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Previously on "Why do you question my feelings?"

It was as if she thought that his opinion of her had changed or that he loved her less because of what she had done, but that was far from being the truth.

He loved her for who she was, and was determined to make her understand that, all he needed was for her to give him a chance

Chapter two

Dr. Julia Ogden was cleaning up and storing things. The autopsy of Mr. Thomason was finished and he had been released for burial. The poor man died from massive internal bleeding caused by an accidental fall.

As she was tiding things up on shelves, flashes of moments William and she had shared together pictured in her mind. She missed him, missed being able to kiss him, being intimate with him, they hadn't slept together, but there was more than one kind of intimacy liked the way they used to look at each other, their long discussions, she missed his explanations on some subjects, she missed his enthusiasm when he was fascinated by something. William Murdoch was a special man, he was handsome, sweet, and so smart. He was also stubborn and, to him, justice was everything, no matter what he had to do to catch a criminal, Detective William Murdoch would do it.

At times, it was a part of Murdoch's personality she hated, while at others, she loved it because it was part of what made him who he was. Julia would never have thought that one day she would miss a man the way she missed William.

Why were relationships between men and women so complicated, why couldn't things just be easy for once?

Julia closed her eyes and once more, like it had been the case since they'd split up, William appeared in her mind. She saw the two of them laughing, and William approach her, and with a soft smile, he placed his lips tenderly on hers and she lost herself in the fantasy. She didn't hear that someone was calling her name. The person repeated her name again, but got no reaction.

"Dr. Ogden?" A familiar voice called her softly.

The legist didn't react immediately thinking that someone was calling her in her day dream.

"Julia?"

She opened her eyes slowly as she felt a hand on her shoulder, Julia looked dazzled over at the person calling out her name.

"William!" She said startled to see the man of her thoughts standing in front of her.

"Julia, are you alright?" The detective asked with a slight worry audible in his voice.

"Yes... Yes..." Dr. Ogden replied a little too fast.

No really satisfied by her answer, William Murdoch looked at the woman facing him, very carefully, almost scrutinizing her.

"Detective, you are making me feel very uncomfortable," Julia told him as she lowered her eyes to look down at the floor.

Murdoch fidgeted with his hat, he was holding in his hands since he had entered the morgue.

"I'm sorry Julia, it's just that..." William looked at his hands before he looked at her again searching her eyes. "I feel like you are not telling me the truth."

Julia Ogden's eyes widened in surprise at his words. "And what exactly makes you think that, Detective Murdoch?"

Murdoch slightly winced at her reaction. "I am not insinuating you're lying, Dr. Ogden, I'm just thinking that you're not telling me everything. Your answer was very quick, that's why I think that you're withdrawing things..."

What I'm holding back, William, is that I miss you so much it hurts, and each time, I see you all I want to do is kiss you, Julia thought.

"No, I'm not holding anything back from you."

"I would like to talk to you about a personal matter..." William Murdoch started slowly.

The pathologist's eyes saddened as she asked him "Shouldn't you discuss that with Enid Jones?"

"That is precisely the matter I wanted to talk to you about..." He answered her, looking straight in her eyes which surprised her because normally he would have looked somewhere, anywhere actually but her blue eyes.

Dr. Julia Ogden felt her heartbeat go faster.

Moving slightly closer to him, her eyes went from his eyes to his mouth and back to his eyes again, before throwing her arm around his neck and kissed him passionately, her fingers tangled in his short, very well cut, hair. William's hands slid around her waist and pulled her closer to him to deepen the kiss, making the doctor moan softly.

"Julia?"

"Hmmm?"

"I was asking you if you would care to take a walk with me so we could talk." William told her.

Ogden looked at him a few seconds then tilted her head to the left a little and smiled as she answered. "Why not, let me just get rid of my apron and put on my hat and I'm all yours. I... I mean and then we can go." Julia said, looking elsewhere.

The last piece of sentence Julia said before correcting herself hastily hadn't fall into deaf ears, and he couldn't help the small, discreet smile that appeared on his lips.

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Walking together in silence for a moment, William and Julia looked around them, taking in the colorful landscape that, fall offered, when they both suddenly stopped as one.

"Well, I guess we'll sit here then." William said.

"Yes it seems like we will" She retorted.

Murdoch then seemed to fish for something out of some sort of saddlebag that Julia hadn't noticed he carried with him as they went for the walk. William opened the bag and pulled a blanket out of it. She looked at him amazed and surprised.

"You never cease to surprise me, detective."

"Be prepared for every eventuality." He smirked.

Julia frowned at his words. "Are you telling me, you thought everything through?"

"No, I just hoped you'd accept to talk with me, and I thought that in case you would, it would be nice to sit on a blanket laid on colorful leafs rather than on a hard wood bench."

The pathologist couldn't help but smile at his thoughtful gesture. Once the blanket was placed, William reached out his hand; she placed hers in his delicately and he helped her sit as comfortable as possible before sitting opposite her.

They sat there in silence facing one another for a long moment. The silence started to stretch and it started to make the doctor feel uneasy so she took a deep breath and then asked.

"What was it you wanted to tell me about Mrs. Jones, Enid I thought her name was, right?"

William didn't answe immediately, as he seemed hypnotized by Julia's beautiful figure. All he wanted to do was pull her close to him and ravage her with kisses. He missed her so damn much.

"William?"

"Humm?"

"What was it you wanted to tell me about Mrs. Jones?"

"Oh, yes, Enid... Mrs. Jones and I aren't seeing one another anymore."

"Oh." Was all Julia could say as she was surprised by the news and though she wouldn't have admitted, not even to herself, the news of William and Enid's break up made her heart very happy.

"I couldn't stay with her it wouldn't have been fair to her or to her son, Alwin." Murdoch said looking down at his index finger that was absently making circles on the blanket. He paused then and added raising his brown eyes to look straight into her blue ones. "Not when my heart belongs to someone else..."

Julia felt her heart skip a beat with hope. Her heart swelling up with joy. But she did her best to hide the happiness she felt inside as she asked.

"And who's the person your heart belongs to, detective?" She wondered, her eyes shining.

TBC...