Not Meant to Be A Koopa

Chapter 2: Suicide

Another chapter


So Lemmy just got done overhearing people talking about him. He lost it and began crying "why me of all people why does it have to be me, It's because I'm a freak, pathetic, weak, and useless" Lemmy whispered to himself. Lemmy laid on the floor and sobbed. "I just want them to like me why won't nobody like me" Lemmy whispered to himself. Lemmy got up on his ball and went against his dad's command and left the room. He walked down the long corridor until he reached the game room where everyone seemed to be at. Lemmy was uninterested until he heard talking. "Our mercenaries are being taken out because they are to busy rescuing Lemmy" Larry preached. "I agree he is just dead weight which we can't afford" Ludwig said. Lemmy was really upset "they are talking about me" Lemmy whispered to himself. He then heard one voice that sent him off. "I'm sick and tired of always saving Lemmy ass like grow some muscle, he is just pathetic Bowser you can't keep him" Iggy said. " Lemmy went bursting out the front door crying. "I thought he was my friend" Lemmy sobbed to himself. As he was rolling he tripped on a stick which popped the ball and sent Lemmy flying into a gate. Still crying Lemmy wondered why it had to be him, why he was so alone and why no one cared for him. He wondered that if he died would anyone miss him. Of course not nobody would care. Lemmy then spotted a nearby sharp stick. He grabbed the sharp stick and without second thoughts Lemmy cut himself deep in his leg and blood gushed out except it didn't hurt in fact Lemmy though it felt good. It was really good it felt like all his problems were washed away. He cut himself again this time in has arm. It was a deep bloody gash. Still no pain just relief. "This is it this the answer if I'm gone then I can't be a worthless, useless Koopa" Lemmy said, then he started to silently sob. "I wasn't meant to be a Koopa" Lemmy silently said. He then cut himself on his plastron near his heart. (the hard part on the front of a turtle) he then cut another deep gash on his head. He then dropped the stick as a sense of weakness came across him which was nothing new. The huge loss of blood made him feel weak. Lemmy couldn't even move or talk he was covered in a bloody mess. Eventually he just went unconscious and he died…or so he thought. Lemmy awoken to see he wasn't at the castle grounds but instead is floating in what appears to be space. "Where am I" Lemmy asked he looked around then at himself and realized his cuts are gone and his blood is gone. "So this is what it's like when your dead" Lemmy said. Then a large ball of light approached Lemmy. He thought it was going to hit him though it didn't the ball of light stopped directly in front of him and then appeared a woman. Lemmy didn't know this woman but he knew she wanted to speak to him. "So Lemmy Koopa I know why you are here" the woman said. Lemmy wondered How does she know "no you don't" Lemmy said shedding a tear. "Ah but I do you attempted suicide" The woman said Lemmy was confused so she does know but something shocked home even more the fact that the woman said ATTEMPT suicide. "Wait you said attempt suicide so does that mean I'm" Lemmy said knowing exactly what it was. The woman nodded her head "you are still living in the world in between life and death known as the cosmic plane" the woman said Lemmy groaned in response "are you serious I'm so damn pathetic i can't even kill myself" Lemmy whispered to himself. "You aren't pathetic Lemmy there is a reason why I won't allow you to die" the woman said Lemmy was confused. "But I'm useless i just cause trouble with everyone else" Lemmy sobbed. "You aren't useless you have a use you just have to find it" the woman said. Lemmy thought did he actually have a use if so what could it be. "Well what is it" Lemmy asked the woman shook her head. "You have to figure out for yourself. Lemmy put his head down. "Can I ask you something Lemmy…why did you attempt suicide" the woman asked. "Because I'm worthless, useless, weak, and a freak" Lemmy said. "Liar" the woman said. Lemmy was confused what did she mean. "What do you mean" Lemmy asked in dead confusion. "You did it because you think your family doesn't love you" The woman said. Lemmy scoffed "think more like i know my family doesn't like me" Lemmy said. "Well then you will have to see for yourself" the woman said Lemmy sighed "what is there to see" Lemmy asked and started sobbing again. "Lemmy you aren't dead you are unconscious and alive but barely you need to tell them about all of this when you get better" the woman said. "But my dad will kill me" Lemmy said. "No he won't i promise" the woman said. Lemmy actually for the first time today smiled…it didn't last long. "Now Lemmy just because we are done talking for now doesn't mean I can bring you back that's natures job and someone has to heal you and I wish you the best" the woman said. Lemmy nodded his head. "Thanks" Lemmy said, he was actually happy and felt loved even thought the woman didn't say it. "Hey what is your name" Lemmy asked the woman. The woman smiled my name is Rosalina goddes of the cosmos. Rosalina returned into her ball of light and flew but before she did Lemmy could faintly hear faintly say "we will talk again Lemmy stay safe".


Hope you enjoyed it had to use Rosalina sometime next chapter soon.