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BPOV

Suffocation, I feel it even while I am still burning from the outside in. Why am I so suffocated? This is a burning question, wow where is the irony in that statement? After a little while burning I am finally able to hear again, WHAT THE HELL where did everyone go and why is Edward in the room with me.

"Bella my love only a short time left till we are together again. I know you didn't mean what you said out in the woods so I will overlook it this time." Is he mental or something, where does he get off with his line of reasoning? I mean come on a girl tells him that their relationship is over and he doesn't believe it how stupid can he be? Very stupid because he keeps droning on about how beautiful I am becoming, WHAT THE FUCK leave me alone Edward.

I can't say anything for fear of screams coming out of my mouth. Fucking shit hurts like hell that's it maybe I am in hell, I have to be although for the life of me I can't figure out what I have done to deserve being there. Memories start filling my mind, sifting carefully across my mind. Images race by of Charlie, Renee, Phil, and the Cullen's. Edward and I's first date crosses my mind and as the memories come I fully realize I was nothing to him just a mere possession, and fuck if I shouldn't have seen this before I don't love him.

If only I had figured this all out before, the suffocation I feel wouldn't have happened. It shouldn't be, I have always felt there was something wrong with our relationship now I realize what it was. During this time of reflection I somehow realize he is still talking to me about how we will be leaving the family for a little while as they didn't follow his wishes regarding changing me.

Suddenly I hear a crash and the door is thrown open. I hear the sound of clashing thunder and I just know someone is fighting with Edward. Fuck they can't even let me change in piece. This is some bullshit, all of a sudden I hear voices.

"Stay away from Isabella Edward." The most beautiful voice I have ever heard says. Wait since when have I thought Jasper's voice is beautiful. Since forever my little demonic voice says. Where did you come from? I have been here all this time only you have never listened to me before. Do you know why I feel so suffocated? Because you won't stand up for yourself, be stronger don't be a wimp. I am not a wimp. Come on, when you stood up for yourself with Edward it was the first time you grew a backbone. You are most definitely a wimp. What do you mean you will be able to correct it you are only the voice in my head? Silence, well fuck me I have a lot to think about now don't I. I wonder how much longer I will be burning.

JPOV

Taking time away from Bella, to hunt I take the pixie with me. Honestly I will feel so free after I get rid of her.

"Ali, I think we need to talk." I tell her gently, after all this woman has been with me for some time.

"Jazzy, I already know. However I know you can fight it." Why would I want to fight the bond between myself and Bella how idiotic can the pixie be?

"Alice I don't wish to fight it. I would like a divorce, in fact I have already asked Carlisle to have Jenks draw up the papers. If you don't sign them willingly I will force you to." I feel oppressed by the pixie even more in this instance as she moves closer to me.

She places a hand on my chest running her nails over my skin that is showing through my shirt. I shudder in disgust, she thinks it's delight feeling nothing but satisfaction. "Jazzy I know you still want me." The fuck, why would I want this little pixie that doesn't allow people to do anything they want to.

She manipulates everything, I can't stand it. Just once I would like to make my own decisions and not have to worry about the consequences, which if anyone knows means yelling. She can't hurt me and yet I have put up with it for decades. I think the time has come to break free and she is still suffocating me.

"Alice as you well know, you cannot fight the bond of a mate. Even if I did want you which I do NOT, I wouldn't mess around on that bond. In other words quite frankly my dear little pixie I don't care."

Tears start forming in her eyes as she stares at me unsure of what is coming. That's right pixie I know a secret, when it comes to my mate you can't always see. I internally chuckle at the thought, while outwards I project peace and calming feelings.

Yes I don't love her, yes she has suffocated me enough changing the person who I was to suit her needs with little to no thought of what it might do to me. I feel panic building up in MY Bella and I take off running towards the house. Crashing through the doors I head for Bella's room, I throw the door open it crashing into the wall behind it, noticing Edward standing close to Bella I lunge at him knocking him through the wall behind him.

"Stay away from Isabella Edward," I growl out to him. My rage hitting him squarely in the ass, his knees buckle. Oh he doesn't know who the FUCK he is messing with.

"Bella is MINE Edward you need to BACK the FUCK OFF before I make you." My fury hitting him harder than my rage, he is completely incapacitated by my sheer will.

"Make no mistake Jasper she will come back to me," He gasps out still on his knees.

I get right up to his ear and in a deadly calm whisper, "I won't hesitate to turn you into fucking vampire potpourri Edward if this continues. Now I won't repeat myself again LEAVE MY MATE ALONE!" I draw back my fist, and as it collides with Edwards face I feel immense fear coming from Bella.

FUCK what the hell is going on with my mate, and why the hell wasn't I paying attention to something other than fuckward. Running full speed back into the room I notice Alice trying to get to Bella but she keeps bouncing off something like she is hitting some kind of wall. OH HELL NO!

The stupid little pixie who the fuck does she thinks she is to attack my mate, the beast yells rattling the cage I keep him locked in. My vision clouds into a red haze, a snarl rips through my mouth and my body tenses ready to pounce. I start bouncing back and forth from foot to foot, and as the pixie bitch turns around to notice me I snap.

MPOV

The haze behind my eyes focus clearly on one thing and one thing only, the little pixie bitch that's threatening my mate. I break free from my cage shaking the chains that Jasper keeps me locked up in and strike. Quickly grabbing her by her throat, I slam her into a wall. Her fear a drug to me after a long incarceration, I breathe deeply. I push all my fury at her increasing the amount of fear so drastically she starts to shake uncontrollably.

"Now, Now, Mary Alice you really should have known better than to try and attack my mate," I state calmly her eyes widening it almost looks comical. If she were human she would have lost her faculties a long time ago and pissed herself. Inside I am purring with delight, fear being fed to me is almost like heroin to an addict.

"Now where should I start?" saying this pondering to myself out loud. Raking my finger nails roughly over her skin leaving trails of scratches along the path. "Oh yeah I think I will start with your fingers, for even daring to try to touch my mate."

Gripping her first finger on her left hand I yank hard, delighting in the screams piercing the air. Carlisle comes running into the room, I snarl loudly highly alerted to the fact that my mate could possibly be in danger. He is no longer my father while I am in this frame of mind and he realizes it dropping down into a submissive stance.

Gripping the second finger on her left hand I too yank that one off. Tossing it to the floor I continue my torture of the manipulative pixie. Her fear and pain radiating through the room, internally I dance with glee. Growling I let go of her, she falls to the floor gasping in pain.

"I will just be keeping these for the time being. Just keep in mind what I told you Alice. Now get out of here before I change my mind." She quickly scampers to her feet and bolts out of the room silent anguish present in her face.

"Jasper I know that you are just protecting Bella and that is great. I fully understand that she is important, she is my daughter however I don't know what you mean by she's your mate. Alice is your mate, isn't she?" Growling softly at him in warning I walk over to MY Isabella.

"No Alice is not my mate, she has been lying to every one including myself for quite a while. Isabella is my mate, however she doesn't just belong to me. There is a lot I cannot explain right now as I am not in the right frame of mind, just know that the Captain will be here soon."

PPOV

Boy that was close, my mate almost got attacked by not one but two crazy vampires. I wouldn't know what to do with myself if she had ended up hurt or worse killed thank god the Major showed up. I hate being so far away from my mates, yes both the Major and Kitten are my mates. I don't fully understand it myself but somehow we are all the same soul.

I start packing my stuff absent-mindedly, thinking over everything my gift has shown me. Kitten is going to be in for a rough road thanks to the mind-fucker and skank-pix, I hate that she will have to go through this. If it were up to me nothing would ever hurt her and I know that the Major is of the same mind I am.

The sooner I get packed up the sooner I can leave this hell hole and never return, the memories of Char and I here are too painful. I really regret ever bringing her with me when I left Maria, but of course my gift told me I had to bring her with me or shit wouldn't have gone correctly with my real mates.

I would not be who I am without her, the stronger person she made me to be by forcing my hand. If I have to I will take her out completely, I do take her words seriously and as a serious threat to my mate. My beautiful mate Isabella she has been through so much already if I could cry, for her I would. The weight of the world is crashing down on her shoulders, she has done nothing to deserve what those twats are doing to her.

Fully packed I head out the door of the house, setting my suitcases on the ground beside me I take a bottle of gas from where I have it stashed and quickly douse the house. Pulling out a match, I strike it and toss it the flames quickly engulfing the house that is in Charlottes name taking the painful past with it.

I pick up my suitcases and climb into the car continuing on my way to my new life with my true mates. Hopefully shit doesn't get to out of hand before I get there. I wouldn't want to go on a killing spree, I am just crazy enough to do with the knowledge of what's going to happen. I honestly know but don't know when.

The only thing I should have to stop for is gas and the occasional hunt, outside of that nothing will stop me till I reach the woman and man I can finally claim as my own. My heart bursts with the knowledge that soon we will be together and we can finally start living the lives we were meant to have. First though we will have to take out the pixie and her true mate.

I think it is really fucked up that no one there has figured it out yet, I mean come on the pixie has to have some clue she wasn't mated with Jasper that in fact she is mated to the mind-fucker/mind-reader.

They are peas of the same pod, so controlling, so manipulative, so conniving, and just so downright nasty. I seriously wonder if they know and are really just trying to fuck the Major and I out of our mate.

Pulling over I quickly realize that I need to hunt before getting there, see unlike the pixie bitch I know all about the wolves and my gift works on them. I can see everything clearly it also doesn't depend on the higher functioning decision of someone. My gift is not subjective and will not change no matter what it is absolute.

Hopping out of the car I quickly make my way to the nearest bar, I hear screaming coming from the alley behind and make my way towards the noise. A woman with long blonde hair is being pinned to the wall, the guy snaking his hand into her pants and forcefully taking her with his fingers now to a normal person this would look like a good time being had by all but even in this lighting I can see the tears and fear on her face.

My vision clouds with red, my instincts on full alert tell me that this guy is trying to force himself on this woman. I lunge knocking him away from the woman and telling her to run, as she leaves the area a whispered "thank you" floats through the air. Grabbing the guy up by his throat and pinning him to the wall I lean in really close his ear.

"How does it feel to be the one pinned to the wall, not knowing whether you will live or die," I growl out to him, he starts shaking uncontrollably.

"Well I will let you in a little secret." I get closer to his neck and whisper, "You ARE going to die." Slicing through his neck like it was butter I smell the faint hint of urine as the pain and fear mingle in his blood filling my senses like a drug.

Euphoria, the release of extreme amounts of pleasure run through my blood as I slowly drain the fucker completely of his blood. Picking up the dead blood bag, that is ironically drained I carry him to the dumpster and place him in there quickly pulling out my lighter and fluid. I light the entire dumpster on fire and watch as his body is engulfed by the flames. Shit I wonder if in another life I was a pyromaniac seeing as this is the second time today that I have enjoyed watching something burn.

Giddy now I run back to the car, quickly climbing back in and taking off towards Washington. I will have to stop in about two hours to get fuel my gift tells me. Well that is to be expected. Let's just hope that there are not too many stops along the way seeing as my mental faculties are not completely right, right now. I know that I will not be completely right in the head ever, however this is not my normal fuckery this is the fuckery that comes from being kept from your mate for too long.

Growling out loud I pull my phone out texting Jasper, I leave him a message telling him of what my gift just told me. Fucker, the two twats are planning on attacking you and our mate while she is down again. DON'T FUCKING LEAVE HER ALONE. He texts back Thanks for the heads up Asshole. Now to continue my journey I am now almost at the border of Montana, towards Washington I hope to at least make it out of here by dark.

The woods around me getting denser and denser, the light becoming darker, I know night is swiftly approaching. Soon My Love, Soon I will be there. Sighing I am getting really tired of the pixie and fuckward I wish they would just fuck off, they never did anything good for that family without something being in it for them. Carlisle is pushed around, how in the hell does he expect to be treated with respect as a coven leader if he lets his coven push him around.

I mean fuck, those two are far from the perfect beings he seems to think they are. Edward through his "rebellious stage" yeah right rebellious if you call him being a sexual deviant while draining people rebellious then yeah I guess he was going through a rebellious stage. Oh and don't get me started on the pixie, trying to make everyone feel sorry for her by telling them she has no memory of her life, yeah I believe that, NOT!

She definitely remembers that she set her house on fire with her baby sister asleep in the bed, she also remembers who changed her and why, and she definitely knows what the hell she was doing. I am completely disgusted with her and Edward, I mean the Major and I are no angels when it comes to being mean, controlling, selfish creatures however we have gotten past that, and changed for the better in my opinion. We also felt remorse for what we did unlike the two twats.

What Jasper has no clue about as of yet is, the pixie knew that Kitten would get that paper cut on her finger thus causing him to lunge for her and that what the pixie was hoping was that he would drain her. Boy oh boy when that little piece of information comes out, we will be dealing with Jasper's beast as he calls him. Honestly sometimes the Major even scares me and I am not afraid of anyone. The only thing I am afraid of is if something happens to my Kitten.

Poor cupcake, she has no clue she is mated to the two scariest motherfuckers around, most people shy away from us and yet those two well they decided to fuck with us both. How stupid can they fucking be, an all holy shit storm is about to hit and quite frankly I wouldn't want to be them.

I am now just outside of Seattle only an hour or two more till I reach my mates suddenly fear slams into me. SHIT FUCK DAMN, Kitten is in trouble and the Major well he's gone for a little hunt. Quickly jumping from the car while it's still moving I take off running knowing I will get there faster. Heading through the woods, I quickly jump over trees and rocks making my way as fast as I can to the Cullen household.

Slamming the door open I quickly race upstairs in time to see a piece of Isabella go flying over my head. Fury fills me completely my beast breaking free, I roar in pain and anger, my eyes cloud up with red and suddenly I lunge at the person tearing my mate apart.


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