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The past few weeks were horrible, Der and Addison, had been going out a lot lately, and I haven't seen or talked to him for awhile. Our other friends were getting upset at Derek. Supposedly, Addison has been denying that she was going out with Derek. When they tried telling him he completely blew them off, and stopped talking to them. I couldn't believe it, he was dumping everyone for her. I was so scared that I would be next, I didn't want to lose him, if I couldn't have him as my boyfriend, then I still wanted to be his best friend. Later that night Derek instant messaged me, asking me to call him. So right away I called.
"Mer? What do you think about Addison, and what the others are saying about her.? I mean cause you're my best friend and I know you wouldn't lie to me, I just, Mer I really like her."
" I don't know Der, I don't know her, I mean I think its really fucked up that she denies you,
But you know what I'm not in the right place to judge, cause I don't know her. But I'm willing to give her a chance. You're my best friend Der, and if this Addison person makes you happy then I'll be happy for you. Just promise me you won't change and that you won't forgot who your true friends are. "
" I could never forgot you Mer."
I giggled and said good night. When I hung up the phone, a tear went down my face, I didn't know if I could do it anymore, if I could still his friend. He's the one guy and only guy who has my heart and he won't let me have his. I had my doubts, I mean could I have these feelings for him and still be his best friend. I could only imagine how horrible I would feel when he starts talking about Addison and Him. And watching them kiss and holding hands. Did I really want this for myself? Did I really want to waste my Senior year crying over a man who didn't love me back? To tell you the truth I really didn't know what I wanted. All I knew is I wanted Derek. And if being his best friend was the only way I could have him, then it didn't matter how I felt, even if it hurt.
I was so glad that dance competition was coming up, because that meant more practices and less time seeing Der and Addy. I thought for sure having longer dance practices, and seeing him less would have been way easier for me to get over him but boy was I wrong. Addison had decided to tryout for the dance team. I couldn't believe it, and neither could Der. He thought that since Addison was going to join the dance team that he would see her less, so being the best friend that I am, I suggested that he tried out for our All-Male dance team. So he would be able to spend more time with her. And he did, and both made it to the dance teams. Not only did I have to see them at school but now I have to see them at dance practices too. How worse could my life get?
Ok, I said that to soon.
After the first practice of the year, Addison came up to me and asked if I wanted to join her and Derek for dinner. I couldn't believe it she was actually being nice to me. So I went. When we arrived at the place, I looked up and was about to cry, this was his and my favorite restaurant, where we spent most of our summer days at. And the place when I realized that I had feelings for him.
Derek walked up to us, and gave me a hug and kissed Addison. Oh how I wish it was me he was kissing. We sat down and order drinks. Throughout the whole dinner Addison was asking me questions, and being really nice. I hated to admit it but I was starting to like her. You can tell she was really into Derek, and that she'd make him happy. At that point I was just to confused. I wasn't supposed to like her, she's supposed to be my worst enemy. But we got along so well, there was no way I couldn't like her.
Later that night Derek called me.
" So, what did you think of her," Derek said excitedly
" She's really great, I like her."
" Oh thank god, for a second there I was kind of worried.'
" Why?" I said
" Because I was scared that you wouldn't like her, and I really want you to like her."
" Oh. Ha-ha. Well Derek she's a really nice girl, I mean what's not to like about her."
" That's true, anyways Mer your birthday is coming up, what are the plans for us.'
" IDK. I thought maybe a movie and hang out the mall, like always."
" Well okay, call me with the details. Good Night best friend. Love You."
"Night. Love you too."
I hung up the phone. If only he knew I was IN love him.
