Chapter: 1

"Are you sure this I what you want?" my father asked me for the hundred and tenth time again.

"Yes dad, it is going to be great. Besides you've already paid for the whole year so it would be stupid not to go" I was trying to convince my father that I really wanted to go live across the country, or it felt like across the country anyways. I was going to go to boarding school in a tiny town named forks. It was one of the rainiest places in the country. I didn't really like rain but I just needed to escape this place so I found it on the Internet and decided that, that was where I was going.

"Oh Hun, if you changed your mind and don't want to go it is totally okay with me and sue" sue. He's new wife and my stepmother. I liked her she was good to my father, but a part of me would never accept her.

"Dad, I am going to miss you okay but it is time for me to go, my train is leaving soon and I have to be on it"

"Well you don't have to" he said stubbornly.

"Dad" I was getting tired of this conversation. "I'll miss you all right. Bye" I kissed he's cheek and gave him a hug.

"All right bells. I'll miss you too"

"Yes me to Bella" sue said. She hugged me and I awkwardly replied it. I left them waving and got into the train. I sat by the window so I could look at them through the glass. Charlie had he's arm wrapped around Sue's waist possessively. Seeing the love between them hurt. The train finally started moving and I could hear Charlie's last goodbye. My last glint of them was Charlie kissing Sue's forehead and sue looking at him in such a loving way that it pained me.

I was glad my dad had found love again since the accident but I still got a little upset every time they would say I love you to each other.

While looking out the window seeing the buildings fly by I fell into the memory I hated the most.

Flash back. Three years ago.

It was late we had been out shopping all day not that I enjoyed it but it made my mom happy so I did it. And now we were going home to make Charlie dinner.

"Sweet home Alabama
Where the skies are so blue
Sweet Home Alabama
Lord, I'm coming home to you"

We were singing along to the radio swinging a little from side to side in a way to dance sitting down.

"Mom watch where you're driving" she had been swinging a little too much and had made the car swing from side to side to. The song ended and then it was just people talking about some boring stuff.

"We'll just see what else is on" she looked down to the radio to change the radio channel for three seconds but that was all it took.

It was a green light so Renée had just kept driving but as I heard a loud honking I looked to her side of the car and all I saw was some blinding headlights.

"Mom! Watch out!"

A loud bang and I felt like I just had been on one of those really wild roller coaster's except this didn't take much more then ten seconds before the car was still. My forehead was bleeding and I had gotten cut's from the broken glass on me but I wasn't badly hurt.

"Mom are you okay?" turned to look at her. She was still. Very still, not even the sign of her chest moving up and down as a proof that she was breathing.

"Mom? Mom!" I was panicking. "Mom please answer me!" nothing, not even a twitch of movement. I stormed out the car and got to her messed up side and pulled the door open. I removed her seatbelt and pulled her out of the car.

"Mom!!" I was sat on the ground beside her. The tears were falling down my cheeks."Heeelp! Can anybody

Help me?!!"

Flash back ended.

Defiantly the worst memory I possessed but it had been so traumatizing that it wasn't possible for me to forget it. But that was three years ago now and everybody moves on sooner or later. I had, Kind of.

Out the window it was getting darker and you could easily see we weren't in Jacksonville anymore. I got more comfortable in my seat. There was a long way yet.