Disclaimer: I don't own One Tree Hill nor the characters.
This is the first story I have ever written. I absolutely suck at writing
Know ones point of view
When Brooke comes back from the mall she runs straight up into her room. When she gets there she goes straight to her bed and cries herself to sleep. After an hour she wakes up and goes straight into the bathroom. She looks herself into the mirror
"why wasn't I enough for him? I really love him" she balls her hands into a fist and punches her reflection in the mirror. The mirror cracks all over and some shards fall off. She just looks at her fist and see's the blood oozing out. It feels good, so she does something that she hasn't done in a long time, she picks up one of the broken pieces of mirror and makes a long incision on her for arm. She watched the blood ooze down her arm and drip into the sink. She was too fascinated watching the blood ooze down her arm that she didn't realize that there was a lot. So she quickly cleans up the wound. She felt satisfied when she cut herself and for those few seconds she didn't feel any emotional pain. So she makes another incision right next to the one she made. For the first time in 5 hours she smiled.
After a day or two of crying and cutting, Brooke remembers that she left her favourite jacket in Lucas's bedroom. She decides that she better get it, it not an accuse just to go see how he is holding up. It is her favourite jacket. As she gets up she feels dizzy and falls back down. "woaaahh, I guess that's what happens when you haven't eaten in like 2 days " she gets up, slowly but steadily so she can get herself ready. She walks into the bathroom and see's the mess she has made over the 3 days. But she ignores it and goes and gets changed. She wear an oversized jumper and jeans, just to make sure you can't see any cuts.
"If his car is there I will keep driving if it's gone I will quickly go in and get it" she says to know one in particular. Before she gets up to leave her phone rings, "number out of area, wonder who it is"
"Hello"
"Hello is this Brooke Davis?"
"Yes it is, may I ask who this is?"
"Hello Brooke, it's Dr. Chase Adams here; we have your test results. The good news is that you're not pregnant"
"thank god"
"But Brooke we found something. it's not looking good, we need you to come back tomorrow for more testing"
"hello? Brooke are you there?"
"Sorry. So tomorrow?"
"Yeah tomorrow first thing, you can bring someone if you wish"
"ok thankyou doctor see you tomorrow".
Not pregnant that's a good thing right? But more testing, that can't be good . She grabs her keys and jumps in the car; she will go grab her jacket from Luke's then head to Peyton's, maybe she can help.
When Brooke arrives at the Roe house hold Luke's car isn't in the driveway but Karen's is.
"In out, hopefully she won't ask question or give me any pity looks"
Brooke knocks on the door, and Karen answers the door.
"oh hello Brooke, how are you?"
"Hey Karen I'm good, how about you? I left my jacket in Luke's room and I was wondering if I could quickly grab it"
"sure Brooke go ahead".
Brooke enters lukes room and she stops in her tracks and takes in the familiar scent.
"Smells exactly like him"
she looks around his room for her jacket, she sees it at the desk with his laptop. she grabs her jacket and looks up at his laptop. Its open on Peyton's site, she looks again and she sees Peyton and Luke kissing. A single tear falls down her cheek like a water droplet would on a window. How could they do this to her? She runs out of the roe house hold ignoring Karen's calls, gets into her car and speeds away. When she reaches' Peyton's house she waits for Luke to leave then goes into Peyton's room. Peyton was in her room drawing. Peyton looks up when Brooke mutters a 'hey'
"you're out late"
"couldn't sleep"
"everything will turn out ok"
"no not really"
"I don't know what hurts worse, you and Lucas sneaking around behind my back, or you lying about it to my face"
Peyton looks like she just got slapped in the face, she starts to protest "bro-"
Brooke cuts her off "No. the next time you want to steal my boyfriend, you might want to turn your webcam off. I went into his room to grab my jacket I left there, and maybe talk to him. His computer was on. I know you two were together. He meant EVERYTHING to me Peyton. And I was ready to try and be his friend if that's what he needed. Now I don't really care if I see either one of you again." With that Brooke left Peyton's in tears. She speed all the way home, she has miss calls from both Peyton and Lucas. As soon as she entered the house she ran to the bathroom to relieve some emotional stress. This would have to be the one of the worst weekends of her life. She thinks of all the bad things that have happened these past few days. Lucas cheated on her *cut*, peyton backstabbed her and was with her boyfriend *cut* have to go to the doctors tomorrow *cut*, Parents aren't here to help her *cut* Hayley and Nathan probably knew about the whole cheating thing and didn't tell her, *cut* and she was utterly and completely alone *cut*. She cried herself asleep (if you could call it that) again that night.
