July 27, 2011

8:52am

Jade's P.O.V.

I sat up in bed, and laid my hand on his cheek and started stroking it with my thumb. He was so warm. He slept so soundly last night that I didn't want to move so I wouldn't disturb him. I hate the thought of what he had to sleep in over there. Last night when we got home he changed his clothes, laid in bed and fell asleep that minute. Beck usually doesn't wear a shirt when he sleeps, and he was sleeping on his stomach so his back was facing up. When Beck and I first started dating he got a tattoo on his left shoulder, that said "Jadelyn", in cursive letters. Every time I see it, I get a swarm of happiness come over me, because to me it means that no matter what happens in the future, we love each other and that's what's important. I felt Beck's hand lay on my thigh, so I looked down at him. After about 5 seconds he opened his eyes.

"Im sorry! Did I wake you up?

He didn't respond to me. He wrapped both arms around me and pulled me so I was on top of seemed so much stronger, I mean, Beck has always been really insanely strong but now he's definitely gotten stronger. He locked his lips with mine. It felt so good for my lips to touch his again, so I deepened it. We didn't go to far, but I will admit, it felt good. We pulled away but, I kept my forehead rested on his.

"Did you get more beautiful while I was gone?"

"Did you get hotter while I was gone?"

I got off him so I was laying next to him. "So, my fiancee. We've got some wedding planning to do!"

I smiled, "I know" I got up and put one of Beck's T-Shirts on over my tank top, walked over to the bedside table, pulled out a notebook and pen, and sat back next to him. "Ok! So first of all, what date should we do?"

W both sat there staring at each other until he spoke, "November 11"

"November 11?"

"11/11/11"

"That's perfect"

"Like you"

I smiled, leaned over and pecked him on the lips, wrote down the date, and then spoke." Who's gonna be your groomsman?"

"Depends. Who's gonna be your bridesmaids?"

"Oh, that's easy. Cat! And..."

He looked at me sternly.

"I guess Vega will have to do..."

"That's my girl!" He pinched me in my sides.

I jumped. "Baby! You know how much I don't like that!"

"I know that's why I do it!" He started tickling me which probably looked like a wrestling match.

"We're never gonna get anything accomplished!"

I escaped his grip somehow, and ran out the door of our bedroom, and down the steps of our new apartment. He chased after me and we chased each other around the house. I ran into the kitchen and screamed and was about to run the other way but Beck was right behind me and caught me. I calmed myself down. "Cat! How did you get in here?" I said half panting to the redhead sitting on my kitchen counter.

"Remember you gave me a key a couple weeks ago. And you told me to come over this morning so we could wedding plan"

"Oh...right. Sorry!"

"About what?"

"About forgetting"

"About what?"

"You coming over this morning.."

"Oh! Now I remember! Hahahahaha!" Cat giggled.

I rolled my eyes but smiled. "Ok Cat."

"Whatie?"

"Will you be my bridesmaid?"

"OMG! YES YES YES YES!" She hugged me so tightly.

"Have you guys picked a date?"

"November 11" Beck said from the other side of the kitchen.

"Awesome!" Cat exclaimed. "Am I the only one?"

Beck smirked at me." No. Vega's the other one.."

Cat gasped, "That's so cool!"

I crossed my arms.

"And Groomsmen?"

I looked at Beck who did the same to me.

"We haven't really talked about that yet...I guess Andre and Robbie"

"Sounds good to me" Beck replied.

"Im walking down with Robbie right?" Cat extended her hand out.

"Well Duh! He is your boyfriend!"

"Right!" Cat giggled, "We need to go dress shopping asap!"

"That's right!" I snapped my fingers. "Wedding dresses take a while to come in and were in a tight time frame."

"Well, that's ok!" Cat climbed off the counter and sat down at the table and pulled out her phone, "I'll just text Tori, and tell her to keep this week free!"

"Who would you take with you?" Beck asked me then gave me a hug from behind.

"Well, Cat, Tori, my mom, your mom...um, I think that's probably it"

I sat down and started writing things down in my notebook.

"Babe, what do you want the wedding colors to be?"

"Anything for you, my love" He said and kissed my forehead.

I contemplated it for a minute then looked at Cat. "Black and Teal"

"That's perfect! Because it fits your personality but also has color!"

I looked at Beck for approval."Fine with me" He said while running his fingers through his hair. I smiled and wrote it down in my notebook.

"Um, Cat. Can you call and make a reservation for a dress appointment tomorrow, and call Tori, my mom, and Beck's mom, so they know the details."

"Kk!" She started dialing and walked out of the room.

I sighed as I finished writing some things down in my journal and the walked upstairs to take a shower. Once I got to our bedroom, I tuned my iPod on shuffle and then started brushing my hair.

I'm an American Soldier, and American,

Beside my brothers and my sisters, I will proudly take a stand,

When liberty's in jeopardy, I will always do what's right,

Im out here on the front lines, sleep in peace tonight

American soldier

I immediately felt tears welt up in my eyes, because when Beck was away this was one of the only reasons I kept going. I know that I'm not into country music that much but this songs meaning gets me every time. I felt a pair of arms hug me from behind and it made me cry harder so I put my head in my hands. I felt him turn me around and pull me close to him. I couldn't help but cry because these past two years have been so hard. Me and Beck have known each other since we were in elementary school, so being away from him was so hard. I can't count how many times I would go days on end crying because I didn't get a call from him. I pulled myself away from him and wiped my eyes. "Sorry" I said while wiping the bottom of my eyes with my thumbs, carefully trying not to mess up my eyeliner.

"About what? Being scared?" He said while laying a hand on my cheek and pulling me in for a kiss.

"Yayyyyyyy!"

I turned to see Cat standing in the bedroom doorway clapping.

To be continued...