Hey guys, so this is the last chapter :( this was painful and hard to write.. the most horrible thing is that I felt the emotion used in this... not that great... ah...

DISCLAIMER: I OWN NOTHING!


It's already been a day... Tawni, Selena, and I just left out of Chick- Fil- A (A.N my mall food haha) 8PM, wow. I said a silent prayer, Tawni and I were heading out the mall with Selena after cleaning up, "I'll see you guys tomorrow. What time are you guys leaving?" Tawni and I looked at each other, "Um... probably about 8AM, you know to go over Chad's house with his family and have a quick family prayer, the funeral is at 9." she nodded, hugging me, "I'm so sorry." I nodded, hugging her back, I let go and so did she, she hugged Tawni, we said our goodbyes, "Is Justin coming too?" she nodded, Tawni and I left. I looked at the clock, yup, it's been a day already... I stared at the sky, the moon shining brightly, I smiled, I felt a bit of warmth, like Chad's arms were around me. I must be dreaming... he's not here, I turned around... nothing. "Sonny, you okay?" I nodded, "You're pale." I nodded, I looked at my phone, nothing at all, gosh miss Chad so much. I feel sick all over again holding this bag, "Tawni, I'm going t-" too late, I puked, luckily there was a trash can in this parking lot. Tawni handed me a napkin, water, and gum; I wiped my mouth, gargled, and chewed the gum, "Thanks." she nodded, we got into the car.

My song "Until You're Mine" came on... I remember Chad and I wrote this for a wedding, it was pretty awesome... I don't get why the couple wanted a song like this... "I need you next to me..." I stopped singing. Tawni looked at me, "Thinking about Chad?" I nodded, feeling hollow, I sighed, "He's a ton better now, he still loves you... look at it this way, he's on a fun vacation and you'll be there with him one day. He doesn't want you all depressed, he wants his Sonshine." I smiled at Tawni, I laughed, "Tawn, that's actually true and deep." she smiled, "I know! I'm right, and pretty!"

I laughed, I feel a bit better. Tawni and I switched the station, "Free To Be Me" by Francesca Battistelli came on, I love this song, Tawni turned it up, we both blasted it and drove. It was so fun, I looked out the window, "What's that?" I said, Tawni looked and pulled over, it was a memorial for Chad. It's beautiful, it had a guest book with all his fans on it, his mom, my mom, his dad, and all his other family were listed too, they were here? I signed the book, "Sonny Munroe... I love and miss you Chad." I put the pen back down, there was a whole row of stuffed animals... it was amazing. I cried,tears of happiness this time, I can't believe his fans did this. They're amazing, Tawni signed the book.

She went back to the car, I wanted to be alone, I've been crying a lot today, wow. "I love you." I whispered to the sky, it felt like Chad's arms were around me again, I smiled, leaning back on his non existant touch. Weird, I could've sworn he was here, like right next to me. I looked around, nothing at all. I know, Chad's still here... well his spirit is. I kissed the air and walked back to the car. I got in, closing the door, "It's like I felt him right there." Tawn smally smiled at me, "He's there... in your heart." I smiled. Nodding, I sat back, we continued to drive. "How To Love" by Lil' Wayne came on, amazing song... Tawni drove past her house which meant I'll be home in 5 minutes. "Can I sleep over?" I nodded, Tawni stopped home to her house, she grabbed her suitcase and her other personal needs, dropping them in. "Okay, lets go." I nodded, "Where's your mom?" I asked her, "With Mat. I just pray they get married, I love him as a step dad." I nodded, Mat goes to my church... we left the house and got into the car. "Dancing With Tears In My Eyes" by Ke$ha came on... it's sad and dancy, I don't get it. We pulled up to my apartment 5 minutes later, "I'm sleepy." I said yawning, Tawni laughed, I shrugged, "What?" she shook he head, I looked at what I was wearing, Chad's hoodie... I forgot I had this...

FLASHBACK
"Tell me that you love me and tell me that I take yur breath away maybe if you tak-" Chad bursted into my dressing room, "Chad, get out." he smirked, he walked over to me, wrapping his arms around me, kissing my forehad softly, "You do take my breath away." I blushed, smiling, I grabbed his hoodie, "Can I borrow your hoodie?" I'm freezing. He smiled, "Nope." I gave him the puppy eyes, holding his hoodie, "No kisses then..." his eyes went so big, it was adorable, he gave me the hoodie, "Fine."
"Fine."
"Good."
"Good." Tawni walked into the room with a frown on her face, "Just kiss already!" Chad and I giggled, he leaned in and kissed me... I took his hoodie while I kissed him, "Hey!" I laughed, running from Chad, "You can keep it." I smiled at him, "Thanks."
END OF FLASHBACK

I sighed, sitting back in the seat, "Sonny." I turned around, facing Tawni, I laughed, "What?" she smiled, "You're home."I nodded, grabbing my bag, "Okay, thanks Tawn." she nodded, "You had another flashback right?" I nodded, feeling sad that Chad's not here. I got out the car, Tawni was hot on my heels, she locked her car. I walked up to the apartment door and opened it, Tawni followed with both of her bags, I went straight to my apartment, I grabbed the keys from my purse, "Hmm... where are my keys?" I searched Chad's hoodie, yup... I found it, I also found a note, I'll see it later. I opened the door, "Mom, I'm home!" I screamed, I looked on the table, a note,
"Hey Sonny,
I'm at Mrs. Cooper's house, well I'm helping set up for tomorrow, come if you want to... I love you
Love,
Mom."

I put the note down... I sighed, "Hey Tawn, my mom's setting up at Chad's house with his mom and dad for tomorrow, do you wanna go?" she nodded. "Yeah, Sonny, you sure you wanna do it?" I nodded, I grabbed my keys, "Okay, lets go." we hopped into Tawni's car within 2 minutes, I don't know how, the car was silent, "I miss him." I said, sighing with pain, "I do too. Think about his parents, Chad was their only child." I nodded, I'm taking his death pretty deep. We pulled up to Chad's house within 15 minutes... "Ready?" I nodded, I got out the car, Tawni locked it, "Come on." she wrapped her arm around my shoulder, "Thanks Tawn." she nodded, I said a silent prayer before entering... I had peace. I walked inside, well I knocked on the door first, mom answered it, "Sweety... come here." she pulled me in for a hug, I dodn't want one, I gave in either way... "You okay?" she asked, I nodded. I still feel sick...

Mrs. Cooper came into the room, you can clearly tell she was crying, there was a picture of Chad hanging up, oh snap... the poem, it's in the pocket of Chad's hoodie, Mrs. Cooper came over to me, she hugged me, I felt her pain heavilly, it hurt... badly. She rubbed my back, "He's in a better place." I gently said, trying not to cry... it was impossible, I looked at the jacket, there was a piece of Chad's hair on it. I finally broke down... ugh, I hate this. I finally stopped crying, I looked at the time, 10PM... "Sonny, we should go, it's getting late and plus, we're already done." I nodded, "I'll see you tomorrow Mrs. Cooper, and tell Mr. Cooper I said hi." she hugged me again, kissing my cheek, "I'll see you tomorrow too Sonny and I'll tell him." I nodded, we let go, my mom went to Mrs. Cooper, "I'll see you tomorrow Sherry." she nodded, Tawni was next, "Bye sweetie." Tawni let go, mom went to the car, "I'll see you guys at home." we nodded, getting into Tawni's car, we got in and buckled up, "I still can't believe it." Tawni said, sadly, I nodded.

We were home within 10 minutes this time... that was pretty fast. I ran straight in and hopped on the chair for a few seconds, "Tawn, I'm gonna take a shower." she nodded, mom just came out the bathroom, "It's okay Sonny." I nodded, knowing what she was actually talking about. I hopped into the shower, I let the hot water run all over my body, it felt relazing, too hot, I turned the water level down, I hopped out the shower, drying myself off and applying my perfume and deoderant and putting on my pjs. I walked into my room, Tawni was in there, "I'm gonna go shower." I nodded, she left to go into the bathroom. I sat on my bed, taking the note out the black and white striped hoodie. "I love Sonny, there I said it... I love her so much... I don't care what anyone says, the first time I saw her, I knew she was the one for me. I love her so much, I actually have an excuse to go to work. On days wen I don't see Sonny, I'm in the worst mood possible, well I sound like a sap... See what she does to me? I love her... that's all I gotta say, no ifs, ands, or buts at all." I sighed, aww... "I miss you." I whispered. I hugged the note close to my chest and grabbed the blanket Chad gave me.

Tawni came into the room, I was already done reading my bible when she came back, "Can I borrow your bible? I left mine at home by accident." I nodded, passing her the bible, I read Psalms 139... Tawni prayed and read the bible... "Okay, here... thanks." she passed me the bible, I nodded, I turned off the lights. "Goodnight girls." mom peaked in, "Goodnight." Tawni and I said, she shut the door. I fell asleep instantly... "Girls, up!" I groaned, I looked at the clock, 6:55AM... I'm so sleepy... I looked at the calender, Monday, duh... also a day I strongly regret... Chad's funeral... gosh... I made my bed, I looked outside, "Good Morning Chad! Well, today's your funeral, I'll never see you again, but just please know, I'll never ever forget you... I love you." I kissed my hand and blew it up, the sky got brighter, almost like Chad's saying the same thing to me...

I made up my bed and hopped into the bathroom, I cleaned up and got dressed, I need my black heels, got them... blue cardigan... yup, I wonder what Chad's wearing... wow... "Sonny, you ready?" mom asked, I nodded, I put my black flower into my hair, "Now I am." I teased my hair again, I applied a small touch of lip gloss too. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a handful of grapes when I got to the kitchen, I can't eat before funerals (A.N I'm exactly like that... I hate it) Tawni was eating half a piece of toast, "You sure you can do this?" she asked me, I nodded, I walked to the door, it's 7:45... man time goes by wayyy to fast... I sat on the chair, watching tv, "Today, many fans gather in front of the church where Chad Dylan Cooper will have his funeral... Rest In Peace Chad..." I turned the channel, it was everywhere... I sighed, I said a small prayer and traced my finger outline. "I love you." I heard whispered... I looked all around, nothing... weird, hmm... my imagination's playing with me again...

Mom walked out from the hallway, "Okay girls, lets go." she prayed for us and we left, Tawni's getting her stuff later. We hopped in the car (Mom's car) and buckled up, I feel like my nerves are getting the best of me, ugh... luckily I can't vomit grapes... I breathed in and out... feeling dizzy. We finally got to Chad's house... all his family was here... man, it's huge... "Hey Sonny..." Danielle Chad's cousin who's my age came up to me, she hugged me and then Tawni, "Hey Dan, what's up?" she smiled, "Not much, we need to hang out." I giggled, nodding, so did Tawni... "Yeah, I know, I haven't seen you in the longest." we talked more, Mrs. Cooper came over to both of us, Mr. Cooper was close behind us, "Hey girls... we're glad to see you." they both hugged us, it feels so weird not seeing Chad here... I looked up at the sky, "I miss you." I whispered to my love...

We gathered over to the living room, there was sooo much space, this house if gigantic. We all prayed for about 20 minutes or so... "Okay, everyone will be taking their cars to the church, and afterwards to the cemetary." I felt sick when Mr. Cooper said cemetary... I got into the car, feeling violently sick, I touched my forehead, yup, I have a fever... Tawni ran after me, "You okay?" I nodded, Selena tapped the glass, I opened the car door, she got in, "Hey guys, Justin asked me if I wanted to ride with him but I objected... I said you needed me." she said, I nodded, "Aww, thanks Sel." she nodded, hugging me, "You okay?" I nodded, actually crying, I hate when these tears come out of no where, "Dear God, please give me strenght." I silently said... mom got in, "Hey Sel." Selena smiled, "Hey." mom started driving, all of us had on our seatbelts... "Ready?" we all said at the same time... we all nodded.

We got to the church in 20 minutes... I got out, feeling hollow, I clutched my purse... "It'll be okay." I nodded, there was a LONG line... people crying, I wasn't... and I'm praying I don't... I'm actually the 50th person in this line... people view Chad and then sit down... I'm close, I don't wanna see him... laying there, cold... I miss him... I got the the casket, finally, I freaked out... he looked so peaceful, and shockingly, we're wearing the same exact colors, I started crying hysterically, I started shaking... I actually... passed out... right here...

I heard noises everywhere, people talking over me, I opened my eyes, Tawni, Zora, Nico, Grady, and Chad? I saw him looking at me. I hopped up off the floor, I was wearing sweatpants and a tee... Chad came over to me, "Get away!" I screamed, freaking out... everyone left, except Chad... "You're dead... I must be dreaming!" I was crying hysterically, freaking out completly, I can't freaking breathe. "Sonny, lay down." I layed down, he got me a bottle of water, I sat up, sipping it, I regained my breathing... I saw Chad and screamed, "You're dead! How in the world are you in front of me?" I started crying, Chad pulled me up on his lap, "Shh... it's okay." I kept crying, "You told me that before you died!" he pulled my head up, wiping my tears, he cradled me in his arms, I stopped crying, "How in the world? Explain to me... what happened?" he breathed in, "Okay... well this morning we were doing trust exercizes and you had Marta for a partner and she dropped you, you were out for a really long while." he kissed my temple. I nodded, crying, I smacked Chad's arm.

"Ow! What did I do?" I giggled, I leaned on Chad, "Nothing... Just hold me..." he giggled, he kissed me gently, "I love you." I smiled, thank goodness I actaully head my Chad. "I love you too." I went on and told him about how he died and everything else that happened, "So I died?" I rolled my eyes playfully, "Yes Chad... I explained that 12 billion times." I giggled, Chad kissed me passionately, "I'm glad I'm not dead." I smiled, "Why?" he smiled, "Because I wanted to do this..." I smiled, he reached in his pocket... "Allison Annabeth Munroe, will you marry me?" I smiled back widely at him, nodded, "Yes!" I threw my arms around him... "I love you Chad." he smiled at me, kissing me again, yup I strongly missed this. "I love you too Sonny." I'm glad I have my Chad.


DONE! :D I'm crying lol... this fanfic was sorta based off of Ghost Of You- Selena Gomez... I wrote this I think Wednesday afternoon out of no where... I knew I dreamt it but I never knew it would be like this... I actually felt Sonny's pain which was HORRIBLE... I hated it, but this fanfic is my fave :D

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Javi :)