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ANYWAYS HERE IS THE NEXT PART OF THE STORY HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT
Chapter 2: Not Again
One thing I hate is waking up early to go to school, But what makes me even more mad is that I'm always running late. My school starts at 7:30 and I always come to my first class at 7:40 or later I'm just lucky that I have one of those teachers that could care less about my attendance. So I take that long walk to my class because my mom had to drop me off at the farther side from where my class was and I don't like walking in being one of the last people in the class It makes me feel all awkward.
When I finally get to my chemistry class I walk in and remember all about Saturday and who I saw their, because I see him again he's like the first person I notice when I walk in not even my friends that call out "Clare you're finally here!"
Or maybe it's because his desk is the one nearest to the front door of the classroom is why I notice him and all those emotions I have been having that Saturday come back.
I walk up to Imogene and Katie and I sit in the desk besides them and I try to forget about the fact that Eli is sitting in the same room as me on the other side and realization struck me that it's going to be like this until my junior year is over and I don't know why but for some reason I liked the thought of seeing him more often. Maybe one of these days I could even try to talk to him… I COULD ONLY DREAM.
Its lunch time now and I was walking with Alli on our way to the lunch line when I notice Eli again! It pisses me off that that's the only thing that has my attention! I am pathetic.
He's just I don't know? Something about him is intriguing and it's drawing me to him. Look at me I am starting to become obsessive over a guy I don't even know! How sad is that!
When he was passing by us with his friends I just couldn't take it anymore and I say the few words that I didn't want to come out of my mouth to Alli "OMG Eli is so freaking cute, He's tall! and he's a freaking soccer player that's even better! Ever since I saw him at that party I just can't stop thinking about how cute he is!"
Ok maybe that wasn't just a few words…
"You think Eli is cute?" she asked me disbelieving.
"Yeah don't you?" I answered wanting to know her opinion on him because she is my best friend.
"he's ok it's just that he's such an asshole, I mean he hangs out with the soccer players and all the soccer players are such man-whores. He thinks he's so cool and that he can get whatever girl he wants and he's so freaking conceded and nasty that it's not even funny." She stated very knowingly.
And I silently thanked god for having a friend like her that's completely honest that just comes straight out with the truth about things.
"Oh really ? So all the soccer players are like that?" I asked suddenly very interested but at the same time disappointed at this new knowledge.
"Well not all of them and Eli can be nice it's just that since he hangs out with all those guys he just acts like that. I remember in freshman year he was all quiet and nice to me then he got on the soccer team and started talking nasty." Wow so he changed into an asshole freshman year! I wonder how he was like before.
I need to stop thinking about him who cares what he was like before he is an asshole now, And that's not going change from the looks of it.
"So you talk to him?" maybe she could help me out on trying to talk to him.
Wait what Clare? What are you thinking this guy is obviously bad news if I go any further than just checking him out it spells heartbreak all over! I just know it! So why can't I stop thinking otherwise?
The next few days I was with Alli, Marisol, Imogene, Katie and a few of my other friends .I don't remember what we were talking about but then Alli said "Oh so I was talking to Eli and I was all like 'I know someone thinks your cute' "
I gasped. "YOU TOLD HIM"
Alli says "No! This is what I said I was in the locker room and I saw him and I don't remember how it came up but I said 'So I know who thinks your cute' he was all like 'WHO? WHATS HER NAME IS SHE CUTE?' "
I swear I think my hopes got up a little too much!
"He's so shallow! He wouldn't stop asking me for your name! I wouldn't tell him all I told him was your last name." Alli finished.
"And what did he say?" I asked very anxious.
"He said 'who's that?' do you guys even talk? "She asked me in a way is if it was weird that he doesn't know who I am.
"No, I don't even know him! I just think he's cute" I said it in a way to show the fact that I don't talk to him or know him isn't such a big deal.
"Well at least you only think he's cute because he is the type of guy that wants to 'hit it and quit it' "She said it with an annoyed tone.
"The thing is that he never actually had like a real girlfriend he just likes to mess around, I don't think he even wants a girlfriend right now" What surprises me is the fact that he doesn't even look like the type a guy who doesn't want a girlfriend who the hell likes being single all through high school? I know I don't!
"Or a maybe you should try and talk to him and try to be friends I just want you to get over your shyness and just talk to guys" Alli said I knew she was going to get to that but now that I know all these bad things about Eli I don't think I even want to get to know how he is for all I know he could be a jerk to me and hurt my feelings in some way I definitely don't want that.
"Hell know screw him" I said that more to myself and then we just dropped that subject.
For now…
I hope that maybe this has got those of you that are reading this more interested in this story and let me remind you that I'm not coming up with this stuff from the top of my head but this is just a life story. That I feel I need to write about and trust me there will be more length and depth to it than just a simple high school crush . What I want you guys to get out of this is for u guys to know that not everyone has relationships with people they like, it's just not that simple for some girls like me for example. Anyways I hope you like this and I want reviews just so I can know that there are people out there that are reading this and are interested in what I have to write.
