A/N: Look guys actual dialogue! I will try to post new chapters every 5-7 days, I have the next few written so this shouldn't be a problem for a few weeks. Warning: awkward talks about gayness, if you don't like this, get the hell out of the Hetalia fandom!
Ivan was somewhat of a lonely person, most people didn't want to be his friend, and he really wasn't interested in romance. This was a topic that came up over dinner at times.
"Brother why don't you have a girlfriend? It would make you so much happier to have someone to be with! I have Feliks and he makes everything better for me!" Natalia said one night as they were eating their small rations.
"I've seen other boys with girlfriends, and as much as it makes you happy while your with them, when the relationship ends it's a world of misery. Besides, I don't think I've ever even had a crush on anyone, I'm just not a romantic type person." And besides, Ivan thought, I don't know that I'm into girls at all, I've had the suspicion for years that I might be gay. I have caught myself looking at guys before, but never girls. But it's not a big deal right? I'm not looking for a boyfriend either, and I don't think I've ever had a crush on a boy either.
"Ivan dear are you okay?" Anya asked, looking a little worried.
"Da, I'm fine, just thinking." Ivan assured her.
"What about big brother?"
"Oh nothing." Ivan blushed a little, Should I tell them? Ivan wondered. It might be good if I at least talked to Anya about it, but I still don't know for sure...
"You can tell us if something is troubling you Ivan." Anya put her hand on his shoulder.
"Well," Ivan wasn't quite sure what he should say "I was just wondering, because we've never really talked about it, you're not, against...g-gays, are you?" Ivan stuttered a little.
"Of course not Ivan." Anya said, not reading anything into the question, Natalia however, gave him a look that showed she had figured him out. She leaned in close and whispered to him.
"So that's why you don't want a girlfriend."
"No, I've told you I'm just not a romantic person, I could care less about dating." Ivan retorted, but Natalia had a look of triumph on her face.
"So Anya, that means you wouldn't care if one of us was gay?" Natalia asked her sister smugly.
"Nyet, I would not mind, why is this so important all of the sudden?" Now Anya was getting suspicious.
"Well~ I think brother might be gay." Natalia gave Ivan an I've-got-you-now look.
"I guess I might be, you know, it's hard for me to tell, since I've never really had a thing for anyone before. But you know what?" Ivan was starting to get mad at Natalia. "What I want to know is why you give a damn about it! It really isn't any of your business!" Ivan got up from the table and shut himself in his room, and checked to make sure no one had come after him. He saw Anya tell Natalia to stay in the kitchen as she walked towards Ivan's room.
"Ivan, please calm down," Anya said from Ivan's doorway, "I understand not wanting to talk to Natalia about this, but you should talk to me, da?"
"I honestly don't know, I've never really liked anyone, I've always thought of myself as asexual, but now I think I might be gay." Ivan blushed, deeply embarrassed.
"And there's nothing wrong with that, remember that." Anya smiled and gave her little brother a hug. "Talk to me about this kind of thing in the future, da?"
"Da."
A/N: I know I said it would get more interesting, but this chapter isn't that great either. Sorry...but at least it's funny right? I think it's funny anyway.
