Clarke pulled away as Bellamy looked at her in shock before collapsing in shock onto his knees before clarke, as he tried to pull himself back up his face contorting in pain as he did murphy and Octavia ran forward and grabbed him. Murphy held him down while Octavia applied pressure to his wound, the bullet had gone right through but he was quickly loosing blood, he had already gone chalk white and his strength was slowly deteriorating.
He wouldn't be able to follow her clarke thought to herself. It's for the best this way he lives.
Clarke looked over to Octavia who was staring at clarke in shock, but she also understood why she a done it.
''he'll be fine just keep him as still as possible'' clarke said to Octavia over Bellamys curses and screams for clarke not to leave ''Murphy you keep him down. You stop him from coming near that building even if it kills you,'' Murphy nodded struggling to keep Bellamy still by himself but with the help of Octavia who was now restraining Bellamys legs they managed to do it, so without another word clarke turned around and walked forward. Heading towards her grave.
Clarke walked forward trying to ignore the screams of Bellamy as she walked away from him…again.
She tried not to look back as she focused on putting one foot in front of the other, she knew if she looked back she'd run straight into his arms. She'd break down. She didn't realise how much she really loved him until this moment, she had known for a while but walking away from him…knowing she couldn't go back, that she would never see him again it all made it so real and she knew that if she had heard him say those 3 words she wouldn't be able to die but as she reached the door to the rusted old building Clarke turned around one last time to see her people. Her family.
Octavia was on the ground trying desperately not to cry as she struggled to restrain her brother. Murphy was desperately clinging to Bellamy trying to prevent him from running to clarke. From running to his death.
Monty and Jasper held each other, Monty clinging to jasper as he cried while jasper used all his strength to keep Monty up, to keep him standing and as she looked at Jasper, his face red and puffy from crying…from crying for her, he looked back and pulled a sad, strained, reassuring smile nodding to her weakly and it was enough, it was enough to let clarke know that he finally forgave her for everything…for Maya…
Finally, she looked at Bellamy and her heart shattered into pieces, she gripped the handle of the door tighter using all she had, all her willpower to stop herself from running over to him and never letting go because what she saw in him was everything she felt. He was thrashing violently on the ground blood staining his trousers as murphy and Octavia held him down. He screamed her name over and over again, tears streaming uncontrollably down his face.
He was like her. Broken. And as clarke turned back around and stepped into the ancient building she thought about her people. Her people she was doing this to save and as she walked forward the door swinging closed behind her. The light of day no longer reaching her face she whispered quietly to herself.
''May we meet again.''
Clarke walked robotically towards the control room and before she knew it, she was there.
She surveyed the room before her eyes feel upon a small red button lined with faded yellow and black tape. Incased in a small, cracked plastic box and she slowly made her way towards it, until suddenly the door behind her slammed shut with an echoing bang and as she slowly turned around Bellamy stood before her.
''hey princess'' she said breathily ''the others are heading to the mountain no time to explain we are in this together and that's final''
