Oh my gosh I knew I said this would be a oneshot but I wrote more! Sorrrry! Anyway I hope you like this!
Aliyah + Truth and Consequences
She left me lying on the floor and all this time I felt like more. Once and obstical in her path now a heartbreak in the past.
She wished it was me she was mourning perhaps. Maybe she just wanted it all to end up like this. Her walking away from me on the floor.
And how could we come to this with myself torn between my imagination and reality.
I had risked it all for her. Now she had pushed me down to the floor. Is that what I meant to her? I guess I will never know.
She looked back once then left me. Just a man on the floor. That she hated.
Months without her. Things world in slow motion. I couldn't settle to any task. A part of me was refusing to accept the fact that she was gone.
I lay in bed each night unable to think as thoughts chased each other around my brain. Her face was always there. Behind my eyes. And once I was able to sleep all I could dream about was her. So it was with relief when the morning came until I was forced to watch her empty desk.
Once I had something to do I was happy. When I finally stood up and declared personal war on Saleem I had only bloody vengeance in my heart. I didn't want to continue on without a cause do when the time came it felt good to be able to drive forward and have something to aim to. I didn't care what it took. Even if it was the last thing I would do I would find that man and avenge my partner, my best friend, my Ziva. And after that who knows. Maybe I would just fade away. Maybe I would let my self due after killing the man. All I knew is that I had only one regret when I drive in to battle. That I never said goodbye.
