Harry's POV
I woke up, covered in sweat and gasping. I touched a hand to my chest, feeling the pounding of my heart below. Another one of my damn nightmares. This time Cedric was blaming me for his death. So was everyone else. That's not a new one. I threw my legs over the side of my cot and got up.
I sneaked down stairs, being careful to avoid all the creaky boards until I made it to the kitchen. Normally I kept a glass of water in my room for nightmares like this. But Petunia saw it and threw a fit until I agreed not to do it again. A sudden flash of light made me jump and grab for my wand, tucked into my shirt pocket.
"What are you doing down here?" A loud voice asked. It was only Dudley with a gallon of chocolate ice-cream tucked under his arm. I shrugged.
"Sleep walking." I know I'm sarcastic and unnecessarily rude. But this kid has been a punk he entire life. Plus he's probably too stupid to understand anyway. Either that or just sleepy. He ignores my comment and digs for a spoon in the drawer. It sounds like he is lighting a firecracker in the silence.
I rolled my eyes at his disgusting appetite. Now a days, it just ensured that I didn't want to eat anything around him. Much less half the junk that he calls food. I found myself a glass and chugged down as much water as I could. Thinking back to my dream, I felt a little tickle of tears. I rubbed my eyes, know it's pretty freaking useless to cry. It won't bring Cedric back and it won't make me feel any better. I leave Dudley to feast on his "heart-attack in a can" (As I like to call it).
Back up in my room I can't calm down. I changed out of my sweaty shirt and stood there, half naked. I gazed at myself in the mirror. I touched my stomach so I could feel up and down on my sides. I located several scars, reminding myself how I got them. Most of them were actually from Dudley and his friends. I found my most important one. Not the cursed one on my forehead, but the two inch white scar over my chest.
I received it on the day of the Third Task. I could trace how it curved. I got it when Cedric and I both touched the Triwizard cup. I landed on one of the handles. It cut into my chest so hard. I groaned and almost screamed at the time. I'll never forget how Cedric touched me as he tried to heal me. He got the wound to close, but the scar stayed. I never tried to get it fixed.
Even before my fourth year, I had a crush on Cedric. I loved his handsome looks and fearless heart. People often mistook my staring at him for a crush on his girlfriend Cho. I admit that she's pretty but she wasn't my type. Actually I found her to be that smothering "I need to be taken care of" type. I spotted it from a mile away. I guess that's kind of why Cedric was attracted to her in the first place. He wanted someone to take care of.
I found myself staring at the mirror just tracing the scar back and forth as I remembered Cedric. Eventually I recalled little dreams and fantasies about the wizard. About him touching my body (I began caressing myself). His nips and licks on my neck (I scrapped my tongue on my teeth). His hot, ravishing kisses (I licked my lips and bit them). His hands ripping off my clothes (I sat on my bed, kicking off my pajama pants).
I imagine Cedric leaving hot kisses down my chest and stomach. I toss back my head in ecstasy as I touch the base of my eager member. Already, with thoughts of Cedric, it was leaking precum. I imagined it was his hand on my dick. As I reached my fingers down to gently rub my asshole, it was his that touched me. Soon I let out a deep throaty groan as I came*.
I cleaned up as my heart calmed down. I pulled my pants back on and laid down, closing my eyes. I let out an involuntary whisper as I felt the edges of sleep crawl back up to claim me in a way that Cedric never did.
"I wish you were here."
Fenrir's POV
I made my way to the quiet muggle town where the boy lived. I had ordered Bill to go back and keep an eye on the pack while I go. The houses were quiet. House pets cowered and whimpered wherever they stood. They feared my presence. Dumb beasts. They should be running for their lives or at least making an effort to survive instead of cowering. The only lights were the dim street lamps. I sniffed my way to number four privet drive.
I shifted to my human form and used magic to unlock the door**. I cast a silent spell to make myself a mere cloud of shadow. There was a fat boy in the kitchen eating. He wasn't the boy I was looking for. I floated up the staircase. The first bedroom was empty, stuffed to the brim with annoying electronic toys. I sneered at them for some reason. The second bedroom held a sleeping couple, the man fat as a house, the woman a twig.
I didn't find who I was looking for until the very last door in the hallway. I paused when I heard groans from inside. I grinned with devilish curiosity. Slipping through a crack under the door, I saw the boy who lived... masturbating. I will admit that I was sexually aroused by him. He had an attractive, well sculpted body and beautiful black hair that fell to his shoulders. After he climaxed, he opened his eyes. Moonlight glistened off his bright green eyes. I found that my heart stopped in my chest as soon as I saw them.
For the first time since I turned, I wanted. Never before had I ever actually desired someone like this. Sure I've had countless sex partners, both male and female. But I have never once wanted with such a burning desire in my chest rather then in my groin. The boy's whisper pulled me out of my thoughts.
"I wish you were here." I haven't the faintest idea what the boy was talking about. But it was obvious he was only talking to himself. It wasn't long until his breathing slowed to something more rhythmic. I recalled why I was here again. And found that I really didn't want to kill him. Now I'm glad that the dark lord said I could do whatever I wanted with him...
*Sorry if it's back. I don't have guy parts, so I have no idea how that would go.
**Harry is technically 17 so the spell on the house against dark wizards isn't effective anymore.
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