AN: This story takes place shortly after Edward left Bella. I will mention Bella a few and actually have a chapter dedicated to her but my characters will be in every chapter so if everyone thought there was going to be alot of EdXBella fluff SORRY BUT NOT REALLY!!! That is untill he comes back.
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I laid over my covers fully dressed in a pair of converses, a ripped pair of jeans, and a shirt my fatherr would kill me if he saw me wear.
A few trees rustled near my window I jumped from my position and looked out of it NOTHING.
My heart was racing now and I was anxious to see HIM.
Though I was an impatient person he wasn't and I had another hour before he was to arrive I laid on my twin bed once again with my arms behind my head staring at the ceiling hoping time would just speed up.
It didn't though it slowly went by my eyes became heavy and I became tired it was 12 o'clock at night and he was coming in 10 minutes I couldn't help it I dosed off.
"Selene." He whispered into my messy long light brown hair.
I turned on my side to meet him sharing the bed with me staring at me.
I awoke abrutley falling off my bed he caught me by the waist as my nose brushed the wooden floor he pulled me up into his lap.
"You cluts." He teaced.
"Only because you make me that way." I smiled lightly he was so angelic just like Edward Cullen but luckily Isabella Swan didn't have this vampire I did.
I wasn't usually a cluts infact I rarely fell and my mom had always said I had posture.
"Why must you do that to yourself?" He traced the scar on my wrist from the knife blade with his middle finger he then kissed it.
"I'm happy you didn't." He whispered looking into my dark green eyes.
"I would've but you saved me." I smiled kissing him softly on the lips.
He brushed his hand across my face caressing my cheek.
"I know...how many times do I have to tell you Selene...I love you." Hearing the last three words made me melt my stomach tightned and I turned a bright red.
FLASHBACK!!
"You little whore!" My father yelled.
"Leave her alone!" My brother interupted grabbing his arm before he could hit me again.
My brother ,Mike, was and will always be my hero.
Father was drunk again tonight after Mike and him got into it again because of his addiction.
He always blamed his problems on ME.
Mike says because he was jealous for what I dont' know.
"Let go!" He demanded pushing Mike against the table making him hit his head on the corner of it.
Dad ran out and started the car speeding away.
"Mike, are you okay?" I said crawling to him.
"Yeah sis,are you?" He poked at the cut and bruise on my right cheek.
"I'll be back I need to go after him!" He hoped up rubbing his head.
"Be carful." I added.
I was alone in the house again the last time I was I cut myself on my thigh to get away from the pain. I hated him!
He hated me perfect huh?
I laid on my bed holding a picture of my mother, Mike, Dad, and me at the time the picture was taken Mike and I were 15, Mom was still alive and healthy at the time.
Before my mother had cancer Dad was sober and we were happy.
I say he's a weak minded person and can't take pain of losing a loved one well.
I took the small pocket knife from my drawer possioned it perfectly on a vein that was clearly visible on my wrist.
The knife slid smoothly against my olive toned skin dark red liqid poured out of the gash in my wrist running down my arm staining a quilt on my bed.
The knife fell to the floor along with some blood spots.
Feeling weak I put my good hand on the cut hoping that if I pressed down on it enough it would clot but it was to deep.
I rushed to my bathroon grabbing a rag, my head spinning out of control.
On the way down stairs to the kitchen I slid on a sock and fell down the stairs hitting my head.
I crawled to the kitchen I was so dizzy and cold I could barely move. Half way to the phone I couldn't move anymore and was now lying in a small pool of my own blood.
I heard a window open and Art rush to my side curssing under his breath saying, "Why...you dumb dumb girl. Why!?" Anger and concern filled his voice.
He picked me up saying, "you better not die Selene."
He kepted me awake for a few seconds the rest a blur.
When I awoke my wrist was bandaged and I was alone in a hospital bed.
"Are you okay." Mike rushed in he had a blood stain on his shirt.
"What happened is that your blood?" I said sitting up in bed but that was a mistake because the IV sticking out of my hand was to short and jancked me down.
"Dad." Was all he had to say apparently my dad and brother had gotten into a fist fight again.
"Who brought you hear?" He asked running his fingers through his hair sitting in a chair closest to my bed.
I stayed quiet what if I told him Arthur Manwick brought me.
I didn't know what or how to explain it so I stayed quiet.
"I know you're tired so when you are better we're going to have a talk Sis you NEED some help."
His voice was stern and his face was emotionless my brother loved me and we were only had each other left.
His friends were good to him and he had a big crush on Bella Swan but I was the only thing that really kept him glued together and before Art he was the only thing that kept me sain.
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"Thank you for saving me." I said leaning against him.
"You're welcome." Was all he said for what seemed like forever I laid against him and he wrapped his arms around me tightly but careful not to hurt me.
"You're not tired of me yet." I said into his ear knowing the answer.
"I doubt i'll ever be tired of you." He said one thing I hated about Art was that he was mono toned so he never had any emotion in his voice.
"That's good." I smiled to myself smelling his aroma which smelled of some kind of cologne that made me crazy.
"Let's go." He said picking me up in his porselin toned muscler arms like a newly wedded couple.
"Where are we going?" I asked hoping it wasn't anywhere far.
"Some place that reminds me of you." He smiled brightly and kissed me on the forehead before we were out of my window and on the ground.
"Hold on tight please." He suggested I wrapped my arms around him tightly as he ran through the forest a few branches and leaves got tangled into my already messy hair I should of brushed it before I left.
My eyes were closed while he ran to the spot seeing everything go by so fast made me so dizzy and nauous and I had dicided to keep my eyes closed.
"We're here my love." He said sitting me on a rock.
We were near a spring surrounded by trees and rocks and there was a small waterfall a few feet away from me it was the most beautful place I had ever seen.
Art crouchted down and tossed a pebble across the spring he was so flawless and angelic I loved him so much.
I felt guilty having someone like this and Bella was left crying in her room.
Her and I never talked and since Edward and the Cullens left she had been a zombie so it's not like we could really start a conversation.
Luckily one week after Edward left the Manwicks arrived and my savior besides my brother arrived in dule, boring, lame ass Forks, Washington.
"So why does this place remind you of me?" I asked looking at a fish swim to the waterfall.
"It has naturla beautyl and what you see is what you get but at the same time theres mystery to this place like for example theres a cave behind the waterfall."
My gaze was now looking at the stars.
I was to embarassed to look at him he knew almost everything about me.
"That's sweet but you don't know everything about me." I said smiling at him he stood straight showing his true height of 5,10 he walked gracfully to me taking a seat on the rock a few inches away from me.
"So I still barely know you huh? What else is there that your hiding from me?" He smiled sliding me against him.
"Well you don't know some things about me..." I had to think about this for a few minutes and watch him looking at me struggle to tell him something I never told him," well my mom's name was Annette."
"I never knew that but you can't blame me Love you don't really talk about your mother." He said kissing me on the forehead.
Thunder rumbled in the distance within seconds hail fell drenching us in cold wet water. He didn't seem to mind it at all he stood up, closed his eyes, and just enjoyed the moment I couldn't understand how he could enjoy life so much I envied him for that he seemed happy.
Within a few minutes it had gotten colder I started to shiver and get goosebumps all over my arms.
"Selene, are you cold." Sarcasm rang in his voice.
"Duh." I replied.
He kneeled down to me only a few inches away from my face, "we could go to my house or I can bring you home?"
He knew the answer to that retarted question I hated my house ever since Mike moved out.
He picked me up once again in his arms kissed me sweetly on my lips and ran.
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BELLA P.O.V
During dinner Charlie and I didn't really talk that much it had been two whole months without him my heart was aching for him, to touch him, kiss him, see him, smell him, all of my scences were going crazy since he left me.
Charlie didn't talk about HIM in front of me but there had been a few times when I over heard him mention to Bill about how Edward was a no good son of a bitch.
"If I ever saw that boy Bill i'm goin to kill him. He left Bella a mess that poor girl hasn't talked a full sentence to me for two months."
"She'll get over it Charlie teenage girls take awhile to bounce back from relationships like that."
I walked into the kitchen to get a cup of water and they both stopped talking almost instantly glaring at me with concern.
"Hey Bells." Charlie smiled lightly taking a sip of his beer.
"Hi." I said almost in a whisper on the way back to my room I heard Bill say to Charlie, "That poor girl is a mess."
"I know Bill I know I'm going to kill that Cullen boy."
Oh, thanks Bill you ass.
When I had glared at myself from the bathroom mirror I had realized Bill was right I was a mess.
My hair was in a messy pony tail I had a head band around my head so I hair wouldn't fall in my face, I wore a pair of shorts for two days they had stains on them, they only thing that was clean was a large white shirt.
Edwards last words to me repeated themselves in my head over and over again like a bad dream I was dying to wake up from.
No, one really talked to me anymore at school I heard Angela say that I was like a zombie.
Even poor Mike didn't talk to me anymore but now a days it seemed like he just kept to himself he seemed different there had been a few times he even had to go to the nurse from giant cuts the last one was on his arm.
Selene, Mike's younger sister, tried to talk to me but I ignored her.
It was getting to the point to where I didn't want to see or talk to anyone.
I missed him; to hear him say that he didn't love me tore my heard in half Edward and the Cullens stayed in my mind 24/7 I even missed Roaslie.
The world to me seemed black and dule and I was awaiting the moment when it would cheer up for me.
"Bella, sweetheart come down here!" Charlie yelled from the living room as I heard Bill's truck leave in the distance Jacob must've picked him up.
I hated being called sweetheart a week after Edward left Charlie started to call me that why I don't know.
He was irreplacable and I will never love anyone again.
"Bella, you need to cheer up that punk was an asshole Bells and he didn't deserve you."
No, Charlie he didn't deserve me I was human he needed someone that was immortal one who couldn't bleed one who wasn't a cluts like me.
"Is that it!?" I said as I stood on the last step of the stairs staring at him while he sat on the couch.
"Yeah." He sighed taking another swig of his beer.
It was raining pretty hard by the time I got to my room the power was out I took advangtage of it and just layed in my bed under the covers I wanted to scream to cry but nothing came out maybe Angela was right I was a zombie I couldn't even show emotion anymore.
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"Selene!" Lilly yelled as she tried to escape Quan's grasp ,he didn't let her go his arms, was tightly wrapped around her hour glass figure.
She gave up and melted in his grasp.
He rested his head on hers since he was so tall and she was the shortest of the bunch maybe because she was so young and never really grew before she was turned.
"Hello, Selene." Guinevere said smiling brightly behind a stack of books from the coffee table she was so dedicated to her work.
Lilly laughed as Quan trailed kisses down her neck Art smiled lightly at them as we both dried off with towels.
"You're to old for her." He yelled with a grin.
"Shut up!" They replied Lilly was only 15 and Quan was 22 yet they loved with a love of those who were older and wiser than they (kinda took that from Annabelle by edgar Allan Poe :)
. "Oh, Arthur...leave them alone."
Elise said coming down the stairs in an elagent sun dress I stood up and offered her my seat of course she sat down.
"Elise." Art added.
"What!?" She smirked I knew what she had done but it didn't bother me I loved their company all of them they were different.
"Sup, Selene!" Marucs picked me up and twirled me around the room in a big hug I looked up to him in a brotherly fashion since Mike moved out Marcus seemed to be the only one that reminded me of him.
Elise smiled brightly but she had a jealouse look in her eyes as to say," back up from my man." but of course she was to nice to say it.
"Marcus let go." I laughed as he tickled me.
"Okay okay lil girl." He teased compaired to him I was like a child looking up to their parent but in my case it was like looking up to an older sibling.
"I have to show you something." Guinevere said from the pile.
"Yes, ma'am." I said walking toward her.
"Can you please wait in my office i'll be there shortly." Her face was buried in a book.
I waited for about twenty minutes before she came in returning about ten books that she had just read she shut and locked the door behind her.
"My dear you are like family you make my boy so happy." She said sitting behind her dark oak desk unlocking a desk and pulling out about a dozen pictures, letters, and items.
"I had a family long long ago I had two sons, a daughter, and a loving husband."
"What happened to them?" I asked stairing at my wet shoes.
"They died sadly and I was left alone in the world until I met Arthur he offered me life."
She pushed the pictures to me some where burned on the edges others were in mint condition one particular picture caught my eye.
A shack like house was in the background a gorgouse, young woman and slightly older man stood in front, their clothes were ragged and torn the material seemed to be made out of a potato sack, the woman held a smiling little girl whos hair was light colored maybe a light red.
I couldn't tell because the picture was black and white, and quit curly unlike her father's whos was blondish and flat.
"That was me a long long time ago with my parents I was an only child. When I was 8-years-old we moved to America i'm originally from Ireland."
Another picture one that was burned more than the rest was of Guinevere in a whitish looking dress with her long hair up a braid with flowers braided into them.
"That was on my wedding day I was 20-years-old Richard was 28 ,I think. I was two months pregnant with Mina I was so scared I was showing."
She laughed she was in her own world remebering the "good times" I didn't want to bug her so I just looked though some more pictures.
It was the only picture that looked new Guinevere was holding Mina they both wore long dark colored dresses their hair in a braid, Richard held two identical twin boys on each lap one had his two front teeth and the other was missing them they looked at least 5-years-old at the most and Mina looked at least eight or nine years old.
"That was our last picture together before the fire. We lived over our bakery one night I forgot to put water over the fire and let it burn it caught the whole down stairs on fire. I was the first to wake up Junior and Samuel were crying they didn't know what to do, Mina tried to comfort them she was the only one that was calm she was never scared, Richard never woke up I think the smoke killed him he had bad respiratory problems back then. I couldn't open the kids' door I was so scared Mina kept yelling she even tried to open the window but the house needed alot of repairs. If it wasn't for our neighbor dragging me out I would've burned with them but I lived instead. "
I had no idea why she was telling me this but it was horrible I felt so bad for Guinevere I didn't know that I was becoming teary eyed.
"Oh, dear...it's okay." She smiled lightly getting up and giving me a hug.
"It was way before you were born decades before I'm over it sort of but I will never forget them and I will never love anyone else like I loved them."
"Why did you mention this to me." I was having such a good night.
"You've been depressed lately, feeling alone even in a crowd of people, you feel like no one understands your pain. I KNOW what it feels like to loose loved ones. You have to smile and realize things happen what's done is done. We can't change that. We can only become stronger or weaker."
"Hey Guinevere can we have Selene back please!" Lilly yelled.
No one answered I didn't want to answer I was lost for words Guinevere was right I was so selfish to think that I was the only one suffering in the world.
"Please be happier enjoy life my dear we all die one day some take centuries more than others (dry joke) but remember when you look back on your life do you want it to be miserable?"
"No." i choked she whiped a few tears that ran down my cheek with her thumb.
She was the mother I never really had but now have.
"One day." She knew what I wanted.
"Guinevere come on I want to say good-bye to her!" Lilly yelled as she beat on the door.
"What did you and Guin talk about?" Art asked as he gently placed me on my bed.
"Nothing." I whispered as I yawned.
"Let me get you out of these clothes." He said he kept his eyes closed when he pulled my tank top over my head to reveal my victoria secret lassy black bra b36 cupped.
He placed my nightgown over my head I took my pants off now I was in a nightgown that went to my knees with semi-wet hair.
"I love you." He kissed me on the lips Guinevere's last words rang in my head she was right 100% and I had to be happier.
Before he could tuck me in HE entered my room I acted like I was asleep I smelled the alochol on his breath he was drunk and I was scared.
I knew Art was outside my window waiting for my father to leave.
He walked quietly toward my bed I turned on my side and moaned which might've not been such a good idea because my panties were visible I heard my dad moan.
He walked closer to my bed and trailed his hand down my back down to my ass.
WHAT A PERVERT!!! GOD I WANT TO CHOKE HIM!!! MIKE WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE!!!
"I love you." He slurred.
OH, MY GOD THAT DAMN PERVERT!!!
He sat down on my bed surprisingly he fit he laid down next to me and placed an arm over me rubbing my left breast.
A tree brushed against my window and he jumped up and left.
My heart was racing and I was wordless never in my life had my father done that to me before and it scared me.
Art didn't enter my room for a few minutes until he was sure my dad was on the couch dead to the world.
"Are you okay." He whispered rushing to my side.
All I could do was cry into his shoulder.
"Why did you wait so long!" I yelled beating his chest.
"I'm sorry." He replied coldly I knew he was sorry.
"Why I was so scared Art he could've...he would've..." I couldn't hear myself say it I rushed to the bathroom and puked.
I felt gross ichy I couldn't look at my dad the same way ever again.
"I'm going to snap his neck." Art yelled as he headed down stairs.
"No, don't please." I said pulling him back. "Can I just leave." I said whiping a few tears away.
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AN: Hope everyone enjoyed it. Yeah I think I might put it as M for Mature I had to have a good reason why Selene hates her life yeah oh and the next chapter is where her and Bella actually start to talk. R&R please people. i have a myspace if anyone under 18 wants they can add me as a friend it's /brittanyadamo Hit up folks
