"GET UP!" someone yelled in Remus' ear. Remus' eyes shot open. He looked at his alarm clock. The bright red letters read nine thirty. It took an hour to get to King's Cross. Remus dressed at top speed and made his way to King's Cross. An hour later he said goodbye to his father and made his way one the train. Remus found an empty compartment. He knew he liked Sirius but how could he tell Sirius. What way could he tell him? Remus rubbed his eyes. He had no sleep at all. He sat on the chair and fell asleep lost in his thoughts.

"Is he dead?"

"You're such an idiot Wormtail!"

"Of course he's not dead."

Remus opened his eyes. The train was making its way through the country side and his three friends were staring at him. He yawned and smiled. He gave them a warm hi and yawned again.

"How was your summer Rem?" James asked smirking.

"Good I guess." Remus said casually. A soft knock came from the door. A bright red haired, green eyed girl came into view.

"Hi Remus." She said happily

"Hi Lily." He said smiling. James scowled. "Have a good summer?"

"Not bad." Lily looked over at James and said, "Well bye." And hurried away.

James looked at the door and then got up. He looked around and gave Peter a come on look.

"Hey Evans!" James yelled running out of the compartment slamming the door with Peter at his heels.

Sirius sat next to Remus. Sirius inched closer and opened his mouth to speak. Another knock came from the door. Sirius looked annoyed. A long dark haired lanky boy with a large nose looked at Remus.

"Snape." Sirius scowled

"Hello Black. How was your summer Remus?" Serveus Snape asked.

"Oh it wasn't bad at all." Remus said smiling. Snape smiled at him. Why is he staring at me? Remus asked himself. "How was yours?"

"Oh it wasn't bad. Well bye Remus. Black." Snape strode off.

"Hey snivilluis!" Someone yelled. A figure ran passed the door followed by two others. Sirius sat next to Remus staring at him. I wish he never knocked, Remus thought.

"Back." James said grinning. "Ahh Evans is warming up to me." Remus, Peter, and James laughed. "What's wrong with you Padfoot?"

"Nothing." Sirius glanced at Remus. James gave him a nod and smirked. Hogwarts came into view and they made their way off the train and to the carriages. They seated themselves in the Great Hall and the sorting began. When the last first year was sorted into Ravenclaw the feast began. James dug in and his mouth was full of food. Remus laughed so hard he snorted. It made them laugh harder.

"How could she not love you?" Remus mocked. James nodded.

Remus stared at James for a while and then turned smiling at Lily and his longtime friend Alana. He moved down to where they were followed by James, Sirius, and Peter. Lily bid them a goodbye and sat with another group of girls.

"I think she is warming up to me." James said stuffing mashed potatoes in his mouth. Alana laughed.

"Yes because you're oh so charming." She said smiling. James opened his mouth to speak when the feast had ended. Mariah bid them a goodbye and joined Lily. Remus stared at Alana. She winked at him and kept talking.

"I think someone has a crush on our Rem." James said. Remus turned and stared at Sirius. Sirius looked away and then at Remus. "Is she the lucky girl Remus?" James asked as they headed to the boys dormitory. Remus laughed loudly.

"You know you're an idiot right?" He asked. James shrugged.

"I know when I see someone has a crush on another person." Remus froze and stared at James. Oh no! He thought. Please don't let him know I like Sirius oh please no. They four boys changed quickly and went to bed. James and Peter started snoring five minutes later. Remus laid awake. He soon heard Sirius sleep. He closed his.

"Remus," A voice said. Remus sat up and came face to face with Sirius. Sirius moved closer. Remus's body was inches away from Sirius'. Their lips were close.

"Moony wake up!" The sun was shining through the window. Peter was shaking him awake and James and Sirius were talking in a low whisper to each other looking at him. Remus dressed quickly made his way down to the Great Hall by himself. He sat at the table and got his schedule. Double Defense Against the Dark Arts, Double Potions, Charms, Transfiguration, and Care Of Magical Creatures. He groaned. Defense Against the Dark Arts was tireding.

"What's wrong Remus?" A voice asked. Remus looked up and smiled as Alana sat down.

"Have you ever felt like you don't belong somewhere?" He asked. She nodded while she took a bite of his toast. He laughed and shook his head.

"Yes I have. More then once actually." She breathed in deeply.

"I mean I like someone but I cant tell them. Do you know how that feels?" Alana looked at him and nodded. She hugged him tightly. Remus hugged her back and rested his head on her chest. "Alana I'm so glad you're here for me. If you weren't I don't know what I would do."

"You always have Sirius, James, and Peter though." She said smiling. Remus sat up and stared into her grey eyes.

"They aren't like you Alana. They weren't there for me when I was younger." He said hugging her. They turned and saw Sirius and James whispering to each other. They headed off to potions and Remus found himself sitting next to Alana the whole day. He looked over at the other three Maurders. He stared at Sirius for a while.

"You like him don't you?" Alana asked softly. Remus turned. Alana jerked her head towards Sirius. "You like Sirius don't you?"

"Is it that noticeable?" He asked. She laughed softly.

"Remus I've known you since I was five years old. I think I can tell without it even being noticeable."

"Why is he just sitting alone with Alana?" Sirius asked looking at him.

"Mate you need to ask him." James said as they looked at him. Snape walked to Remus' table and sat next to Alana. Sirius' eyes went wide. He frowned and glared at Snape.

"I hate Snape." Sirius said

"That's only because you like Remus." James whispered.

"Times Up!"

Remus walked out of potions chatting with Alana. He stared over at Sirius who was talking intently to James.

"He likes you." Alana said. Remus turned to looked at her. Lily joined them and followed their stares. She rolled her eyes.

"Alana please tell me you do not like Sirius Black I will disown you as a friend." Remus and Alana laughed.

"No Lily, Sirius likes Remus." Alana said. Remus looked at Lily.

"Let me guess Remus you like Sirius?" Remus blushed. She gave a soft aww and then hugged him. "Oh he's getting up!" Lily said. "Pretend you're actually eating dinner and not staring at it." Lily smiled brightly at him.

"Remus," Sirius said shyly, "I need to talk to you later. Meet me in the owlry. I need to talk to you privately." Remus stared at him as he walked away.

"Wow that was pretty lame." Alana said.

"I totally agree with you." Lily said looking at her. Remus turned and looked at them. He smiled. "Well at least we made someone's day. Now Alana tell me who you like or else I'll make Remus make you tell me."

"You do realize that made no sense right?" Lily shrugged. Remus turned and gave her a surprised look.

"You like someone?" He asked.

"You didn't know that?" Lily said. "Alana out of all people you couldn't tell your best friend? I'm ashamed." She smiled brightly. "His name is Deakon." Remus laughed at the look on Alana's face.

"Ha the kid on the Ravenclaw Quidditch team? Blimey I thought it would be someone really nerdy at least." Alana laughed along with Lily.

"Oh god that would be so funny if it was him." Remus and Lily laughed harder.

"Don't you have some where to go." Alana said looking at him. Remus looked around and bid his goodbye. He made his way to the owlry and looked around. Where was Sirius? Where had he gone to?

"Sirius!" He called. "Padfoot?" Something flew at him fast. Remus yelped as he was pinned up against the wall.

"I like you Remus." Sirius said. Remus looked stunned. He tried to speak but nothing came out. His cheeks became hot and he felt himself want Sirius.

"Sirius," He whispered, "Can you let me down?" Sirius unpinned him and Remus walked to the table. He sat on top of it and stared at Sirius. Sirius sat next to Remus.

"Remus, I noticed that I liked you last year. I couldn't stop staring at you."

"I know," Remus said. "You kept staring at me the whole day and when we were on our way to Hogwarts. Sirius,"

"Remus." Sirius said. Remus turned towards Sirius. Sirius moved closer and ran his hand along Remus's cheek. He leaned in and planted his lips right on top of Remus's. Sirius pushed Remus over and laid on top of him. Sirius moaned in Remus's mouth as his tongue slowly entered. He pulled away and looked into Remus's golden eyes.

"Don't stop." Remus said breathlessly looking up at him.

"I won't." Sirius said putting more force on Remus's body. He pushed his tongue into Remus's mouth and moved to his neck. Remus ran his hands through Sirius's raven black hair. He dug his nails into Sirius's back and bit his neck. Sirius grabbed his hands and sat up. He breathed in deep and ran his hand along Remus's chest. Finally, Remus thought. We finally kissed.