I groaned , William and Gabriella were having a 'heartfelt' good bye i mean they were getting into it. Holding eachother smiling brightly at eachother , almost going in for a kiss , their lips inched closer and closer , closer , closer ..i couldn't watch.I tapped Emery's arm stopped the bike not far from the couple. I buried my face in his back , i groaned painfully.
"Ex?" I shook my head , I felt like laughing at the prospect of William and i even remotely liking each other , he woulcn't even talk to me without going red-eyed. But now...but now...him and Gabriella , for one small moment i smiled. Gabriella maybe had just found her Edward btu my smile quickly wiped. From i knew of Edward he wasn't a killer , he wasn't heartless , he didn't murder –in my eyes- an innocent man. No William was in no way an Edward Cullen , not even a Jasper Cullen.
William was a murderer.
Plain and simple.
"Hey , he's gone you can stop freaking out now." I slowly opened my eyes and raised ym head to see Nothign absoulutely nothing. I jumped off the seat and stalked towards Gabriella's house. I was well aware , Emery was following me , his footsteps , i turned. ADn eyed him down.
"Where you going?"He stopped walking and looked around confused , i too started looking around. What the hell?
"You talking to me?" He started to cackle and i turned frustrated , i had no bloody time for this! I lunged for the house again this time faster than i had before , i didn't need someone laughing like a lunatic pissing me off at a time like this! I felt his warm hand take my shoulder anad spin me around i shook him off roughly. "Hey , hey look i didn't mean to...it's just that...i mean." I waited patiently tapping my foot on the sidewalk."Look , i like to be a joker , i thought maybe if i crack a joke you might lighten up , you've been ever since we saw that guy you've been so...tense like your ready to run , sort like a deer in headlights." I looked at him , and thought it over.
He was right , he was so right. My movements were odd , cryptic. In an easier way to say , i was like a deer , all it took was that small snap of a twig to get me running like wild , my eyes darted left right every now and then , my ears perked up whenever i thought i heard a sound , i took small breaths hoping not to be noticed . i played with my fingers to keep me occupated , in all honesty i wanted Emery to just go home , and for me to run inside lock up all the doors , check the closet check the bottom of the bed , hide underneath the blankets and stay awak until the sun came up.
In a reality this was due to William , his eyes , his strength , his body language , the way he acted the next day as if everything was peachy and mary sunshine. But that night ..that night..Trey.I barely knew Trey , but on the inside ..i wept for him...i wept for his family...i wept for his young and little life...i wept for his future lover who would never what it would be like to love him...i wept for his kids who would never know a fathers touch...and in all honesty i wept for his return so he could just walk the earth.
I looked back an Emery and panicked.
"I'm sorry i need to go , i'm sorry." And that when i ran.
