and got up to leave and Blake dashed away, so Conner would not see him.
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well,
i'm tired of staying at home
i'm bored and alone
i'm sick of
wasting all my time
-
"Oh, I have been looking for you, did you check on Avril?" Jordan Said, after he shift got over, and after she found Blake.
"Yeah, let's go…That is a cool lamp!" Said Blake, trying hard to change the subject.
-
you
don't know how it feels
to be outside the crowd
you don't know
what it's like
to be left out
and you don't know how it
feels
to be your own best friend on the outside looking in
-
"There is no lamps in a hospital, Blake" Said Jordan
"You're a retard" Blake said, as he passed somebody, pretending they were Conner, and pushed them hard.
As Jordan and Blake turned another corner, they ran into the doctor.
"I have some bad news, Avril Caldwell has caner." Said the doctor.
