This is supposed to be like written in a journal...don't ask ..i guess (i like that word) i was reading to many angst fics XD
Enjoy ok?! Please don't flame..well unless you find something really major to flmae about --
I SADLY DONT OWN ANYTHING! but you knew that already
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Bastard Father/ Hoenheim Elric
Thanks for nothin. Maybe you should of stayed..maybe you should have found a better way to deal with rotting [1 ..All I know is..I can't ever fully forgive you, though Al has once he saw you.
Your Son ..Ed.
Well that was easy enough..probably shouldn't have been so mean..Al will be sad to see that. Seriously though what can I say to a man that was never there..meh..heh this will make him feel something.. I/m drawing flowers around the page..the kind mom liked.
Hughes..
Since your sadly dead already I couldn't even thank you properly. So I guess this will have to do. Thanks Huges you always knew how to brighten peoples day and help them out when they were in a tough spot. (i.e When I had to do the fight against Mustang) Anyways I'm sorry you had to die helping me out and I'm sorry your family has to suffer your loss. I'm even more sorry that I am saying 'sorry' since I know you would have done the same for anyone. so from my brother and my self Thanks.
Hughes, I swear if by chace we meet up some how some way when I leave this world and you show me pictures of your daugther..you'll be in pain. Ok maybe not but -sigh- I am trying not to make this sappy...
Bye Hughes thanks for everything.
Yeah, my letters may try to take on some humor but that is only cause well it's easier. I know I forgot to write about the Colonel but I'll do that letter. CRAP! I'm bad at drawing cameras.
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Sorry (don't know why I'm saying that to a journal), I got sent on a mission and had to be hospitalized. Woooooooooooooo... --' . Now before I continue and what not I thought that I should explain myself a bit more.
Firstly- My first entry before I wrote Al said seven and I only listed six ..your probably thinking that I can't count. Not the case for those smart enough to figure this out..I counted the non-letter thing which is what I am writting between letters as a letter for myself.
Secondly- I'm not giving dates because well dates are not important.
Thirdly- I'm spacing these letters over days and weeks cause (besides the reaons I give) I'm giving myself time to back out, think through, and personally tie up lose ends.
Fourthly- I didn't address one to my mother cause nothing I can say will make up for me losing Al and turning her into a monster.
and lastly- Why I'm taking..or rather right now going to be taking my own life.
You see it wasn't the short jokes, it wasn't cause I am being a spoild brat, and it is certainly not for attention. It's becasue I killed people and it doesn't matter to me if I was the one who did it (Greed and Sloth) or that it was because of me (Hughes). In a way I think the exchange was equivalent but not something that was taken form the start rather over time. That would be when I got Al's body back I was happy he was happy we were all happy. I stayed in the military cause well I made a family there and I didn't want to give them up. Al went back and forth from Central and Risembool to see everyone. Soon my happiness turned into irritation. Irritation slowly turned in to anger, anger turned into depression and finally it turned into something I can't explain. All I know is I dont like being around people anymore, it doesn't matter if its the military people, random people or even my own brother. I can't stand being near happy people when I can't be happy like them.
I tried to get help and that didn't go over to well, I kinda blew up the building during the night..heh.. Guess I should continuse with my letters before I forget. Oh and Mustang your letter is last.
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Sorry I cant seem to write more in a chapter for this
1) at the end of the series Ed finds out why his father left.
