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Tsunade POV:

I opened my eyes blinking out sunlight and cursing under my breath. I squinted at the clock to check the time.

"one in the afternoon oh fuck I hate myself." I groaned and stretched before I rolled over to the other side of the bed, and snuggled into the pillow inhaling its scent that oddly smelled like Jiraya; why in the name of the golden Buddha did the pillow smell like him!? And why the hell was I naked!?

"SHIT!" damn my horny drunkenness why did I have to screw Jiraya? Wonderful sweet sensitive caring drop dead sexy Jiraya -snort- did I just call him drop dead sexy? I mean I will admit when I was younger I had some pretty vivid sex dreams with Jiraya in them and some even with Orochimaru...-shudder- I really don't want to relive the orochimaru ones, but that all changed when I met Dan, he became the one I fantasized about.

Last night I thought that was another sex dream with Jiraya and Oh my sweet golden Buddha was he good in bed my orgasms had orgasms my goose bumps had goose bumps that man is a sex god I tell you! I was writhing under him screaming his name as he took me over and over again pleasing me in ways I didn't think were possible. Shit I'm getting horny. I may regret taking him into my bed, but damn that man can fuck even better than my sweet Dan...Oh Dan I am so sorry I betray your memory please forgive me for my drunken night of lust it seems like I make this apology over and over again, but this time it's different this time I screwed Jiraya, this time it wasn't some random guy, this time I knew the person I fucked. I feel even more guilty than ever before so much so that my heart hurts just as much as my head. This time I couldn't avoid my sin, this time I had to atone for the wrong I did not just to Dan, not just to myself, but to Jiraya as well. I have wronged Jiraya I know how he feels about me, I know he loves me, and yet last night I took advantage of him. I may have been drunk last night, but I sure knew what the hell i was doing. I smashed Jiraya's heart into a million tiny bits and I knew it. I knew he wouldn't be able to resist me even if he wanted to, and for that Jiraya I am sorry. I didn't take your heart into consideration I am a bitch an utter royal bitch, and I am selfish.

"This day is going to be hell" I sighed. I made myself get up and face the day, begrudgingly, I walked to the bathroom, which I knew I had left a mess the night before, and was surprised to see it clean this morning. My heart ached at the sight of the immaculately clean bathroom it showed me Jiraya cared about me, and this stupid little small act of kindness was his way of expressing it. I may have teared up a little bit. I climbed into the shower and began washing my hair with my peaches and cream shampoo that followed up with conditioner so my honey blonde hair wouldn't be a tangled dry frizzy mess. After I was done washing my hair I felt the need to scrub myself raw using a loofa and peach shower gel. I scrubbed and scrubbed until my skin was red and I was satisfied with my cleanliness. I then washed my face before finally stepping out of the shower and wrapping a big fluffy green towel around myself. I marched over to the mirror I wiped it with my arm to clear the fog so, I could see myself. I had damn hickey's everywhere! I grabbed my toothbrush and brushed my teeth furiously before rinsing my mouth out, and putting my toothbrush in its proper place. I then painstakingly began my skin regimen before covering up all those damn hickeys and getting dressed. I was going for a walk and I was praying that I wouldn't bump into Jiraya my guilt was to much for me to bear, and Shizune Dan's niece what would she think of me if she found out? Oh yeah today was definitely going to be hell.

sorry this chapter is so short next chapter is Jiraya's point of view.