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They were worried about him he knew, considering how many questions they were asking him. Or rather, how many times they asked him would be a better way to put it. For the past thirty minutes on the train ride back to headquarters he had kept mum. And for the past thirty minutes on the train ride he had been asked consistently by everyone who knew him –especially Linalee- whether or not he was okay.

At this point he felt that such a question wasn't even worth an answer, and at this point Allen thought that his silence would've been an answer to that question.

No. He, Allen Walker, was not okay.

The reason was fairly straightforward as well. Yuu Kanda was not amongst them any more, and none of them knew if he was dead or alive, although Lavi tried to convince him that the stone-hearted man was still alive.

Allen would admit it, he wasn't too sure, and he worried about it. Although he knew if Kanda ever saw him worrying about him he would've been beaten within an inch of his life and then hung upside down by his feet out of highest window headquarters could provide.

Be that as it may, that was why he was worrying, because no matter how much they disagreed with each other, and no matter how apparently Kanda hated him, he was still a comrade. And if one squinted and looked really deep down into Kanda's heart, anyone could tell that he cared for his friends.

He may beat them close to death, but he would never actually kill anybody that wasn't his foe.

Or so Allen hoped, the last time he-and everybody else- had seen Kanda was not exactly confidence inspiring.

Regardless, he was worried, worried sick. Especially when he realized that Kanda wasn't among them. When Linalee let those fateful words ring, "Where's Kanda?" Allen thought his heart had stopped, he thought he had managed to save almost all of them.

Apparently not.

And instead of trying to find him, they all turned their backs and scurried home with their tails in between their legs! They had to literally drag him back to the train because he was making such a ruckus, that they wouldn't try to find him.

Disgraceful.

They were all disgraceful.

He knew within a day he would forgive them all, but for now he wanted to mope in his worried grief and be left alone, he wanted to shun them all away, no matter how many times they said that they would all find Kanda together once in was reported to headquarters, and got proper backup, and a proper way to actually try to find him.

They were probably right, but for now he just wanted to glower at them all in Kanda's place.

--

That had really fucking hurt.

And as such, he was seriously going to fucking kill her. He was going to wipe that smile off of that horrendous gray little face of hers one way or another. And as such he systematically reached for where Mugen ought to have been, only to grasp the empty air.

He didn't show his shock or concern, after all, in any kind of battle there is no room for such emotions. He thought momentarily as to where it could have been, perhaps the little devil before him took it away from him…

No.

He remembered now.

Mugen had shattered as he attacked the disgusting Skinn with all his power, but he knew it couldn't have been destroyed at all otherwise he would've been long dead. Which he currently wasn't, subconsciously his other hand ghosted over the wound that used to be in his torso. It was there no longer, just a few flakes of dried rusty blood, but the skin beneath was as pale and smooth as it ever was.

"Where's Mugen."

It wasn't a question, it was a statement, a demand. He had barked it out so roughly that it sounded as though he loathed the two words with all of his might.

She'd better answer, murderous thoughts churning dangerously, because if she didn't answer, he would kill her with his own bare hands, and shove her own fucking candles down her throat.

The smile on her face didn't go away, but a somewhat confused look did enter her eye, "What's a Mugen?"

And with that Kanda saw red, in a movement that was too fast for the normal eye to register he had her by the neck and up against the wall, and for the first time he saw something akin to shock on her face. As if she couldn't believe that some injured exorcist could've possibly gotten her into such a position.

Well you better fucking believe it bitch.

"You better tell me where Mugen is Filth because in a moment I'm going to make you eat your own candles." And with each emphasis he squeezed her neck and slammed her against the wall hard enough, he was certain, to make her head spin.

Then the never ending smile changed into something more lovely.

The smile became gentler, more sincere, the gray pallor of skin changed to something more creamy and darker than his own skin by a shade or two, the crosses faded away, the hair shortened and turned inky black like his own hair, the body lengthened, the outfit changed. And the most beautiful brown eyes stared back into his own, while small hands grasped his wrist in a pathetic attempt to make his own let go.

Linalee.

It was too bad for the Filth that he was one of the masters of illusions.

His sword was even named Illusion.

The moron.

Instead of loosening his grip around her neck, he tightened it enough that the skin around 'Linalee's' lips started to take on a purple-blue hue. And in the most pitiable and weak voice Kanda had ever heard she ground out, "P-please. Kanda. Let go. Please? Kanda, Please?!" Her voice was getting higher and more hysterical with each 'please' she gasped out.

He hadn't realized how annoying Linalee's voice had been until now.

Well. He wouldn't have to deal with that for long.

Besides. He hated weak things. And the pseudo-Linalee before him was just that: Weak.

With a bone crushing force he squeezed the illusion in front of him, hard enough for her to gag on her own tongue, and then he threw her to the floor, where she began a coughing fit.

Only to be stopped by Kanda's foot on her throat. Once again the 'Linalee' begged for mercy, that he was hurting her. Without even a second glance he completely crushed her neck with his foot, her head now lolled on the floor at a dangerously sharp angle.

Cruel, high pitched laughter burst out from behind him, and he turned to face the sound. Watched as the pixie-Noah laughed so hard she held her sides and rolled around on the ground, tears of amusement running down her face.

In between her laughing fits she managed to burst out, "That was great! The look on her face…priceless!" She screeched again in absolute pleasure, "I knew you would be loads of fun! You didn't even hesitate! Do you like your friends so little?" Her face took on a more serious demeanor as she asked him this.

He just glowered at her.

She cocked her head to the side, a small smile playing at her lips, "You don't like to talk much do you? Oh. And you never answered my question…what's a Mugen?"

--

Rhode couldn't help but shriek with glee at the scene that began to unfold, he was actually crushing the throat of a supposed friend, granted it wasn't really his friend, and more than likely he thought it was still her or something to that respect.

She stifled a snort as she continued to watch. She'd have to be careful with her new toy, he was fast, very fast. And even she would admit to herself for a moment a flash of fear passed through her as she found herself dangling at least three feet off the ground.

She didn't wonder anymore as to how he had managed to kill Skinn. If he was this volatile on a normal basis, she could only imagine how dangerous he could be if he had his anti-akuma weapon on him, and a goal to obtain. An exited shudder ran up her spine in morbid anticipation.

He was strong as well, if she hadn't gotten away from him when she did, she was certain her brain would've been all over the wall. Not that it would matter, seeing as she could regenerate in a heartbeat, the process itself would still be painful though.

She was a sadist, not a masochist.

Now she was just waiting to see if she would get an actual reply out of him. But so far all he was doing was glaring at her with those wretchedly cold, beautiful, eyes. She mentally applauded him on that count, she didn't think anyone could match Lulubell's glower and scowl, she was wrong, this man just surpassed Lulubell.

Though visually she stayed focused on him, her mind began to wander a little as she just sat there, and momentarily she wondered if the reason he couldn't show much emotion on his face was because it was stuck that way….

A sort of grunt pulled her out of her reverie and she looked up at him again.

Nothing changed in his expression much, but if one looked carefully there was a tightness of sorts around the corners of his mouth that hadn't been there before, as if anything he had to say to her would be painful.

"Mugen…is. My anti-akuma weapon. A sword. Give it to me."

A sword. She didn't remember finding any sword…or did she?

She did.

Scattered around his body-some pieces further away than others- had been reflective pieces of metal, and a very elegant looking hilt. She had taken a piece of it, the prettiest one in her opinion. A small shard, that was very shiny and couldn't be smudged up. Sharp too, she had accidentally cut herself on it.

She cocked her head to the side again, "You mean…give you all the pieces."

"Yes."

She pretended to be thoughtful for a moment, placing a finger on her chin, eyes lowering as if she truly were deep in thought, before giving a too cheerful response, "No."

She heard him take, what she assumed was a breath to calm himself down. My, my, her toy did have quite the temper. "Why not?" his voice had dropped to a lower octave, becoming low and almost gravelly, she knew she was swimming in dangerous waters.

"Well, I can't just give it to you can I? There would be no fun in that, you have to earn it back. Besides I don't have all the pieces. Just this one." With a flourish she withdrew the shard from within a pocket in between her skirts.

She wholly expecting for him to eye the shard hungrily, but the only reaction she got out of the flourish was just a momentary glimpse at it, before his eyes traveled back to her own. She could tell that he wanted it back though, his fists had tightened to a point where she could see blood slowly drip from his fists and onto the floor.

He'd broken the skin.

She got up from her place on the floor, she had just figured out a game they could play, and maybe if she was feeling really generous the other Noah could play too…

She floated over to him, skipping in the air, shard held out in front of her.

"How about a game?" she asked bending down slightly towards him, waving the shard beneath his nose. Without notice he swiped a fist at her, and he let out a hiss as several of the presumed stuffed toys flew at his arm, teeth like bear traps crushing his arm, which was shaking from the invisible opposing force that seemed to protect Rhode.

She was getting angry.

Affronted she pulled back from him, and slapped him across the face.

Hard.

She smiled sadistically as she heard the jaw crack. "Now, see what you made me do? You don't want to get me angry. Not in my own world."

She swept her arms around the room, and then narrowed her eyes at him, "You better understand this here and now, I control everything here, everything, down to the very size of this room."

With that suddenly the room shrunk around them, the walls becoming white, enclosing them in an uncomfortable small space. She wrapped her arms around his neck, leaning her head against his chest, floating because of her short stature. "Now, how about that game dolly? Want to play? I'll teach you the rules."

In reply he stiffly nodded his head.

A happy smile spread across her face, "Wonderfull!" She kissed him full on the lips. And suddenly everything was back to the way it was, and he was once again sitting in the horrendous gothic chair.

Rhode took a stance directly in front of him, "How about this, I give you this shard. And you play whatever game I want you to play with me. For the rest of your time here, yes?"

--

When she whipped out that tiny shard of Mugen from her skirts, Kanda was sure his heart would implode or something along those lines.

Mugen called to him as soon as it had been released from its silky confines. No, it didn't just call, it screeched as though it was in pain. And if Mugen was in pain, on a subconscious level so was he.

In short: he would do anything to get Mugen back.

And at this point it was becoming rather obvious that force would not get Mugen back to him, all it got him was more pain. He was more than certain he had both felt and heard his brain and eyeballs rattle as she smacked him.

So he accepted her terms. Though he didn't really know what those were yet…

Then she leaned in and kissed him.

He didn't know whether or not she noticed, but he felt his arm twitch at the action.

Oh, he couldn't wait for the moment when Mugen would be back in one piece. He would torture her with it, he would make sure each stab and slice he made elicited excruciating pain from her…

Back to the matter at hand.

He started to focus on her words again, she wanted to play a game, and judging by what had happened so far, this game could only be as cruel and sadistic as the pixie-Noah in front of him.

She crossed her arms in a motion of impatience, as he contemplated whether or not Mugen was worth the games she had in mind for him.

Well that was a ridiculously stupid question.

Of course Mugen was worth it.

Taking a deep breath through his nose, and exhaling slowly through his mouth, eyes closing peacefully, hiding the turmoil his eyes could not show, he nodded hesitantly but firmly.

"Yes, I'll play your games with you," he muttered through clenched teeth. He'd have to remember to keep his temper somewhat in check if he wanted to get the rest of Mugen.

As he promised himself that he would be on his –sort of– best behavior he had this suspicious feeling that a new mantra would be necessary to help him make it through his time with the pixie-Noah that twirled around happily before him.

Do it for Mugen.

Do it for Mugen.

Do it for Mugen.

Do it for Mug-

"We're going to play dress up!"

He was certain the slap she dealt him was still addling with his head.

He didn't just hear that.

Apparently his momentary confusion must've somehow shown on his face because she decided to explain the whole idea to him.

"Yes, we're going to play dress up," she nodded her head, agreeing with herself. "You'll get to wear really pretty clothes. And then we can play out stories in which you can be the knight and call me Lady Rhode, and then I can be the knight and you can be the princess, and I'll get us a real dragon too!"

He was not hearing this.

He just wasn't.

He was not going to dress up pretty for her, he wasn't going to pretend to be a lady for her, and he was most certainly not going to address her as Lady Rhode.

It dawned on him.

So that's what her name was…

Rhode.

Focusing back on her, he noticed that she had not yet finished her excited, childish tirade.

"…that breathes real fire and everything, so you can be in real danger because that's always much more fun. Then I can do your hair, because it's so long and pretty and we can have proper balls and tea parties!"

By the end of it she seemed to have calmed down, although the glint in her eye was anything but calm. And it was then Kanda started to wonder whether or not all these basically innocent sounding child-games were as innocent as they seemed.

Of course they couldn't be.

But it didn't keep him from hoping.

She was suddenly in front of him again, small frown on her face and hands on her hips, slowly her golden eyes looked him up and down, as though something about his appearance displeased her.

He wasn't sure if this displeasure was a good or a bad thing, most probably bad, and as such, he eyed her warily for any sudden movements, he was more than certain she would do something at random.

He hated it when he was right.

Of course like anyone else he had a smug pride about it when he was correct, but this feeling was usually in the farthest corner of his mind. Because when he was right, it was never a good thing.

Something horrible tended to happen afterwards.

Then it always must be taken into account as to what one considered horrible.

For example: most individuals would consider an akuma attack a horrible thing.

Kanda found it invigorating, and a wonderful way to practice and train.

Next example: most individuals –mostly of the male gender– would find it a great blessing to have a cute girl take off their clothes for them.

Kanda found it unnerving and unnecessary, especially when he could efficiently take off his own clothes.

So he reacted quickly and vehemently.

She pulled away from him, raised her hand, and inspected all of her broken fingers. She looked back up at him and matched him glare for glare, then hissed contemptuously, "Fine! You can wash yourself up!"

A malicious grin spread across her face, "Just don't forget to wash under your fingernails."

And with inhuman speed and strength she kicked him square in the chest, knocking the breath out of him and knocking him backwards…

Water encompassed him from all sides and he couldn't move, not because he couldn't swim, but because his arms and legs had been chained together, he was drowning and drowning fast.

Morbidly he wondered if he were to die whether or not Mugen would fix him up, only for him to drown again and repeat the process for eternity, or however long she kept him in his watery almost grave.

Darkness stole away his vision again.

--

Rhode stared smugly at the giant pool of water that appeared in the middle of her room.

It served him right to be drowning like he was, after all, she couldn't have unruly dolls. He could be as violent as he wanted to be, she wouldn't mind bursts of anger here and there, even if it was directed at her. After all that's what made him interesting.

However, she would not have him be consistently violent with her at every other thing she did to him, because then they would never actually get to play.

It wasted too much time.

The pool before her evolved into a deep basin, shallow enough to keep his head out of the water though, the chains were gone, and some bath supplies lined the rim of the bath, clean towels lying neatly folded on the floor.

She expected him to be clean, dry, and ready for dress up by the time she came back.

--

It would be Lulubell's job to infiltrate the exorcist headquarters.

But it was Tyki's job to find the goddamned thing first.

He grumbled to himself as he trudged through the French countryside, headed towards the wilds that surrounded Paris, seeing as that's where his snooping around eventually lead him.

He couldn't understand for the life of him as to why the Earl actually wanted him to find the place as an ordinary human would. He knew, for the most part it was so he wouldn't draw any attention to himself, but he could've disguised himself as soon as he was within at least a twenty mile or so radius of the place.

Tyki had a sneaking feeling that the reason for the Earl's strange request was because he had specifically said he was bored.

Never again would he say that to the Earl's face.

As he wiped the sweet off his brow because of the full sun overhead, a girlish voice asked him a question.

"What should I name him Tyki?"

He kept walking and didn't answer, "Tyyyki! Are you even listening to me? Stop walking away and listen to me!"

There was that familiar whine again, but he refused to look at her and refused to stop walking from her…

Until she jumped onto his back and threw him face-first into the hay covered mud before him. "You never answered my question Tyki…are you in a bad mood or something?"

There was a feeble mumble from underneath her.

"Oh. Right." Rhode got off and helped pull him to his feet, now waiting patiently for an answer as he brushed away straws from his hair.

He looked down at her and then gave a hearty sigh, "The Earl wants me to find the exorcist headquarters."

Tyki never got a response, Rhode just momentarily stared blankly at him, as if trying to figure out why that would be a problem, the right side of his mouth twitched upward as he asked, "So, what was your question again?"

An excited look crept onto her face, "What should I name him Tyki?"

"Why should you have to name him, he already has a name…"

"You know it?!"

"Yes."

She looked up at him expectantly as they both stared at each other, after a minute or two passed by, the usual I-didn't-get-what-I-wanted pout came onto her face.

"Well! Are you going to tell me or what?!"

A smirk grew on his face, sometimes annoying Rhode was a very pleasurable pursuit when he knew she wouldn't actually do anything to him.

"His name is Kanda from what I've gathered." He said with a shrug as though it was not a big deal.

Rhode rolled the name around in her mouth, repeating his name over again and again under her breath. Then she looked up at Tyki again, obviously pleased she got was she was looking for.

"Thank you Tyki!"

She walked toward him arms outstretched, he was expecting a hug.

She pushed him instead.

His stunned face stared back at her as she waved goodbye to him and shouted, "That was for the name Tyki!"

For a moment there was nothing but darkness, and then he landed on his back gracelessly on hard, rocky, earth. Picking himself up and turning around, he looked upwards stunned. There, sitting atop of a treacherous looking peak, almost covered by clouds, sat the Black Order headquarters.

Rhode knew where it was.

Which meant the Earl knew where it was.

Which meant that his trip had all been for nothing.

Sometimes, Tyki really hated the Earl.